how's Boston peeps going/doing? BostonBrownTown here - had to change name w/ wifey/family stalking during my "bad" days, lol. every day tho, right? well, things have changed A LOT for me; using NO WHERE NEAR what once was happening (daily, of course.. gram or two). but now I am good. NOT CLEAN but every few weeks, maybe 2-3 times a month, if that. 2 reasons:
1. TRYING TO BE CLEAN - take 2MG bupe/day
2. not working FULL TIME, making money like I once did; currently going through chemo/radiation due to brain tumor/stage 2 cancer. so I dont have the money to blow but the depression/excuse to use, right? it seems to be what they expect but yet I use SO MUCH LESS THAN ONCE BEFORE! money or not, its just not the first thing I think about when I wake up like I once did. things changed and looking differently at life nowadays (had cancer for 5 years now - brain tumor that cannot be removed and will always have but its not the end of the world, at least not YET, ya know!?).
so how we doing out there? still a lot of FENT/DOPE is what I see/read/etc. so careful out there. and being where I am originally from (Malden/Revere/Eastie), I see A LOT of people from my generation DROPPING LEFT AND RIGHT! its scary, man. and of course I sit here wondering, "HOW AND WHY?". dont we sometimes feel too invincible? why is that? why do I feel like it cannot happen to me? why do so many think that way? its crazy, man. but I pray for US who still use, daily or not, be fucking careful, dude/dudettes.
peace.