PaxTX
Bluelighter
Okay, so I have done mushrooms about 3 times before, so I figured I was ready for a real LSD trip. I bought a sweet tart with liquid dropped on it from a friend at a psytrance party and took it around 11:45. About 12:15 I first noticed a sort of haze in my vision and small tracers..later, I would look at things and see geometric patterns..the UV deco pulsing and vibrating. After talking with a friend for a while, who was also tripping, I went back on the dance floor, and then it hit me..I felt myself as I knew it completely dissolve into time and space..I was so floored that words escaped me..I just stood there, sound waves washing over me, and closed my eyes, and tilted my head back as the rush of pure, mystical tingling energy rocked my whole being..I felt free, and intensely so.
My friend, a very experienced acid user, found me and asked if I was okay "Yes" I said "But this is just all very confusing and I'm not sure I know how to, you know, process it?" He smiled.. "Follow me" we went and found some chairs away from the dancefloor and sat down, and he explained to me that I did'nt have to get it..the point was to free yourself from trying to explain and control everything, from language and time and other illusions. "Reduce everything down to the source." he said, and then he slowly and deeply started chanting
"ohhhhhhmmmmmmmm." The sound sent tingles down my spine..it was such a simple sound, but I felt like it was the most beautiful thing I had ever heard, so
I joined him, and we started making non-word tones.
"So what am i supposed to do?" I said. "How do I handle this?" "You don't have to DO anything, just BE..you're awake now..just enjoy the journey." So we went back out to the dancefloor, through the trees a short distance, and he produced two light toys and began spinning them. As I watched the patterns the path of lights became trails in which I saw individual eyes looking at me, and hearts..and I exclaimed "That's it..we must awaken everyone who sleeps to the fact that they are free..through love and honesty we can free others! THAT'S OUR MISSION!" I began to jump up and down ecstatically. "I LOVE YOU ALL, AND YOU ARE ALL FREE" I yelled, to nobody in particular. My friend smiled "Yes, yes we are!!" A girl who was on acid as well heard me and gave me a big hug. And we laughed really hard. Then he wasn't there, and as I looked around, I saw everyone morphing into everyone, the dancers, the DJ. I looked and I saw in others my father, my mother, my brother, my friend, all were the same..the idea of seperateness was gone, time was gone..and there was no no "before" or "after" only FOREVER.
Then it hit me and I grabbed my friend "But this can't last forever-this is mad..I have to come back to normality sometime." He laughed "define normal" and so I tried, and realized..I COULD'NT. "You're okay, and this experience that your having right now is okay, and when the morning comes, you will feel changed for the better, just trust me and let go." And as he said that, I felt better. Just then, though, reality came in the form of flashing cop lights..the local hick cops had decided to drop by. Shit..here I was, tripping, and the cops were here. I freaked. "Let's walk back the other way" My friend said, leading me back to the clearing where we were sitting.. I reached in my back pocket and felt my wallet..or was it..it morphed in my hand into my cell phone. I tried again..nope other pocket. No, wait, not there. Shit. If I could convince them I was just a bit drunk and produce my ID, then there would'nt be a problem.
So I tried one more time. Aha! having found my wallet, I began to focus on not seeing shit and opened it, looking for my drivers liscense..finally a non tripping friend verified that I had the right one. "Are we going to jail or what?" I asked my friend. "I doubt it, they just want to harass us..just sit here and be quiet." So we did and lucky for us, the cops talked to our friends throwing the party and told them to turn the sound off, then left. And then I noticed I was coming back to normality..I could grasp solid objects..color and light returned to normal, and the weird physical sensations began to subside, and then I was back to my old self..exhausted but intact. My friend looked at me "See, you made it." And we all laughed, me somewhat nervously. As I looked up, the first light began to peek through the trees. What a journey I'd been on..wow.
I'm still trying to process everything, and I am not sure I will ever do acid again, but it was an amazing experience and I feel blessed to have taken part in it.[/LEFT]
My friend, a very experienced acid user, found me and asked if I was okay "Yes" I said "But this is just all very confusing and I'm not sure I know how to, you know, process it?" He smiled.. "Follow me" we went and found some chairs away from the dancefloor and sat down, and he explained to me that I did'nt have to get it..the point was to free yourself from trying to explain and control everything, from language and time and other illusions. "Reduce everything down to the source." he said, and then he slowly and deeply started chanting
"ohhhhhhmmmmmmmm." The sound sent tingles down my spine..it was such a simple sound, but I felt like it was the most beautiful thing I had ever heard, so
I joined him, and we started making non-word tones.
"So what am i supposed to do?" I said. "How do I handle this?" "You don't have to DO anything, just BE..you're awake now..just enjoy the journey." So we went back out to the dancefloor, through the trees a short distance, and he produced two light toys and began spinning them. As I watched the patterns the path of lights became trails in which I saw individual eyes looking at me, and hearts..and I exclaimed "That's it..we must awaken everyone who sleeps to the fact that they are free..through love and honesty we can free others! THAT'S OUR MISSION!" I began to jump up and down ecstatically. "I LOVE YOU ALL, AND YOU ARE ALL FREE" I yelled, to nobody in particular. My friend smiled "Yes, yes we are!!" A girl who was on acid as well heard me and gave me a big hug. And we laughed really hard. Then he wasn't there, and as I looked around, I saw everyone morphing into everyone, the dancers, the DJ. I looked and I saw in others my father, my mother, my brother, my friend, all were the same..the idea of seperateness was gone, time was gone..and there was no no "before" or "after" only FOREVER.
Then it hit me and I grabbed my friend "But this can't last forever-this is mad..I have to come back to normality sometime." He laughed "define normal" and so I tried, and realized..I COULD'NT. "You're okay, and this experience that your having right now is okay, and when the morning comes, you will feel changed for the better, just trust me and let go." And as he said that, I felt better. Just then, though, reality came in the form of flashing cop lights..the local hick cops had decided to drop by. Shit..here I was, tripping, and the cops were here. I freaked. "Let's walk back the other way" My friend said, leading me back to the clearing where we were sitting.. I reached in my back pocket and felt my wallet..or was it..it morphed in my hand into my cell phone. I tried again..nope other pocket. No, wait, not there. Shit. If I could convince them I was just a bit drunk and produce my ID, then there would'nt be a problem.
So I tried one more time. Aha! having found my wallet, I began to focus on not seeing shit and opened it, looking for my drivers liscense..finally a non tripping friend verified that I had the right one. "Are we going to jail or what?" I asked my friend. "I doubt it, they just want to harass us..just sit here and be quiet." So we did and lucky for us, the cops talked to our friends throwing the party and told them to turn the sound off, then left. And then I noticed I was coming back to normality..I could grasp solid objects..color and light returned to normal, and the weird physical sensations began to subside, and then I was back to my old self..exhausted but intact. My friend looked at me "See, you made it." And we all laughed, me somewhat nervously. As I looked up, the first light began to peek through the trees. What a journey I'd been on..wow.
I'm still trying to process everything, and I am not sure I will ever do acid again, but it was an amazing experience and I feel blessed to have taken part in it.[/LEFT]
![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
I had waited too long to get nervous with it in my hand. I had also had tripped of dxm alot by then and other such things. Acid was everything i expected it to be and more. I'd have to say that LSD is god of all hallucinogens.Nice friggen report . I love reading first experiences. Brings me back to mine.
