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Recently i had the most enriching experience of my life. I used to the kind of "lets do as many drugs just to get fucked up" kind of person. Now all that has changed, after one acid session. I bought a couple of hits and decided that the time was right to take them.
Took them at about 9pm., took about 30 mins before i started to feel the effects. The usual pre-peak anxiety and anticipation, tremours and sweating. Things started to become clearer and more alive. My trip progressed like this for awhile until the music started to become more and more appealing. It was like seeing the world through someone else's eyes.
The music, my friends and the room all morphed into one infinate being. It was like my individuality didnt matter anymore, I saw myself wasting away. I totally lost all sense of ego and individuality. I was at one with my surroundings. I didnt fear, hate or worry. It was so beautiful i almost cried.
I felt the shivers go down my body when i realised life is too short to be pissed off all the time. I have bulemia nervousa, for years ive been trying to kick the habit of chewing and spitting my food and for some reason after this acid session I no longer feel the urge. It's been 4 days and counting.
I feel most focused, more comfortable, happier, less anxious.. i cant believe this is the same drug that is given so many bad names. I am able to concentrate at school now and not worry about eating food that im planning on spitting out. For years I've felt that something has been missing in my life, and now its like im a spiritually complete. It's truely amazing.
Has anyone else had experiences like this? I'd love to hear them, during this trip i realised so much about myself. The faults I've been ignoring for years. So many questions are now answered. Questions my psychiatrist has had trouble answering. The beauty about acid for me is that after i trip, I don't feel the immediate urge to take more.
It's truely amazing!
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Took them at about 9pm., took about 30 mins before i started to feel the effects. The usual pre-peak anxiety and anticipation, tremours and sweating. Things started to become clearer and more alive. My trip progressed like this for awhile until the music started to become more and more appealing. It was like seeing the world through someone else's eyes.
The music, my friends and the room all morphed into one infinate being. It was like my individuality didnt matter anymore, I saw myself wasting away. I totally lost all sense of ego and individuality. I was at one with my surroundings. I didnt fear, hate or worry. It was so beautiful i almost cried.
I felt the shivers go down my body when i realised life is too short to be pissed off all the time. I have bulemia nervousa, for years ive been trying to kick the habit of chewing and spitting my food and for some reason after this acid session I no longer feel the urge. It's been 4 days and counting.
I feel most focused, more comfortable, happier, less anxious.. i cant believe this is the same drug that is given so many bad names. I am able to concentrate at school now and not worry about eating food that im planning on spitting out. For years I've felt that something has been missing in my life, and now its like im a spiritually complete. It's truely amazing.
Has anyone else had experiences like this? I'd love to hear them, during this trip i realised so much about myself. The faults I've been ignoring for years. So many questions are now answered. Questions my psychiatrist has had trouble answering. The beauty about acid for me is that after i trip, I don't feel the immediate urge to take more.
It's truely amazing!
[Added paragraphs -Splatt]
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