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Damn bro.. do you go through a middleman just tryna support his/her habit or call one of the typical Dominican delivery services in our area? Cause that sounds like a lot of dope to be done in one shot even with a tolerance and bupe in your system. Who knows... Maybe your getting quality shit and I know it's around our area but damn that's a lot of dope.

On an different note, you said it's already on it's way, but your just setting yourself up to be in the MGH physch ward again... I'm one to talk cause I'm still getting high on paydays after being there for a couple months, but that OD sounded brutal. Not that endocarditis isn't..

Not smart to be fucking around after you just settled all your shit, but it's all you now man.
 
my shots? I shot .25 of a G to start. then shot a full half gram. then shot a .25 and now I shot barely nothing and left about .2 left . I go direct through Dominicans in the city of sin; thats why I get these whacky ass bags instead of bundles and shit.

dude, peeps thinking im fucking around or trying to brab but I had a RIPPING habit before being laid the fuck out. and now having since about 6ish I still have 1/4 shot left. thats not too bad at all compared to what I was once doing; whiich would be the whole gram in a shot or two back to back. thats when I knew my man and knew my dope; today wasnt like that; plus I've been on 8MG bupee but havent done it since yesterday morning at 8AM; so basically 34 housed passed before the dope.

but man do I feel fucking good.
 
The shit I've been getting is real spotty lately. One day a .25 bag will have me feeling nice and the ng next day I'll do a whole gram and barely get anything off it. It's been like this for a few weeks now. Seems like the middle of the week stuff is pretty damn good but, the closer it gets to the weekend the worse the quality.
 
^completly feel you on that Johnny B. Those are about the same sized bags I've been getting lately for a really good price. I don't buy enough to know if it varies day to day, but purchace to purchase it can vary. Usually I'm satisfied though.

Glad your feeling good BBT and I wasn't trying to say anything, but it just sounds like a lot of dope to blow through, but now that I think about it I guess I go through quite a bit too on the days I used.

And lol at those posts where people nod on the keyboard. Funny, but gets crazy annoying. It's not like your getting high everyday though so it's all good.

And I only asked if your were going through a legit connect cause you made it sound like you were giving some chick your cash and having her go get it. Fuck that shit.
 
I DID have her do that; cuz her connect had better dope than mine; spent the same. I went w/ her. it's a friend of mine. so it's her man out of the CITY OF SIN rather than my man. her shit was darker and did a decent job; then again, its been so long since a shot I have no clue. a gram is always something I would finish right away, so def. not a lot. this one lasted throughout the night, tho. so it must have been good/better. then again, my tolerance def. have dropped since it's been roughly 6 months since last shot.

a gram a day is not a killer habit. esp over the course of 6 hours. id say thats about the avg average of a dope fiend, no? who knows, maybe my dope sucks, but for those who shoot 2 $10 bags and say they are high, please send those bags. I want to see if I nod off $20. but I refuse to believe out of all the people I buy dope from it ALL SUCKS! I tried at least 10 diff peoples dope and always used in high doses like that. yesterdays NOD was great tho.

last shot was prob around 11PM last night; still NOTHING today and feel FINE. no dope accessible, no bupe needed YET, no drugs taken.

prob will wait till morning for next 8MG bupe. for someone who hasnt touched good dope in 6 months and to shoot a gram in 6 hours is prob good for 24hrs after that.

QUICK EDIT - bad news, I bought 5 pins and still have 3 left! why, god.. why!? haha. threw them away anyway but are in trash barrel.
 
Yeah that's cool if she's a good friend of yours. And I'm sure the dope is pretty good. Obviously, like anywhere, quality varies from batch to batch and dealer to dealer, but chances are it was at the very least of average quality. Who knows? Unless you gave your fellow Lynn dweller a shot, we could speculate the quality till the cows come home.

Only reason I even brought it up cause you said you just ran into this girl at a gas station and gave her money to go score. Obviously you guys have a closer relationship than I thought cause the money wouldn't leave my hand unless I know it was my close friend going to grab my bags and bring em back unopened. Chances are I would just go for the ride though. Or get a delivery.
 
lol, its an old "girlfriend" of the past. drugs got us together and also FAR APART! she's had a new man for 4-5 years now; she hides her usage behind his back. she's based out of Boston but comes to Lynn to score; so it was weird running into her. she's also the one who scored my 2nd one and told me shes done helping me out. ha.
 
smokemctoke420 said:
i agree as well. The suboxone is obviously not working. if you're thinking about this now and give in then what is gonna happen when you get off and no longer have this crutch? You're gonna go back to being a dopehead. thats why im gonna be on vivotrol soon, because subs are not working for me and if i got off them now id just go right back out so im gonna try a different approach.

For me the subs give me a very small overall boost but not really like before when i first got on them. That boost made me wanna go look for the real thing and now i know subs wont work for me so im getting the shot. And also the fact that i can stop taking them for a few days and go get high isnt good in my book either so im trying to help myself and X these things out. fuck subs. they suck and dont work for me but im not gonna say that my experience is gonna be someone elses but BBT if you've relapsed once and you're about to relapse again with a bullshit excuse then its apparent the subs are not working and you might wanna find a new plan or listen to your doctor and not try to do it yourself. just think. if your way didnt work before then why are you trying your way again. let your doctor know whats up and start listening to his advice. Good luck Broski
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That's how I felt from subs. Some of the time it tickles by receptors just enough to take away the cravings, but other times it was like a tease that made me want the real thing even more.
 
^I feel the same way. I am definitely better off with it than nothing, tho. Damn I really need other drugs in my life....2 weeks of nothing but Subs. Have drank about 4 times, lightly tho b/c I don't desire a hangover, f that. I did drink kinda heavily for the football game last Sunday, and I got tired and passed out damn early, like around 8p, woke up feeling god awful at around 1a and couldn't get back to sleep. So hard to avoid throwing back a clonazepam and just sleeping for another 4-6 hours. I absolutely hate hangovers, plus they always have me fiending like nothing else for dope. At this point I get so little enjoyment from drinking that the hangovers are no where near worth it anymore. If I have a few pops its not bad, better than nothing, but anything past getting a slight buzz seems to make me just feel tired and depressed, plus the hangover just makes it completely pointless.
 
Tommyboy said:
That's how I felt from subs. Some of the time it tickles by receptors just enough to take away the cravings, but other times it was like a tease that made me want the real thing even more.
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see, I never got this. even now at 8MG I have no tease; it's only when I want to be "teased" and think of it, read about it, or go and use it. this bupe works great for me. sure, I used last weekend but since been feeling GREAT w/ no thoughts of use or anything. we'll see how all plays out but the bupe has done great work thus far; nothing I ever thought I'd actually get from it before (always took during my dope days when I couldnt score).

dude, the reality here is this.. if you WANT OFF.. then you can GET OFF! it's simple as that. I understand addiction, but it's the person and what they want/desire and what is at risk. dude, when I was on release after just getting out, using drugs was my last choice. you could give me a free POUND OF DOPE and I'd say no cuz I didnt want to go back. nowadays, I'd take it in a second. see there, tho? I was SCARED THEN cuz of JAIL - PUSSY SHIT! I should be SCARED NOW, TOO! but yet I said I'd take. that's just the user mind there. but we all know the outcome and future if we continue down that path.

my psych always says I see recovery differently and its not a BAD but not a GOOD thing either; I feel I am in charge regardless of what I've done over the last few weeks. got a new place, cash, job, all new furniture, etc. went to bed, bath and beyond after work yesterday and dropped $250. imagine doing that during dope days? no way. ha.

everyone plays this game different; but I DO THINK that you should listen to others point of views and also how others how played the same game you are attempting to right now. we all have our own way, own thoughts, ideas, etc. I wish the best for everybody whether its full blown recovery or minor use, just be careful, cuz this fucker DOES KILL and DOES RUIN LIVES!

wont even get into a story about the girl I brought up months ago who OD'd. heard news yesterday about how they found her. blows my mind they dont further investigate the case; or the kid/person she was using w/ didnt call the cops on her. she was found w/ JUST A PIN and was dead for over 3 hours. no spoon, lighter, dope, percs, nothing. just a used pin. and her last text was to some kid saying "be right there".

come on w/ that. bothers me. her sister is a friend of mine and some faggot didnt step up and do the right thing. sure, the girl shot and prob OD'd herself but you call the fucking cops. you dont let her ROT. that is fucked up. even if I was w/ one of you guys on this board and we got an OD, I'd call cops/parents/ambulance, anybody, ya know!?
 
^Man that is so messed up to leave someone to die, are you sure that is the case? They got laws in MA to protect people who call 911 for someone who ODs, too bad its not really common knowledge. Even if you didn't know about that, you can call and then just hightail it out of there, maybe throw in a few rescue breaths before leaving if you know the person and trust they are clean. Depends on the location, but at the least cops are usually there pretty fast, so a few breaths might be all she needs to hang on until help gets there.

BlueHues said:
^but I'd rather be beaten with chains than go on fucking Vivitrol!
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Oh yeah, no kidding.
 
BostonBrownTown said:
see, I never got this. even now at 8MG I have no tease; it's only when I want to be "teased" and think of it, read about it, or go and use it. this bupe works great for me. sure, I used last weekend but since been feeling GREAT w/ no thoughts of use or anything. we'll see how all plays out but the bupe has done great work thus far; nothing I ever thought I'd actually get from it before (always took during my dope days when I couldnt score).

dude, the reality here is this.. if you WANT OFF.. then you can GET OFF! it's simple as that. I understand addiction, but it's the person and what they want/desire and what is at risk. dude, when I was on release after just getting out, using drugs was my last choice. you could give me a free POUND OF DOPE and I'd say no cuz I didnt want to go back. nowadays, I'd take it in a second. see there, tho? I was SCARED THEN cuz of JAIL - PUSSY SHIT! I should be SCARED NOW, TOO! but yet I said I'd take. that's just the user mind there. but we all know the outcome and future if we continue down that path.

my psych always says I see recovery differently and its not a BAD but not a GOOD thing either; I feel I am in charge regardless of what I've done over the last few weeks. got a new place, cash, job, all new furniture, etc. went to bed, bath and beyond after work yesterday and dropped $250. imagine doing that during dope days? no way. ha.

everyone plays this game different; but I DO THINK that you should listen to others point of views and also how others how played the same game you are attempting to right now. we all have our own way, own thoughts, ideas, etc. I wish the best for everybody whether its full blown recovery or minor use, just be careful, cuz this fucker DOES KILL and DOES RUIN LIVES!

wont even get into a story about the girl I brought up months ago who OD'd. heard news yesterday about how they found her. blows my mind they dont further investigate the case; or the kid/person she was using w/ didnt call the cops on her. she was found w/ JUST A PIN and was dead for over 3 hours. no spoon, lighter, dope, percs, nothing. just a used pin. and her last text was to some kid saying "be right there".

come on w/ that. bothers me. her sister is a friend of mine and some faggot didnt step up and do the right thing. sure, the girl shot and prob OD'd herself but you call the fucking cops. you dont let her ROT. that is fucked up. even if I was w/ one of you guys on this board and we got an OD, I'd call cops/parents/ambulance, anybody, ya know!?
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I've had a few scares with this one fella who would do downers & shoot a good amount of dope. Matter or fact, last time I was with him, he fell out.
Scares the shit out of me.. But, honestly.. calling the cops/ambulance would be my last resort. If I can't get him to snap out of it myself, then fuck... we're both screwed.
NJ laws are fucked up. Although, I wouldn't leave ANYONE to die, I most certainly would shit myself whilst dialing 911.

You remember what starr did to staley? You know mike knew he was super fucked up and needed help, but he left him to rot.. Then I suspect he couldn't deal with his guilty conscience and took himself out, accidentally.
 
RTrain said:
^Man that is so messed up to leave someone to die, are you sure that is the case? They got laws in MA to protect people who call 911 for someone who ODs, too bad its not really common knowledge. Even if you didn't know about that, you can call and then just hightail it out of there, maybe throw in a few rescue breaths before leaving if you know the person and trust they are clean. Depends on the location, but at the least cops are usually there pretty fast, so a few breaths might be all she needs to hang on until help gets there.



Oh yeah, no kidding.
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dude, I asked the sis last night the EXACT story as to what happen; cuz it's been 5 months and I didnt want to go in too fast and ask. so I ended up asking and she told me they found her w/ NOTHING but a needle and also that text. us shooters ALL KNOW we'd have more than just that in a car if we OD. also, would we just be parked off to the side in an actual spot laying dead!? cops took it as a typical OD but being a junkie myself there is SO MUCH MORE TO THIS! drives me nuts, dude.

girl supposedly (family tells me) and up and down habit (they dont have a clue; neither did I.. she could have been shooting dope daily). but I dont see how the OD occurred and the way it did. this is where police should bring in another junkie to overview the case and see the things missing; because there SURE IS ALOT MORE TO THIS THAN ON THAT REPORT!

pisses me the fuck off. girl found in car w/ JUST A NEEDLE off to the side!? come on. sister didnt know if anything was left or if marks on arm, etc.
 
JunkieDays said:
I've had a few scares with this one fella who would do downers & shoot a good amount of dope. Matter or fact, last time I was with him, he fell out.
Scares the shit out of me.. But, honestly.. calling the cops/ambulance would be my last resort. If I can't get him to snap out of it myself, then fuck... we're both screwed.
NJ laws are fucked up. Although, I wouldn't leave ANYONE to die, I most certainly would shit myself whilst dialing 911.

You remember what starr did to staley? You know mike knew he was super fucked up and needed help, but he left him to rot.. Then I suspect he couldn't deal with his guilty conscience and took himself out, accidentally.
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dude, you gotta call someone to help; dont care who it is. when I went out last time on a speedball/xanny my friend called my parents who drove me to MGH and I got my fix and into the psych ward.

that starr and staley story is all bullshit, but it COULD have happened. Layne yelled "dont leave, not like this" and then they found him dead. that wasnt starr walking out on him dying; for all starr knew Layne could have kept shooting away but Starr was so whacked out on benzo's he doesnt remember anything for 2 weeks. im shocked Starr OD'd on that dosage they mentioned. I'd shoot triple that. ha.
 
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