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Lucid recalling of child-hood memories on Opioids

DroidOpioid

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Does this happen to anyone else? After the buzz has passed, and I'm dead tired, I'll daydream these ridiculously vivid memories of child-hood memories. And I hear the sounds in my head sometimes, but I SEE them vividly, especially with my eyes closed.

It's like I just remember random shit that happened years ago, and relive it. And I get this strong feeling of nostalgia and feel like I miss 'those times' when I remember them, even though there was nothing special about them.
 
For me its not child-hood memories (probably because I am only 15) but after using opiates for an extended period of time I will feel similar. I get very depressed, and I start missing things that never had any significant impact on my life. I even feel guilty about things that had happened weeks or months ago, and feel unreasonably depressed. I cried to my girl friend not to long ago after stopping Oxycodone, saying how I had failed her and how I was emotionless and cold hearted.
If your feeling nostalgic or feeling guilty, consider stopping for a little while. As for seeing and hearing things, I don't know what to tell you... depending on how long you have used, and what you have been using, it could be early warning signs of opiate induced psychosis, though I highly doubt it if you are here posting.
 
this happens with me kind of, usually when im stoned, since being stoned is quite alien to me nowadays, i slip into a daydream like state and relive being a baby/infant. iv asked my mother about this and i know she used to smoke green with me present all through my infancy. thats one of the reasons cannabis is quite uncomfaortable to me
 
I swear this has happened to me on weed... supposedly there's "no possible way I could remember"... but I swear I have.. I don't smoke anymore.

On opiates when the buzz has passed for my husband he cannot sleep and he gets incredably anxious.. I keep telling him to pass out when he's tired....
 
I don't mean for it to come off like I was actually hallucinating, it is just that these memories were SO vivid...

and I'm 16, btw. And I still get these memories of things I thought I had forgotten that happened like more than 5 years ago.. And I remember them well, like I can relive what I was doing and what people around me were saying. Like I can remember like 5 second time periods exactly like they happened... its so wierd. And the funny thing is, there was nothing at all that should have triggered these particular memories! They are totally random
 
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