El-P "TOJ"
And you can tell that maybe time is out of joint, my love
So this is maybe just an SOS shrapnel, an echo of dead sentiment
Measurement tossed to nothing for no one
Or wasted effort to shrug
Or maybe resident incurable romantic defunct in the face of fact
Blackboard formula erased by the next class
But the outline is still intact, and I see it
And I'm still not sure of the meaning
But I'll say it, write it down, and read it for you
(Begin)
No protective leathery flesh of emotional chain-mail
(No running shoes) no running, no locking doors, no anger
(No e-mail) no voicemail communicational strangulation
Or distortion of purity sentiment
No fantasy of reconciliation or delusion
& no revenge
(No bullshit) no codes or hidden agendas,
No preaching
(No pedestal) no standing on the pulpit, no ego,
no new speaker freakish lingo
(Here I go...)
I haven't loved many people...
I grew up afraid that I was crazy...
One time when I was deep inside your body, you purred
And I was sure that you were gonna have my baby
And you can tell that maybe time is out of joint my love
So this is maybe just an SOS shrapnel, an echo of dead sentiment
Measurement tossed to nothing for no one or wasted effort to shrug
And you can tell that maybe time is out of joint my love
So this is maybe just an SOS shrapnel, an echo of dead sentiment
Measurement tossed to nothing for no one or wasted effort to shrug
I used to be in love...
Everything you said... I took it all to heart
And you spurred a change in me
Before I could become a new sun I had to fall apart
And I can see that now
And I wish you well
Cause you saw what was good in me
And I'll be god damned if I didn't see that myself
And everything you are
I look at that w/ pride
Before I could become a grown man I had to lose my mind
And I see that now
And I wish you well
Cause I see what is good in you
And I'll be god damned
If you can't see that yourself
I was just listening to this song earlier today. I have always liked it. It is a rap song, and very few rap songs are poetic, but this one is. The author seems to be in love, and he wants his love to recognize that he is truly in love with her.
The author first points out that he may just be shooting in the dark; the words he is saying may not persuede her to love him, but he feels that this is his last chance to try. He goes through several things that she may have experienced in past relationships and assures her that she will have to worry about none of that happening again. Those things are in the "Benign" section. Then from his "here I go" on through the rest of the song, he is explaining how his love has already changed him for the best and how he was never complete without this love in his life. He also wants her to know how truly special she is, and he thinks she should recognize that as well, not just because he says that to her, but because without him she is still that special person.
Truly romantic and from the bottom of the heart. :D
This is why I love UG rap so much. It has meaning, unlike most of the MTVish rap.