Void
Bluelight Crew
wow man this tab was an event, taken at a 3 day music festival.
The good:
Ok so I ended up standing in the dunnies starting at the cubical door, which is probably something we’ve all been through. It was just so bloody interesting and I realised that no one notices it, you wouldn’t even glance at it normally and here I am ‘discovering’ the beauty of the door. There were no visuals going on or anything like that, just the colours of it seemed like this amazing art. It was literally like going to take a dump and finding this hidden picasso on the wall, just blew me away. You could cut the thing down, stick it in a gallery and call it trippers delight.
The bad:
I woke up after 2 hrs sleep with a bit of a paranoid mind fuck while waking up before reality kicked in (thinking its all a game) but I shook it off, went for a drink and felt worse then I did before sleep so figured I’d go back to bed. Had all the tent flaps open for the breeze but the tent flapping around in the wind created this white noise that played over other sounds and muffled ‘em, distorting ‘em. That kinda thing. Was bloody tired but couldn’t get to sleep cause of the constant talking/yelling going on around me, banging near my tent, was hoping for some silence, but my mind would like latch onto words creating all these trippy through patterns that would just run until more words hit me. Not so good, kinda just focused on the movies in my mind and not thinking meditation. Finally as I couldn’t get to sleep I got up and went to sit down again. I then remembered that I had sat there previously, which I had totally forgotten, and that I had drunk from a bottle of water that was there (forgotten that to) only I noticed it was ghb in a water bottle. Food die made it a different colour but still, didn’t notice. I hate the idea of taking shit without like approval, like smoking a loaded joint without knowing it’s loaded. Hadn’t taken it before so I wouldn’t notice the effects of it hitting me, and I’d taken alcohol earlier.
Remembered an earlier convo on effects of ghb + alcohol so my mental state hadn’t improved much, and was tired, figured I’d get respite in sleep. Talk about an Earthcore blooper yes? I got excellent hearing so I can pick up on whole conversations that are even a bit of a distance away and wasn’t getting much chance of sleep. Just riding it out though I am pretty good with acid, kept calm and didn’t freak out, just kept a distance from my thoughts, and generally it all just went in one ear and out the other. I had some of them thoughts that can alter your perception of reality and I played with them for a while, though it took me like 2 seconds to discard them on a deeper level it was fun to like explore them. One was that its all a game, the other one is that I died and don’t realise it yet. Might sound scary, weird or whatever but even though I didn’t go along with it or get my concept of reality bent around (more then once which I shrugged off) I actually enjoyed the whole ego disorientation. What could it mean to be dead? Fortunately, I am a bit of a spiritualist rather then a hardcore egomaniac. Oh, this was off half a tab so all the kiddies out there wanting to try acid should be careful. My attitude was improving and I was trying to play around with it more when this really cool experience hit me that I’ve never experienced before.
Basically, I got a message cutting through all the mental junk, it said, “this is not who you are, its all bullshit.” At that moment I felt like empowered, like I got some control, and this image of a slab appeared made up of pure white lines. Later I got more messages though I don’t remember them, and each time I felt more empowered, more in control, and each time another slab came up. It formed an Aztec pyramid made from pure white light, the pyramids that look like giant steps. Kinda appropriate and at the end of it I just pulled myself off the ground and it was like I was done with it, finished. When I stepped out of the tent the visuals were all gone, like the drugs just wore off. I wasn’t worried about myself at all, my attitude changed, and like the head fuck stopped cold. Felt reenergised though after awhile the sleepiness did hit me but basically I was fine. Wouldn’t exactly go after this experience again but it was very memorable and I’d say positive. Kinda cool knowing that even in a acid hole something inside just kinda says, “yeah your fucked,” changed some inner gear and pulls up reserve energy.
The good:
Ok so I ended up standing in the dunnies starting at the cubical door, which is probably something we’ve all been through. It was just so bloody interesting and I realised that no one notices it, you wouldn’t even glance at it normally and here I am ‘discovering’ the beauty of the door. There were no visuals going on or anything like that, just the colours of it seemed like this amazing art. It was literally like going to take a dump and finding this hidden picasso on the wall, just blew me away. You could cut the thing down, stick it in a gallery and call it trippers delight.
The bad:
I woke up after 2 hrs sleep with a bit of a paranoid mind fuck while waking up before reality kicked in (thinking its all a game) but I shook it off, went for a drink and felt worse then I did before sleep so figured I’d go back to bed. Had all the tent flaps open for the breeze but the tent flapping around in the wind created this white noise that played over other sounds and muffled ‘em, distorting ‘em. That kinda thing. Was bloody tired but couldn’t get to sleep cause of the constant talking/yelling going on around me, banging near my tent, was hoping for some silence, but my mind would like latch onto words creating all these trippy through patterns that would just run until more words hit me. Not so good, kinda just focused on the movies in my mind and not thinking meditation. Finally as I couldn’t get to sleep I got up and went to sit down again. I then remembered that I had sat there previously, which I had totally forgotten, and that I had drunk from a bottle of water that was there (forgotten that to) only I noticed it was ghb in a water bottle. Food die made it a different colour but still, didn’t notice. I hate the idea of taking shit without like approval, like smoking a loaded joint without knowing it’s loaded. Hadn’t taken it before so I wouldn’t notice the effects of it hitting me, and I’d taken alcohol earlier.
Remembered an earlier convo on effects of ghb + alcohol so my mental state hadn’t improved much, and was tired, figured I’d get respite in sleep. Talk about an Earthcore blooper yes? I got excellent hearing so I can pick up on whole conversations that are even a bit of a distance away and wasn’t getting much chance of sleep. Just riding it out though I am pretty good with acid, kept calm and didn’t freak out, just kept a distance from my thoughts, and generally it all just went in one ear and out the other. I had some of them thoughts that can alter your perception of reality and I played with them for a while, though it took me like 2 seconds to discard them on a deeper level it was fun to like explore them. One was that its all a game, the other one is that I died and don’t realise it yet. Might sound scary, weird or whatever but even though I didn’t go along with it or get my concept of reality bent around (more then once which I shrugged off) I actually enjoyed the whole ego disorientation. What could it mean to be dead? Fortunately, I am a bit of a spiritualist rather then a hardcore egomaniac. Oh, this was off half a tab so all the kiddies out there wanting to try acid should be careful. My attitude was improving and I was trying to play around with it more when this really cool experience hit me that I’ve never experienced before.
Basically, I got a message cutting through all the mental junk, it said, “this is not who you are, its all bullshit.” At that moment I felt like empowered, like I got some control, and this image of a slab appeared made up of pure white lines. Later I got more messages though I don’t remember them, and each time I felt more empowered, more in control, and each time another slab came up. It formed an Aztec pyramid made from pure white light, the pyramids that look like giant steps. Kinda appropriate and at the end of it I just pulled myself off the ground and it was like I was done with it, finished. When I stepped out of the tent the visuals were all gone, like the drugs just wore off. I wasn’t worried about myself at all, my attitude changed, and like the head fuck stopped cold. Felt reenergised though after awhile the sleepiness did hit me but basically I was fine. Wouldn’t exactly go after this experience again but it was very memorable and I’d say positive. Kinda cool knowing that even in a acid hole something inside just kinda says, “yeah your fucked,” changed some inner gear and pulls up reserve energy.
