LSD - second time - need advice

[naim]

I Need Lsd Advice- Please

Hello, thanks for your time in advance. In 2000 on my birthday I consumed acid. Previous to this I had what I now know was some form of mild "speedy acid". The supplier said to have half as it was real heavy..sure whatever. After having one and waiting an hour I thought I should have another half,sure enough the first one started!
***THE TRIP WAS A "BLACK STAR"- solid black on white paper-Brisbane
After feeling really weird and walking down to a nightclub- Pee Wee Ferris s playing, I saw the supplier. She said how much did you have? I said one and a half.She gave me a scared look and said "You're going to be fucked!" And shoved this banana in my face asking if I wanted some food??!! Well I dissapeared into a shell/cave and thought I was going to die while my mate kept reminding me it was my birthday. (Great i was going to die on my birthday!) Got to the club and looked at the wall dripping onto the floor like a bloody waterfall for five minuted till the door person said "Hey, do you actually want to go into the club?" Yeah o.k then Pee Wee Ferris was playing "Peer Gynt" In the hall of the mountain king. EVERYONE looked like goblins...My girlfriends flesh was dripping off exposing skeleton and the ceiling was dripping on me.

Something somewhere was looking after me cause after experiencing hell for 3-4 hours a guy came up and said "I hear you've had a black star...they're heavy...if you you can stay strong bro you'll make it out...I'll wait with you. So I was baby sat till the club closed then onto a morning goblin infested club where I chose to wait outside with the bouncer cause upstairs was JUST WRONG. Never ever again I said...till now.

Paranoia was induced later from marijuana-and I do have a schizophrenic uncle(maybe dope?) But bottom line is that I must face these insecurities and paranoia feelings(or sixth sense feelings!) And venture out again on an acid trip! Not at home, not with friends, at a rave. Only half will be consumed at first but I want to experience acid and bring a really positive experience out of it this time. No amphetamines will be consumed as they stimulate excess adrenalin and hence- fight or flight response. Alcohol is being served and I'm thinking of having one or two to chill out. MAYBE marijuana if I can't recreate heavy visuals with just the acid.

ANY PERSONAL EXPERIENCES WITH BLACK STARS and reassurance that most trips are better than the last one appreciated. ANY HINTS OR TIPS ON CREATING HAPINESS ON LSD? I am going with a good attitude but subconsciously expecting to face my demons again and this time prevailing over them! Should I take a card with me saying something reassuring in case I go flipside. Last time all I needed was that babysitter. This rave is in ten days.

THANKYOU SO MUCH, THERE IS MORE TO THE SQUARE WE LIVE DAY TO DAY. ONE BAD EXPERIENCE SHOULDN"T RUIN THE BENEFITS OF THIS AMAZING CHEMICAL. HELP ME TO DISCOVER MORE OF THIS UNIVERSE!
Thankyou,Thankyou,Thankyou.

 

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Hi Hi

 

[Mean Girl]

"speedy acid" is like "smacky pills". STUPID SLANG.

Don't take substances when you aren't confident of your bodily reaction in public. Honestly, wait until a house party or somewhere more comfortable for your next lsd trip, you suffered great paranoia in a nightclub and you need to be in comfortable positions to fully come to grips with the acid experience.

smoking marijuana will make you trip harder. don't forget that.

I honestly think you need to be in a friendly environment with friends, and couches to relax on, and experienced trippers to guide you when paranoia rears it's ugly head.

 

[theghostofbillhicks]

There is no such thing as ''speedy acid''. LSD-25 has some side-effects, one of them is that feeling of rushy-ness, feeling you need to move. For some, anyway.

You need to fully realize how extraordinarily reacitve this stuff makes you. The dealer scaring you with the old ''you're fucked!'' line did you no good whatsoever.

If you'd like a great, earth-shattering, ecstasy-inducing LSD experiences, then ensure that every detail of your trip (where you'll be, who you'll be with, what you'll be doing etc.) are planned as well as you can.

Paranoia, or Fear of The Fear, actually dissolves when you swing back into the moment. Avoid sitting there worrying and thinking. You create your own reality, and so tell yourself you'll be happy, you'll be cool and you'll enjoy yourself, and chances are, you will.

Think of your mind on LSD as a very calm pond. Each thought you think produces a huge ripple. Ripples make you lose your balance. So remove the stimuli, get somewhere quiet and cool. Thoughts bubble up, but don't humour them with another (and another) afterthought. Let it go. Keep letting it go.

But, my friend, if i'm honest, it doesn't really sound as if you really enjoyed yourself. LSD can be recreational in small doses, but remember that you can find yourself on the edge of the void. And the void stares back.

However, if you decide to play:

Happiness on LSD = Surfing The Moment.

Ride the Wave

Peace.

 

[Jewfolife16]

ACtually your best bet is probably to take it with Ecstasy. Ecstasy clears your head of most of the insane acid thoughts and makes you very content and understanding. You could be tripping balls like the walls melting, but if you have E in you, youll be happy with it youll know it will end and youll enjoy every minute of it that much more. I say candyflip!

 

[Sycho_delic_lately]

When it comes to acid....you gotta take the advice posted above and really plan out your setting and who is going to be around you.
Its not such a good thing to be trippin real hard and around so many people, in a club or around complete strangers.

I completely understand those feelings of a "sixth sense" or telepathy when it comes to acid. That is normal with the drug. It can be overwhelming.

I have seen some really weird shit happen while under the influence of LSD and shrooms too. I'm talking about ACTUAL unexplained shit. It's like when you dive into the realm of psychedelics....you DIVE into a realm which can EXPOSE you to a spirit world and I believe it truly exists! There is delusion but there also is REALITY which is the actual occurence of something that is NOT a result of the drug and its perceptions on your mind.....NO....there IS a REAL force or presence of a spirit realm and those who are already there are more likely to confront you....or you them.....while you are under the influence of psychedelics.

Some people might think I'm crazy or disagree with me and believe me....I thought I must be nuts too a few times to believe such a thing.....but I no longer doubt it at all. There IS SOMETHING to it....and I AM convinced of it!
PLAN your trips in advance and you will likely enjoy yourself more.

Happy trails and peace. %)

 

[waterboy]

uh, meangirl ive had amphetamine on paper before so i would be confident in saying that an lsd/amphetamine combo would be quite possible and has probably been done at least once if not more. im not lying about the amphetamine on paper either as i have never heard of it on here, but it was tested and was definitely amphetamine (possibly meth base)

 

[theghostofbillhicks]

Be careful mixing ecstasy and LSD. You have to time it right. A comedown while still tripping hard is no pretty thing.

Further, the ecstasy high can become utterly overwhelming while tripping.

If you really want to candyflip, try and use as pure MDMA as you can find. There's so much crap in pills these days.

Deeppeace

 

[~*geNeRaTiOn E*~]

i say just do the acid by itself. yah, candyflipping is fun but acid alone is just as good. i think you're just paranoid about your previous experience and you're freaking out a little (read: a LOT!)

i think your first mistake was taking a drug you didn't know much about (yah, it was your bday but you should've asked someone or read up on it PRIOR) and secondly, you took too much! the key is to start out slow on a new drug so you don't end up in a sticky or unpleasant situation (which ended up happening in your case).

i understand the anxiety involved but you really need to relax if you wanna enjoy the trip. going into a trip with a negative state of mind will produce a negative trip, thus resulting in unpleasant goblins & skeletons just take it slow and keep telling yourself that it was one time and that you have the power to control your trip. acid is one of those drugs that you just need to flow with because if you don't, it'll kick you in the ass!

anyway, have fun tripping. i wish i was as fortunate as you to have acid but i'm not

 

[Mean Girl]

uh, meangirl ive had amphetamine on paper before so i would be confident in saying that an lsd/amphetamine combo would be quite possible and has probably been done at least once if not more. im not lying about the amphetamine on paper either as i have never heard of it on here, but it was tested and was definitely amphetamine (possibly meth base)

well, if naim can positively get one of these tested for both lsd and amphetamine, i'll eat my hat and go scrounge one out myself, i've never seen amphetamine and lsd on paper in australia.

anecdotally, the black stars have been doing rounds in brisbane for a while, i've heard nothing but comments of high quality acid. i'm thinking inexperienced lsd users would find their body dealing with the lsd effects in anxiety and constant urges to move, but that doesn't instantly lead to "oh, there must be speed in my acid".

if someone can find a picture of one, we could speculate further.