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I think this may be a bit on the long side, I don't know, but I have a tendency to ramble on. And excuse me if some of my grammar is a bit off I wrote this all in one go and didn't proofread it really. I've never written a trip report before but here it goes. Cheers and enjoy 
So it all started on a typical hungover Saturday. In the morning, me and a few friends, M, N, and C decided we were going to trip later that night when I got out of work. I had tripped 6 times before, M and N had both tripped too many times to count, and C was a kid you'd never think would try LSD. N had got some blotter, supposedly swiss crystal. He hyped it up as being some of the cleanest acid we would ever come across. Even C was willing to trip, up until a few months before this he had never even smoked weed before. But he was game for it. Anyways, I'm starting to ramble a bit here.
So I get back from work, we drop at about 10:45pm. I take 2, C takes 3, M takes 4, and N takes 5. Perfect. The vibes are good, we all are friends and get along well. We hang out in C and N's dorm room listening to music while we come up. N gets a call from our friend A, who had dropped 2 hits of the same acid about an hour before we did. He comes up to the room and tells us how he's already having a great time. We all start feeling it a bit more. It starts off as a body high, my body sort feels like its getting sucked into the bed I'm sitting on. The people on the backround of C's computer appear to be dancing a bit.
Next, we go out to M's car to smoke a couple bowls, I pass on the smoking tho, I prefer to wait until I'm coming down. Her car is covered in snow and when we get inside it, we all exclaim how it feels like we're in an igloo! No one is frightened by it though, we're all having a great time. The visuals of the snow on the windows is fantastic. For a second I feel like I'm looking down from the sky at a landscape of snow covered hills.
After the little burn sesh we go out to play in the snow. It's awesome! We throw snowballs at each other, wrestle around, it's basically like kids playing in the snow again. The snow covered trees look so beautiful in contrast with the pitch black sky. We head back inside after some playing in the snow and make hot chocolate. It's excellent, its like that feeling you got when you came back inside from the cold as a kid and your parents made hot cocoa for you. I spend quite a bit of time admiring the visuals on the ceiling haha. There's colorful patterns that keep interlocking then breaking apart and reforming. Me and N have a little acoustic jam sesh and it's perfect. I can hear the sound of every string on the guitar so vividly.
So this next part of the trip, we decide to go out for a cruise and smoke a couple blunts. Note: I do not condone driving while tripping at all. I trust my life with M driving though, she is a perfect driver. Even with the roads covered in ice and tripping face, she still drives perfectly. So I pass on the smoking yet again, but just driving around listening to music is amazing. Whenever I close my eyes I feel like I'm being taken away to a new place by the music. The music feels as if it's wrapping around me. Incredible. We stop at a gas station to pick up a dutch so we can roll a 4:20am blunt. N and C go in to buy it with no problems at all. Maybe it was just because of my mindset, but I can seem to tell that this L is clean like N said. It doesn't really even feel like I took a drug. Everything just seems enhanced. As C put it perfectly, "it's life in HD." Conversation is amazingly clear, I don't have to even think about what I want to say, it just comes out the way I want to say it. We all feel we're getting inside each other's heads, too. I think we all got this feeling because it seemed like it was so easy to read body language in our state of mind.
So we get back to campus eventually and go back up to N and C's room. We listen to music and start getting into deep conversation. My thoughts are getting philosophical and I start writing some of them down. Basically, I was feeling like our imagination is our only limitation in life. As humans, all we have to do is imagine something and if we put our minds and hearts into it, we can do it. I shared these thoughts with the rest of the group and they all seem to agree. Everyone seems to be opening up and something comes into my head that I'd been thinking a lot of lately. I'd been sort of depressed for as long as I could remember. I had never told anyone in my life and it had really been starting to get to me. I felt like this was the time to open up about, and so I did. I just opened my mouth and said, "guys, I'm actually really depressed." That was all that need to be said. N said he could tell, and he told me he'd been there before. He said he felt like we were both misunderstood and I totally agreed with him. He told me about how over the summer he went to therapy for a couple weeks for his depression. That made me feel a lot better about myself. Right then and there I think I started to realize how good it felt to open up to people. Normally, I'm a quiet person, partially because I'm introverted. But a lot of it was because I was depressed, too. I didn't want people to know I was sad, so I tried to act happy but I never really was. And I don't think I really fooled too many people either. But I didn't want anyone to know that I hurt inside. But that didn't matter anymore. I told my friends how I felt and it was amazing to have that weight off my shoulders.
N rolls up the 4:20am blunt and we go outside to smoke it. Its bitter cold out, but it feels comfortably cold in way. Normally I hate the cold but I'm not bothered by it too much. We march out to our special late night/early morning smoke spot and spark it. Since I'm coming down now, I decide to join in on the smoking. The view from where we are is incredible. The sky is pitch black and clear and we can see a forest of snow covered trees in the distance. It's a perfect ending to an epic night.
I'm not really sure if I really got any sleep but I get up in the morning and am in the most motivated and happy mood ever. I shower, get breakfast with M and some other friends we didn't trip with, get some chores down. I'm incredibly high on life and I tell M I've never felt this happy before in my life. She tells me there's no reason to not feel this way. We smoke a bowl and have a good conversation, we talk about personal things, and I open up about some more about things that I've told no/few people. And it feels amazing. I start to realize I don't need to hide things. We're all here in this world to give the best of ourselves, and to comfort each other when we're feeling down.
What I've taken away from this trip are probably some of the most important things I've learned in life so far. I saw my potential in life and realized I can whatever I choose to with my life. I saw some of my goals in life come into focus, and more keep coming. I think this is what blew my depression out of the water. I always had a low self esteem, but it's hard to have that feeling after you realize that can do whatever you want with your life. I know I'll have low points in my life, but I feel like I can deal with them now. And I have friends and family to support me, too. Since this trip, I've made a lot of positive personal changes for myself. I've also been a lot more open to people in general and it's helped me make a lot of friends. I'm still introverted (nothing wrong with that, it's just who I am) but I'm better at expressing myself and just being myself to other people now. And it's awesome
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So it all started on a typical hungover Saturday. In the morning, me and a few friends, M, N, and C decided we were going to trip later that night when I got out of work. I had tripped 6 times before, M and N had both tripped too many times to count, and C was a kid you'd never think would try LSD. N had got some blotter, supposedly swiss crystal. He hyped it up as being some of the cleanest acid we would ever come across. Even C was willing to trip, up until a few months before this he had never even smoked weed before. But he was game for it. Anyways, I'm starting to ramble a bit here.
So I get back from work, we drop at about 10:45pm. I take 2, C takes 3, M takes 4, and N takes 5. Perfect. The vibes are good, we all are friends and get along well. We hang out in C and N's dorm room listening to music while we come up. N gets a call from our friend A, who had dropped 2 hits of the same acid about an hour before we did. He comes up to the room and tells us how he's already having a great time. We all start feeling it a bit more. It starts off as a body high, my body sort feels like its getting sucked into the bed I'm sitting on. The people on the backround of C's computer appear to be dancing a bit.
Next, we go out to M's car to smoke a couple bowls, I pass on the smoking tho, I prefer to wait until I'm coming down. Her car is covered in snow and when we get inside it, we all exclaim how it feels like we're in an igloo! No one is frightened by it though, we're all having a great time. The visuals of the snow on the windows is fantastic. For a second I feel like I'm looking down from the sky at a landscape of snow covered hills.
After the little burn sesh we go out to play in the snow. It's awesome! We throw snowballs at each other, wrestle around, it's basically like kids playing in the snow again. The snow covered trees look so beautiful in contrast with the pitch black sky. We head back inside after some playing in the snow and make hot chocolate. It's excellent, its like that feeling you got when you came back inside from the cold as a kid and your parents made hot cocoa for you. I spend quite a bit of time admiring the visuals on the ceiling haha. There's colorful patterns that keep interlocking then breaking apart and reforming. Me and N have a little acoustic jam sesh and it's perfect. I can hear the sound of every string on the guitar so vividly.
So this next part of the trip, we decide to go out for a cruise and smoke a couple blunts. Note: I do not condone driving while tripping at all. I trust my life with M driving though, she is a perfect driver. Even with the roads covered in ice and tripping face, she still drives perfectly. So I pass on the smoking yet again, but just driving around listening to music is amazing. Whenever I close my eyes I feel like I'm being taken away to a new place by the music. The music feels as if it's wrapping around me. Incredible. We stop at a gas station to pick up a dutch so we can roll a 4:20am blunt. N and C go in to buy it with no problems at all. Maybe it was just because of my mindset, but I can seem to tell that this L is clean like N said. It doesn't really even feel like I took a drug. Everything just seems enhanced. As C put it perfectly, "it's life in HD." Conversation is amazingly clear, I don't have to even think about what I want to say, it just comes out the way I want to say it. We all feel we're getting inside each other's heads, too. I think we all got this feeling because it seemed like it was so easy to read body language in our state of mind.
So we get back to campus eventually and go back up to N and C's room. We listen to music and start getting into deep conversation. My thoughts are getting philosophical and I start writing some of them down. Basically, I was feeling like our imagination is our only limitation in life. As humans, all we have to do is imagine something and if we put our minds and hearts into it, we can do it. I shared these thoughts with the rest of the group and they all seem to agree. Everyone seems to be opening up and something comes into my head that I'd been thinking a lot of lately. I'd been sort of depressed for as long as I could remember. I had never told anyone in my life and it had really been starting to get to me. I felt like this was the time to open up about, and so I did. I just opened my mouth and said, "guys, I'm actually really depressed." That was all that need to be said. N said he could tell, and he told me he'd been there before. He said he felt like we were both misunderstood and I totally agreed with him. He told me about how over the summer he went to therapy for a couple weeks for his depression. That made me feel a lot better about myself. Right then and there I think I started to realize how good it felt to open up to people. Normally, I'm a quiet person, partially because I'm introverted. But a lot of it was because I was depressed, too. I didn't want people to know I was sad, so I tried to act happy but I never really was. And I don't think I really fooled too many people either. But I didn't want anyone to know that I hurt inside. But that didn't matter anymore. I told my friends how I felt and it was amazing to have that weight off my shoulders.
N rolls up the 4:20am blunt and we go outside to smoke it. Its bitter cold out, but it feels comfortably cold in way. Normally I hate the cold but I'm not bothered by it too much. We march out to our special late night/early morning smoke spot and spark it. Since I'm coming down now, I decide to join in on the smoking. The view from where we are is incredible. The sky is pitch black and clear and we can see a forest of snow covered trees in the distance. It's a perfect ending to an epic night.
I'm not really sure if I really got any sleep but I get up in the morning and am in the most motivated and happy mood ever. I shower, get breakfast with M and some other friends we didn't trip with, get some chores down. I'm incredibly high on life and I tell M I've never felt this happy before in my life. She tells me there's no reason to not feel this way. We smoke a bowl and have a good conversation, we talk about personal things, and I open up about some more about things that I've told no/few people. And it feels amazing. I start to realize I don't need to hide things. We're all here in this world to give the best of ourselves, and to comfort each other when we're feeling down.
What I've taken away from this trip are probably some of the most important things I've learned in life so far. I saw my potential in life and realized I can whatever I choose to with my life. I saw some of my goals in life come into focus, and more keep coming. I think this is what blew my depression out of the water. I always had a low self esteem, but it's hard to have that feeling after you realize that can do whatever you want with your life. I know I'll have low points in my life, but I feel like I can deal with them now. And I have friends and family to support me, too. Since this trip, I've made a lot of positive personal changes for myself. I've also been a lot more open to people in general and it's helped me make a lot of friends. I'm still introverted (nothing wrong with that, it's just who I am) but I'm better at expressing myself and just being myself to other people now. And it's awesome
Tagged by Xorkoth
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