Oh sorry benny, if you meant by games that LSD can be unpredictable and can have unintented effects like kidklmx also illustrates here, then I agree. It can definitely be healing, but to expect that effect maybe it needs to be at least a little bit obvious what the matter is.
LSD can help with stuff, but at the same time complicate everything further. Just like it can answer some questions, but then raise even more questions than you already had...
I know what LSD helps me with and I have occasionally used psychedelics partially or completely intending to remedy it, but I always accept that it is a package deal and I will go through the trip, whatever happens.
@Kid: well yes you see that a lot, but there are many more issues. I have known for a long time that I don't deal well with uncertainty and particular kinds of unclarity. I guess it is a control thing (so losing control maybe is another fear or anxiety factor), and I probably have a form of high-functioning autism that is not very apparent (getting a study in a week to get that sorted, but it will explain a LOT).
If people are afraid of death, are they more afraid of the uncertain nature of death or the fact that they lose a lot? (which is kind of weird if you think about it because if you are dead, you don't miss anything - I guess that would depend on if someone believes in life after death though :D ).
Anyway it's difficult for me to say what the therapeutic value or power of ego-death can be. I've had an experience with 5-MeO-DMT plus dissociatives, IMed, recently that was extremely intense and ego-obliterating. It helped a bit by resetting a few things but most of my issues are quite persistent.
To answer your question: I think that sometimes ego-deaths can help a lot with identity-related issues or maybe fear of death (N,N-DMT helped me most to overcome that for quite a big part) but even if it helps you grow and expand your sense of self, how you relate to the world, and to reassure a few things... this expansion can present a new set of challenges.
Also, sometimes anxiety can come from factors like chronic stress and/or withdrawing from benzo's (in my case) which feels like it leaves me very vulnerable to a very physical kind of anxiety even though I have no idea what there is that I am anxious about... it's just not that simple I guess.
LSD can help with stuff, but at the same time complicate everything further. Just like it can answer some questions, but then raise even more questions than you already had...
I know what LSD helps me with and I have occasionally used psychedelics partially or completely intending to remedy it, but I always accept that it is a package deal and I will go through the trip, whatever happens.
@Kid: well yes you see that a lot, but there are many more issues. I have known for a long time that I don't deal well with uncertainty and particular kinds of unclarity. I guess it is a control thing (so losing control maybe is another fear or anxiety factor), and I probably have a form of high-functioning autism that is not very apparent (getting a study in a week to get that sorted, but it will explain a LOT).
If people are afraid of death, are they more afraid of the uncertain nature of death or the fact that they lose a lot? (which is kind of weird if you think about it because if you are dead, you don't miss anything - I guess that would depend on if someone believes in life after death though :D ).
Anyway it's difficult for me to say what the therapeutic value or power of ego-death can be. I've had an experience with 5-MeO-DMT plus dissociatives, IMed, recently that was extremely intense and ego-obliterating. It helped a bit by resetting a few things but most of my issues are quite persistent.
To answer your question: I think that sometimes ego-deaths can help a lot with identity-related issues or maybe fear of death (N,N-DMT helped me most to overcome that for quite a big part) but even if it helps you grow and expand your sense of self, how you relate to the world, and to reassure a few things... this expansion can present a new set of challenges.
Also, sometimes anxiety can come from factors like chronic stress and/or withdrawing from benzo's (in my case) which feels like it leaves me very vulnerable to a very physical kind of anxiety even though I have no idea what there is that I am anxious about... it's just not that simple I guess.


. I didn't realize it until my source told me he double dropped the tabs. I didn't freak out, I didn't get scared. I used this amazing opportunity because I probably would never take that much willingly. It was the only time I know, for sure, that I reached a transcendent ++++ experience. I was having issues with substance abuse at the time. Nothing too serious, but something that needed to be nipped in the bud. I was tripping so hard that I was everything and nothing at the same time, I was addiction and I was the cure. I could see addiction, not symbolically, I'm being literal, as clear as day I saw what addiction looks like. I had complete and total synethsia which is one of the most amazing experiences in my life. When I started to come back to reality, I realized that there is no way to get more fucked up than what just happened. That I just reached what I called "terminal intoxication" the point where no matter what you ever take again, nothing will make you more inebriated than this experience. After that I realized there was no point in ever using a drug because nothing would ever compare... Besides weed, I did not use until 4 days ago. My first real relapse in a long time. Most people just simply don't understand where I'm coming from, and many people think I'm insane or have fried my brain on LSD. Funnily enough, I've probably only done it 10 times total and I can distinctly remember each one.