One part of last night that I remember was my friend looking at me and saying, "This is what it feels like to be mentally challenged", and he began to describe how some people get lost in their minds, and it's normal for them, and in turn under the influence of LSD, we were just acting crazy.
The first time I did acid it was under the influence of 1 tab of 'blue randoms', but even that trip was ridiculous. I got lost in trips, and would consciously change my locations and 'awake' in different locations and was consumed by reality. I felt like I was losing my mind and dying at times. I even went to work coming off of it, and I just regretted why I was so stupid taking it to begin with.
Last night was different. There were a few friends, a comfortable location with lots of time to spare. I took two 'red southparks', the strongest acid in town, apparently. Meh, who knows, but it was very, very powerful.
Visually it was a kick in the ass! I loved the visuals so, so much. It was the only non-negative part of the trip, but I'll explain that soon. I was in my friend's bedroom and I was looking at his carpet, and it was 3-D. This is the kind of shit you see in Fear and Loathing, but it was in front of me, rising. It created a hedge of mazes almost like a labyrinth and then when I closed my eyes it was there, in full detail, changing shape and unraveling itself.
Closing my eyes was crucial to the visuals. I kept hallucinating and things were waving, watching TV was ridiculous, but nothing could beat closing my eyes. I kept seeing the pattern of a $ sign, and Batman-like Riddler question marks, and little top hats, and my mind would zoom in on them in great quality as they spun fast don't some lottery wheel. It was fucking consuming.
Another thing that tripped me out was a poster my friend had of the Yellow Submarine cover by the Beatles. I grasped the concept of how well the images fit with my acid trip, just the sheer depth of the photo, and I know that under a normal consciousness I wouldn't be half as amazed or even realize how trippy the picture actually was.
Also, those windows media player animations on full screen are an entirely different ride by themselves.
I would stand up and reality wasn't there. I didn't feel my body, and I'd walk to locations, and by the time I'd get there I would be in awe that I just walked a distance and felt nothing/couldn't remember it.
At one point the distance traveled was so vague that I forgot completely and misinterpreted it as having been at that location the whole time, and thinking I got up and moved and came back in my own head, and that scared me. Shifting locations like that? Too powerful.
Nearing the end of my peak, I was sitting outside, and was thinking of going home randomly, even though my Dad was home, and I got emotional. It hurt thinking of what he'd think if he saw my eyes so dilated, fucked on something obviously. I wanted to take the risk but didn't know if I should. I felt like he'd think he raised me wrong or something if I was doing drugs. For me a psychadelic experience is about learning more than anything. I like looking beyond my normal consciousness, even if it does scare the shit out of me.
At one point the trip turned down hill for about 45 minutes. I was in the bathroom in awe at who I was. My girlfriend called and dropped a story she heard from someone that I had been cheating on her. Completely false, and I think she knew it, but couldn't handle the thought. I cried, lost myself completely, felt like I was having a panic attack and my heart was stopping. I couldn't believe how emotional I was getting. I really thought I was in trouble.
LSD is so powerful.
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The first time I did acid it was under the influence of 1 tab of 'blue randoms', but even that trip was ridiculous. I got lost in trips, and would consciously change my locations and 'awake' in different locations and was consumed by reality. I felt like I was losing my mind and dying at times. I even went to work coming off of it, and I just regretted why I was so stupid taking it to begin with.
Last night was different. There were a few friends, a comfortable location with lots of time to spare. I took two 'red southparks', the strongest acid in town, apparently. Meh, who knows, but it was very, very powerful.
Visually it was a kick in the ass! I loved the visuals so, so much. It was the only non-negative part of the trip, but I'll explain that soon. I was in my friend's bedroom and I was looking at his carpet, and it was 3-D. This is the kind of shit you see in Fear and Loathing, but it was in front of me, rising. It created a hedge of mazes almost like a labyrinth and then when I closed my eyes it was there, in full detail, changing shape and unraveling itself.
Closing my eyes was crucial to the visuals. I kept hallucinating and things were waving, watching TV was ridiculous, but nothing could beat closing my eyes. I kept seeing the pattern of a $ sign, and Batman-like Riddler question marks, and little top hats, and my mind would zoom in on them in great quality as they spun fast don't some lottery wheel. It was fucking consuming.
Another thing that tripped me out was a poster my friend had of the Yellow Submarine cover by the Beatles. I grasped the concept of how well the images fit with my acid trip, just the sheer depth of the photo, and I know that under a normal consciousness I wouldn't be half as amazed or even realize how trippy the picture actually was.
Also, those windows media player animations on full screen are an entirely different ride by themselves.
I would stand up and reality wasn't there. I didn't feel my body, and I'd walk to locations, and by the time I'd get there I would be in awe that I just walked a distance and felt nothing/couldn't remember it.
At one point the distance traveled was so vague that I forgot completely and misinterpreted it as having been at that location the whole time, and thinking I got up and moved and came back in my own head, and that scared me. Shifting locations like that? Too powerful.
Nearing the end of my peak, I was sitting outside, and was thinking of going home randomly, even though my Dad was home, and I got emotional. It hurt thinking of what he'd think if he saw my eyes so dilated, fucked on something obviously. I wanted to take the risk but didn't know if I should. I felt like he'd think he raised me wrong or something if I was doing drugs. For me a psychadelic experience is about learning more than anything. I like looking beyond my normal consciousness, even if it does scare the shit out of me.
At one point the trip turned down hill for about 45 minutes. I was in the bathroom in awe at who I was. My girlfriend called and dropped a story she heard from someone that I had been cheating on her. Completely false, and I think she knew it, but couldn't handle the thought. I cried, lost myself completely, felt like I was having a panic attack and my heart was stopping. I couldn't believe how emotional I was getting. I really thought I was in trouble.
LSD is so powerful.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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explevel_secondtime
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