Lurker of BL since 2007 or so, Im so glad this is still here

[Sinisterfox]

Hey guys,

Like the title says; Bluelight was my home during my highschool years.
Getting reacquainted today with the forums and was really sad to see old BL crew folks like Captain.Heroin and Soulfly have passed. It actually made me cry. I remember these names. I read their poems and advice and jokes. Just a lurker but felt like I knew a small part of these people.
I gleaned so much information and learned so much through this site. This, Erowid and 420chan. (Lol)

Anyway, I’m not sure how many oldheads are left, so to speak. Im not sure if there is still such a sense of community, but I hope so.
I wanted to shout into the void here to be heard. Im still here. Im still alive, and I dont know why or how.
Im glad Bluelight is still here. Im glad you’re here. Looking forward to posting some poems and writings in the Words forum.

Cheers xx

 

[streaM Freak]

Hey guys,

Like the title says; Bluelight was my home during my highschool years.
Getting reacquainted today with the forums and was really sad to see old BL crew folks like Captain.Heroin and Soulfly have passed. It actually made me cry. I remember these names. I read their poems and advice and jokes. Just a lurker but felt like I knew a small part of these people.
I gleaned so much information and learned so much through this site. This, Erowid and 420chan. (Lol)

Anyway, I’m not sure how many oldheads are left, so to speak. Im not sure if there is still such a sense of community, but I hope so.
I wanted to shout into the void here to be heard. Im still here. Im still alive, and I dont know why or how.
Im glad Bluelight is still here. Im glad you’re here. Looking forward to posting some poems and writings in the Words forum.

Cheers xx

Cool, welcome.

Just FYI - now that you have an account you can view The Lounge which may answer some of your questions.

Hell yeah on being alive.. we're all here together in our disfunctional (not in my mind, perhaps to the NPC society) little family. And it's the one closest to a lot of us.