michelle1030
Greenlighter
Hello!
My name is Michelle. I actually filled out my Profile on here, so that has my basics.
I've been lurking on Bluelight for the last 12 years. It's like my "go-to" for finding information about things that interest me, and members of the boards + I love reading the personal experiences, I've learned a lot by other people's mistakes!
I found this forum the day after my very 1st drug experience...in 2004. I took 2 "double-stack" tabs of very, very speedy, potent X. I proceeded to have one of the best, most amazingly memorable nights of my life....But by Noon the next day, my friends had to wrestle the phone out of my hand. I was calling myself an ambulance, because I was REALLY DYING!!!!! I had no clue that drugs wore off in such a way. Cried on the living room floor almost all day. By the next day, a switch had flipped. The best night of my life in exchange for a death-like-flu that will go away? Sign me up! I must have been born with addictive genes, because drugs became a part of my life ever since that night. Some good times, some bad times. Drugs are not to be played with. I learned that, and a lot of things the hard way. Sometimes made the same mistakes 4x's til' I decided maybe I shouldn't do certain things. These days, drugs can really help with "life", anxiety, pain, there's even a pill to cure your pill problem! Having the right combination of things, chemicals and natural stuff from the Earth (just now discovering this after being pharm-only type).
I hope that I have the chance to offer advice when asked and increase harm reduction to other newbie's across the boards. :D Peace %)
~michelle~
My name is Michelle. I actually filled out my Profile on here, so that has my basics.
I've been lurking on Bluelight for the last 12 years. It's like my "go-to" for finding information about things that interest me, and members of the boards + I love reading the personal experiences, I've learned a lot by other people's mistakes!
I found this forum the day after my very 1st drug experience...in 2004. I took 2 "double-stack" tabs of very, very speedy, potent X. I proceeded to have one of the best, most amazingly memorable nights of my life....But by Noon the next day, my friends had to wrestle the phone out of my hand. I was calling myself an ambulance, because I was REALLY DYING!!!!! I had no clue that drugs wore off in such a way. Cried on the living room floor almost all day. By the next day, a switch had flipped. The best night of my life in exchange for a death-like-flu that will go away? Sign me up! I must have been born with addictive genes, because drugs became a part of my life ever since that night. Some good times, some bad times. Drugs are not to be played with. I learned that, and a lot of things the hard way. Sometimes made the same mistakes 4x's til' I decided maybe I shouldn't do certain things. These days, drugs can really help with "life", anxiety, pain, there's even a pill to cure your pill problem! Having the right combination of things, chemicals and natural stuff from the Earth (just now discovering this after being pharm-only type).
I hope that I have the chance to offer advice when asked and increase harm reduction to other newbie's across the boards. :D Peace %)
~michelle~
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