Well, after a year of trying to find LSD I was finally able to acquire some. My brother and I decided to take 2.5 blotters each at 9:00 PM. The first signs were felt unusually quickly for LSD. I felt 'something' 10 minutes after ingestion. Half an hour later I already started seeing visuals. I could tell that this was going to be an intense trip. I continued to come up for the next hour and a half and the visuals were getting quite strong. Everything looked as if I was looking through a pond. Ripples were going through everything in my sight.
I started to feel extremely wired. It felt almost as I could shoot electricity from my hands. I was also getting cramps in extremely localized spots, it seemed as if the spots were so precise that they were not any bigger than the tip of a ballpoint pen. At this point the visuals were getting even stronger and I could barely see in front of myself, so I decided to sit down on the couch and relax. Shortly I underwent an amazing and truly profound experience. I felt like my mind was no longer localized in my head. It was almost as if I merged with the room around me. I felt an overwhelming sense of well-being and wonder as waves of music were going through the room and through my body. I felt harmonious energy flowing through me. The most amazing part was that myself, my environment and the music as well felt like one undivided whole.
For the whole duration of a trip, I felt like my consciousness spilled over and penetrated reality. It's hard to explain, but I felt my environment as part of me, I could almost feel it from the inside out, like my mind was integrated with everything in the room, as if the room was part of me. This feeling was probably the highlight of my trip because it put me in an extremely liberated state. Soon after, I started noticing how artistic this drug seems. I saw beauty everywhere, especially in music. I could almost see the inspiration and thoughts of the musicians. In addition to that I started to feel the music with my body and I could almost see it. This is the first time I had anything that could be possibly be called synesthesia.
When my brother and I talked we felt like we knew exactly what each of us was thinking. Multiple times during the trip we actually felt the same exact thing and looked at each other simultaneously. There was a strong sense of connection between us. We felt completely on the same wavelength. At one point we both felt a sensation which I can best describe as time-fracturing. It's very hard to describe what we felt, but it was as if time started flowing in discrete in intervals, like a strobe light and then would stop and almost rewind (although that does not make sense, but that's what it felt like.) After that I experienced a state where I felt multiple emotions at the same time. They were not clear-cut emotional states that I can easily categorize. I can't even describe them properly, maybe its because I was experiencing multiple emotions that I can't quite put a finger on it, but I would say it was a combination of many emotions, (thankfully it seemed to be an overall positive state)
I remember thinking that this drug is the essense of artistic inspiration. It felt incredibly bright and colorful, and I felt like even I could create a work of art when I normally have no artistic talent whatsoever. Since most of my experience is with mushrooms, i could tell some striking differences. I was able to stay focused much easier (on mushrooms I would not be able to switch a channel on the TV within a 5 minute span of time), I also felt a lot more energetic. I remember attributing a sharp precision-like aspect to this drug rather than the spacey feel of psilocybin. Overall, this was of my strongest trips ever. I did not get anywhere close to ego-loss, however my experience was incredibly profound and I am extremely fond of LSD.
P.S. There was a lot more aspects to this experience that I am not able to recall at this time, or that I simply cannot even begin to describe, so my apologies if something is somewhat ambiguous or unrefined.
I started to feel extremely wired. It felt almost as I could shoot electricity from my hands. I was also getting cramps in extremely localized spots, it seemed as if the spots were so precise that they were not any bigger than the tip of a ballpoint pen. At this point the visuals were getting even stronger and I could barely see in front of myself, so I decided to sit down on the couch and relax. Shortly I underwent an amazing and truly profound experience. I felt like my mind was no longer localized in my head. It was almost as if I merged with the room around me. I felt an overwhelming sense of well-being and wonder as waves of music were going through the room and through my body. I felt harmonious energy flowing through me. The most amazing part was that myself, my environment and the music as well felt like one undivided whole.
For the whole duration of a trip, I felt like my consciousness spilled over and penetrated reality. It's hard to explain, but I felt my environment as part of me, I could almost feel it from the inside out, like my mind was integrated with everything in the room, as if the room was part of me. This feeling was probably the highlight of my trip because it put me in an extremely liberated state. Soon after, I started noticing how artistic this drug seems. I saw beauty everywhere, especially in music. I could almost see the inspiration and thoughts of the musicians. In addition to that I started to feel the music with my body and I could almost see it. This is the first time I had anything that could be possibly be called synesthesia.
When my brother and I talked we felt like we knew exactly what each of us was thinking. Multiple times during the trip we actually felt the same exact thing and looked at each other simultaneously. There was a strong sense of connection between us. We felt completely on the same wavelength. At one point we both felt a sensation which I can best describe as time-fracturing. It's very hard to describe what we felt, but it was as if time started flowing in discrete in intervals, like a strobe light and then would stop and almost rewind (although that does not make sense, but that's what it felt like.) After that I experienced a state where I felt multiple emotions at the same time. They were not clear-cut emotional states that I can easily categorize. I can't even describe them properly, maybe its because I was experiencing multiple emotions that I can't quite put a finger on it, but I would say it was a combination of many emotions, (thankfully it seemed to be an overall positive state)
I remember thinking that this drug is the essense of artistic inspiration. It felt incredibly bright and colorful, and I felt like even I could create a work of art when I normally have no artistic talent whatsoever. Since most of my experience is with mushrooms, i could tell some striking differences. I was able to stay focused much easier (on mushrooms I would not be able to switch a channel on the TV within a 5 minute span of time), I also felt a lot more energetic. I remember attributing a sharp precision-like aspect to this drug rather than the spacey feel of psilocybin. Overall, this was of my strongest trips ever. I did not get anywhere close to ego-loss, however my experience was incredibly profound and I am extremely fond of LSD.
P.S. There was a lot more aspects to this experience that I am not able to recall at this time, or that I simply cannot even begin to describe, so my apologies if something is somewhat ambiguous or unrefined.
