Tina Dopemau5
Bluelighter
I took 10 LSD blotter tabs.
I was at the All Good festival and I remember buying 3 tabs from one dude, but after an hour I felt nothing so I bought 7 more from someone else and took all right away.
Thank fucking god I was with my friend and she wasn't tripping otherwise who knows what would have happened. It took about an hour for the 7 hits to kick in, and they kicked in STRONG. The visuals were so intense I could not walk without my friend's assistance because everything kept looking like water, then sand. My friend looked like she was made of pixels like an old video game, especially when she moved around, it was disjointed like she was all made of cubes.
I would stare into space and relax my eyes meditatively and within a couple of seconds everything would align I saw this brilliant white light. This always happens when I trip but I never could experience seeing the light with such ease before. I call it "seeing god".
Before this trip I was agnostic, I didn't know whether or not there was a god but wasn't going to rule out the possibility. In this trip it was like there was a god, there was a being out there desperately trying to control things. A loving conscience who wanted the best for everything. But this entity could not control anything I realized. Everything is harshly dictated by the math of cause and effect and nothing can change or control the flow of energy other then that. Math. Cause and effect. I remember thinking "it must suck to be god" and I felt this entity was depressed about all the horrible things in the world it could do nothing about.
I felt that I was able to see from a miniscule sub-atomic level the actions of cause and effect. I felt I could see the way things play out on a level people normally cannot. I remember thinking that nothing is truly random, we are just not always able to detect on all levels in which one thing effects another. And if we could we could possibly predict the future. Or at least control the future as opposed to blindly following the laws of cause and effect as we do now. Since then I consider myself an atheist.
That was the essence of my trip. Before I got the Fear. This took place at the 2008 All Good festival. When we were leaving I was still tripping and it looked liked we were just going in circles. I was scared to death that we would run out of gas and never get out. I felt strongly we just needed to stop the car and think for a minute. At one point I panicked and yanked up the E brake to try to get my friend to stop the car so we could ask for directions. I felt one road lead to heaven and one to hell and we had to be really careful. All this time my driver was sober and knew exactly where we were going.
I was also paranoid because my friend was on methadone and for some reason I didn't think she had enough to last the day. At one point I ran into the middle of the street to stop an oncoming emergency vehicle thinking my friend needed to get to the hospital so she wouldn't go into withdrawal. Luckily she covered for my insane behavior, explaining to the emergency vehicle driver that I was just dehydrated and we were both fine.
We somehow got out of the labyrinth and back to the hotel. I was still tripping balls. I tried to take a shower, but every time I turned the water on it felt like the whole building was shaking and about to collapse. So I decided against the shower and watched TV instead. The show "Flipping Out" was on. Considering my mental state I thought it was aptly named. Actually I thought the name of the show came directly from my tripping sub-conscious and I was actually controlling what was being shown on the TV.
That was in my top 2 most intense trips. It was life changing.
I was at the All Good festival and I remember buying 3 tabs from one dude, but after an hour I felt nothing so I bought 7 more from someone else and took all right away.
Thank fucking god I was with my friend and she wasn't tripping otherwise who knows what would have happened. It took about an hour for the 7 hits to kick in, and they kicked in STRONG. The visuals were so intense I could not walk without my friend's assistance because everything kept looking like water, then sand. My friend looked like she was made of pixels like an old video game, especially when she moved around, it was disjointed like she was all made of cubes.
I would stare into space and relax my eyes meditatively and within a couple of seconds everything would align I saw this brilliant white light. This always happens when I trip but I never could experience seeing the light with such ease before. I call it "seeing god".
Before this trip I was agnostic, I didn't know whether or not there was a god but wasn't going to rule out the possibility. In this trip it was like there was a god, there was a being out there desperately trying to control things. A loving conscience who wanted the best for everything. But this entity could not control anything I realized. Everything is harshly dictated by the math of cause and effect and nothing can change or control the flow of energy other then that. Math. Cause and effect. I remember thinking "it must suck to be god" and I felt this entity was depressed about all the horrible things in the world it could do nothing about.
I felt that I was able to see from a miniscule sub-atomic level the actions of cause and effect. I felt I could see the way things play out on a level people normally cannot. I remember thinking that nothing is truly random, we are just not always able to detect on all levels in which one thing effects another. And if we could we could possibly predict the future. Or at least control the future as opposed to blindly following the laws of cause and effect as we do now. Since then I consider myself an atheist.
That was the essence of my trip. Before I got the Fear. This took place at the 2008 All Good festival. When we were leaving I was still tripping and it looked liked we were just going in circles. I was scared to death that we would run out of gas and never get out. I felt strongly we just needed to stop the car and think for a minute. At one point I panicked and yanked up the E brake to try to get my friend to stop the car so we could ask for directions. I felt one road lead to heaven and one to hell and we had to be really careful. All this time my driver was sober and knew exactly where we were going.
I was also paranoid because my friend was on methadone and for some reason I didn't think she had enough to last the day. At one point I ran into the middle of the street to stop an oncoming emergency vehicle thinking my friend needed to get to the hospital so she wouldn't go into withdrawal. Luckily she covered for my insane behavior, explaining to the emergency vehicle driver that I was just dehydrated and we were both fine.
We somehow got out of the labyrinth and back to the hotel. I was still tripping balls. I tried to take a shower, but every time I turned the water on it felt like the whole building was shaking and about to collapse. So I decided against the shower and watched TV instead. The show "Flipping Out" was on. Considering my mental state I thought it was aptly named. Actually I thought the name of the show came directly from my tripping sub-conscious and I was actually controlling what was being shown on the TV.
That was in my top 2 most intense trips. It was life changing.
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