Made it by myself

[D4sl33p3r]

There are things I want to say to you
Things I can’t express
How much you played with my mind how much you fucked up my life
But it really doesn’t matter now because I’m done talking to you
I’ve had enough and I’m gonna make it on my own
Don’t need your lies, your misconceptions
I told you once before I’m gonna get there by myself

Just one step away from the end of it all
Just one step away I’m looking back at you now
Just wondering why I put up with all your bullshit
I just want you to know I’m not coming back to you this time

Im so close to calling you, but I can’t let you win.
Ive gotta prove to everyone I can make it by myself
But the road is long and it is full of bumps and potholes
Everywhere I turn someone is trying to trip me up
Sometimes I wish that you were here to help me off the floor
But then I remember all the pain and I think to myself why

Just one step away from the end of it all
Just one step away I’m looking back at you now
Just wondering why I put up with your cheating
Just want you to know I hope you choke on his dick


Now that I’m here I’ve forgotten
Why I started
I let myself get caught up in
Trying to hate you
But I’m still here all alone and I made it all the way
I always said I always told you I could do it by myself


Just one step away from the end of it all
Just one step away I’m looking back at you now
I’m wondering why I put up with all your bullshit
Just want you to know I made it by myself
Just want you to know I made it by myself
Just want you to know I made it by myself

 

[colicolo]

wow *blinks*

i love the way this is true and indicative of an internal monolouge. it bleeds of aggresion and a loud turmoil.

this very realistic hurdle is clearly defined:

Im so close to calling you, but I can’t let you win.
Ive gotta prove to everyone I can make it by myself

the brutal honesty in this is wicked - in every sense.

Just want you to know I hope you choke on his dick

awesome stuff.
i'm impressed in the super power this brings to the screen.

keep em coming

 

[(Wordy)]

That's one tough piece... a major catharsis.