Lying to myself. The truth about plasticine.

[Catachreses]

I open my eyes...
Deserted
Alone
Optimistic
In Limbo
Searching
Gathering
Reparations
Respiration
Slowly
Desisting
Love
Ceasing
Heartbeat
Increasing
Squeezing
Hands
Wait.
Calm the fuck down.
She loves you..
Or so it seems.
Tiny fragmented dreams
Shards of glass crash inside
Sparkling emotions
Bleed as they collide
Diamond eyes turn to black coal
You force a tear
Black smear
Backing away from you
I retreat in fear
Mind races
While I gather composure
I'm not coming any closer
I apologize.
I'm not well either.
Scream obscene.
I have to come clean.
You were my plasticine.
I think you know what I mean.
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"Euphoric, narcotic, pleasantly hallucinant."
[This message has been edited by Catachreses (edited 15 October 2001).]

 

[amber ::]

that was quick.

 

[Catachreses]

don't you have anything better to do than to get on bluelight and respond to everything i post?
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"Euphoric, narcotic, pleasantly hallucinant."

 

[lilygirl]

"I apologize.
I'm not well either.
Scream obscene."
i love that line... i love the whole thing.
it really hit how i'm feeling right now.
~lil
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"you will get this chance but once, don't let simple shit get you down"
therapy is expensive, poppin bubble wrap is cheap. you decide.
sn~ jadedinsuburbia

 

[amber ::]

ryan, im incredibly amused by the way you hop from one love to another in a months time. your so cool, i just cant seem to resist posting on your threads.

 

[dragonfog019]

i really like the rhythm of this. it sounds good.
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~poe
"not enough ecstasy for me, not enough life, joy, kicks, darkness, music, not enough night."