Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
UPDATE:
It’s now 10 hours since I fell asleep and essentially after some digging I realized it’s most likely and NBome. All the symptoms I was having were characteristic of other people’s NBome trips. AKA they fucking sucked, Greta visuals though. The physical sensations were just way too much. Plus I think if these truly are NBomes, then it might give some explanation as to why I developed hallucinations (audio/visual) that are still present over a year later. They got so bad I need meds to intervene.
As of now I feel groggy, all the muscles that were contracted indefinitely are super sore (shoulders/neck), I have some residual blood vessel bursting sensations in my eyes and tongue as well.
To preface I have done a lot of acid and even with shitty acid this did not compare. I still had intense visuals but the physical sensations didn’t pass at all even if I tried to focus on doing something else. I had taken two different tabs prior (1/2 of a new batch and 1/4 of an old gel). The whites didn’t do much for me but made my roommate have the best trip of their entire life, but that little quarter of my old gel was fucking amazing as usual. I figured I’d give my 1+ year old ones a shot to redose later that night but big mistake lmao. I’m just gonna toss them, not sure where though, I don’t want it to damage stuff or kill anything.
It’s now 10 hours since I fell asleep and essentially after some digging I realized it’s most likely and NBome. All the symptoms I was having were characteristic of other people’s NBome trips. AKA they fucking sucked, Greta visuals though. The physical sensations were just way too much. Plus I think if these truly are NBomes, then it might give some explanation as to why I developed hallucinations (audio/visual) that are still present over a year later. They got so bad I need meds to intervene.
As of now I feel groggy, all the muscles that were contracted indefinitely are super sore (shoulders/neck), I have some residual blood vessel bursting sensations in my eyes and tongue as well.
To preface I have done a lot of acid and even with shitty acid this did not compare. I still had intense visuals but the physical sensations didn’t pass at all even if I tried to focus on doing something else. I had taken two different tabs prior (1/2 of a new batch and 1/4 of an old gel). The whites didn’t do much for me but made my roommate have the best trip of their entire life, but that little quarter of my old gel was fucking amazing as usual. I figured I’d give my 1+ year old ones a shot to redose later that night but big mistake lmao. I’m just gonna toss them, not sure where though, I don’t want it to damage stuff or kill anything.
glad we only went through 2 between the two of us that night and I only had one a year ago. But it’s just concerning that I developed hallucinations and horrible depression/anxiety 2 months after so I’m worried they’ll come back even worse than before. I’ve been managing them somewhat with meds but it’s still sketch