MinneapolisAcid
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The night started off well enough, I was invited along with several other friends to trip in a greenhouse south of the cities. The aspect of a trip with a physical destination and not just a psychonautical one sounded extremely pleasant at the time. I mean, a greenhouse? How awesome is that?
Once everything was in order I got into the drivers seat of T's car seeing as he had already embarked on his trip. T, N and myself followed the other vehicle for a little over an hour to a commercial greenhouse owned by K's Aunt and Uncle. We arrived at the greenhouse a little before two, so i figured that it would be a good time to start this adventure seeing as it was already fairly late. I preloaded for my trip with 800 mg of Magnesium and 1000 mg of vitamin C.
T+ 0:00 I take the first dose of lsd sublingually, it has a taste comparable to tin or possibly aluminum. A far cry from the bitter blotters I have had previous experiences with. We wait in a warm part of the greenhouse for the room we plan to use to warm up for a little while before we head out there to spin glowsticks and dance.
T+ 0:45 I decide to take my second dose so I slide it under my tongue and again I have the slight taste of metal in my mouth. As I am soaking the blotter under my tongue, N reminds me of the mushrooms that I brought with.
T+ 0:48 Without a scale it is difficult to determine the actual amount of mushrooms that I ingested, my best estimate would put it to somewhere between 4.5 and 6 grams. This is two to three times the normal dose I use. I don't care for the taste of mushrooms so I take a few minutes to choke them down and keep my gag reflex in check. I notify everyone that I have taken a very large dose of mushroom and that I will not be able to drive for the remainder of the night.
T+ 2:00 I can feel the effects of lsd setting in fairly quickly, it is a new space to me, a realm of awareness that I haven't visited before. I decide to set the music to The Mars Volta. Although I have heard the album a hundred times over, it sounds much more beautiful and in depth than ever before. I have a new found appreciation for everything. I decide to spin glowsticks and poi and discover that it is extremely easy to perform difficult moves that I had trouble with beforehand. C points out that we did come to trip in a greenhouse and not in a greenhouse breakroom, so we all decide to wander off into the depths of this commercial sized greenhouse. The mushrooms effects are very present and seem to be getting more and more intense by the minute.
T+ 3:00 We are thoroughly lost inside the greenhouse, at least most of us are. K knows his way around but seems to be having fun not telling us our location. It was quite exciting wandering around inside this large complex in the dark. Eventually we decide to return to the warmer breakroom.
T+ 3:30 My perception of time is gone. We decide to leave the greenhouse and head to another location. For the duration of the car ride I lose myself in the loud music playing through T's sound system, I feel at peace. Eventually we arrive at a house owned by a friend of C's.
T+ 4:30? Upon arrival at the house I find it extremely difficult to orient myself and have trouble making it inside. I sit down on a couch and ask if there is a wastebasket nearby. My body feels extremely different and I think that my body may reject the large dose of mushrooms I ate earlier. As the time passes we begin to have revelations and in depth conversations about existence and life. T states: "I think, therefore, I am" and i am overcome with a new perspective on the existence of life. I come to the conclusion that due to the fact that we have the ability to think, we are each our own god.
T+ 5:00? Visuals are extremely intense. I remark that I am thinking in third person due to the fact that when I view the room, I feel as though I am not looking out from my own body, but rather from a different perspective. I can understand the train of thought that others are having and see their thoughts flow from their mind to the minds of the others in the room. I sense that everyone is connected in a way I can not describe. I glance up at C and watch as his face distorted and changes shape continuously. My jaw is clenching extremely tightly even though I took magnesium earlier on and every time I open my mouth I feel as though I may throw up. I realize that I haven't used the bathroom the entire night so I decide to go find it. As soon as I stand up visuals intensify and I become very disoriented, I stumble around for a moment and ask the house owner where the bathroom is. He tells me that it is upstairs and I confess that I don't remember ever walking downstairs. He leads me up to the bathroom as my visuals become more and more intense. I enter the bathroom and can not stand. Suddenly I find myself staring up at the house owner as I'm laying on the bathroom floor. I blacked out and smashed my head on the bathroom door as soon as I closed the door behind myself. He carries me downstairs and I sit back down on the couch, trying to remember what just happened. I feel bad that I'm in a condition where I can't take care of myself as I overhear T being told that I just blacked out. I am at this point unaware that I am still within my physical body. I suddenly find myself considering that i may be overdosing on shrooms and I see visions of the things that I love most in life. Although it does not sound pleasant to think that I may be dying, I am quite at peace.
T+ 6:00? I glance at my cell phone and notice that it stopped working and the clock is frozen at about 4:30 a.m. I know that this is not the actual time. At this point though, time may as well be standing still. I close my eyes and Become more aware of myself. I feel enlightened, I feel closer and more connected to myself than ever before. I decide to try to sleep.
T+ 6:30? Sleep is impossible. My mind is on overdrive and I can't force myself to stop thinking. I come to the conclusion that this is quite possibly the most meaningful trip I have ever had. I cover up my face and continue to delve into my own thoughts for some time. I hear conversations about 9/11, politics, foozball, and many other things going on in the room, but I am still so disconnected from my physical body that I find it difficult to be able to formulate sentences and carry on a conversation.
T+ 8:00 I look up again and find that everyone seems to be getting ready to leave. I decide to attempt standing again and am pleased when I make it to T's car without blacking out. The trip is mostly over, although I am still slightly out of it. After an hour of driving we return to C's house and I am now sober.
In retrospect I should not have eaten such a large dose of mushrooms during my first experience with lsd-25. If I were to change something about the night it would be the setting, I would have much rather had this experience at home than at a greenhouse or at a house that I didn't even know what city it is located in.
I intend to repeat this experience with lower doses of both chemicals and do it in the comfort of my own home, but not for some time. I just want to reflect on everything that occurred during this experience for some time.
--MA
Once everything was in order I got into the drivers seat of T's car seeing as he had already embarked on his trip. T, N and myself followed the other vehicle for a little over an hour to a commercial greenhouse owned by K's Aunt and Uncle. We arrived at the greenhouse a little before two, so i figured that it would be a good time to start this adventure seeing as it was already fairly late. I preloaded for my trip with 800 mg of Magnesium and 1000 mg of vitamin C.
T+ 0:00 I take the first dose of lsd sublingually, it has a taste comparable to tin or possibly aluminum. A far cry from the bitter blotters I have had previous experiences with. We wait in a warm part of the greenhouse for the room we plan to use to warm up for a little while before we head out there to spin glowsticks and dance.
T+ 0:45 I decide to take my second dose so I slide it under my tongue and again I have the slight taste of metal in my mouth. As I am soaking the blotter under my tongue, N reminds me of the mushrooms that I brought with.
T+ 0:48 Without a scale it is difficult to determine the actual amount of mushrooms that I ingested, my best estimate would put it to somewhere between 4.5 and 6 grams. This is two to three times the normal dose I use. I don't care for the taste of mushrooms so I take a few minutes to choke them down and keep my gag reflex in check. I notify everyone that I have taken a very large dose of mushroom and that I will not be able to drive for the remainder of the night.
T+ 2:00 I can feel the effects of lsd setting in fairly quickly, it is a new space to me, a realm of awareness that I haven't visited before. I decide to set the music to The Mars Volta. Although I have heard the album a hundred times over, it sounds much more beautiful and in depth than ever before. I have a new found appreciation for everything. I decide to spin glowsticks and poi and discover that it is extremely easy to perform difficult moves that I had trouble with beforehand. C points out that we did come to trip in a greenhouse and not in a greenhouse breakroom, so we all decide to wander off into the depths of this commercial sized greenhouse. The mushrooms effects are very present and seem to be getting more and more intense by the minute.
T+ 3:00 We are thoroughly lost inside the greenhouse, at least most of us are. K knows his way around but seems to be having fun not telling us our location. It was quite exciting wandering around inside this large complex in the dark. Eventually we decide to return to the warmer breakroom.
T+ 3:30 My perception of time is gone. We decide to leave the greenhouse and head to another location. For the duration of the car ride I lose myself in the loud music playing through T's sound system, I feel at peace. Eventually we arrive at a house owned by a friend of C's.
T+ 4:30? Upon arrival at the house I find it extremely difficult to orient myself and have trouble making it inside. I sit down on a couch and ask if there is a wastebasket nearby. My body feels extremely different and I think that my body may reject the large dose of mushrooms I ate earlier. As the time passes we begin to have revelations and in depth conversations about existence and life. T states: "I think, therefore, I am" and i am overcome with a new perspective on the existence of life. I come to the conclusion that due to the fact that we have the ability to think, we are each our own god.
T+ 5:00? Visuals are extremely intense. I remark that I am thinking in third person due to the fact that when I view the room, I feel as though I am not looking out from my own body, but rather from a different perspective. I can understand the train of thought that others are having and see their thoughts flow from their mind to the minds of the others in the room. I sense that everyone is connected in a way I can not describe. I glance up at C and watch as his face distorted and changes shape continuously. My jaw is clenching extremely tightly even though I took magnesium earlier on and every time I open my mouth I feel as though I may throw up. I realize that I haven't used the bathroom the entire night so I decide to go find it. As soon as I stand up visuals intensify and I become very disoriented, I stumble around for a moment and ask the house owner where the bathroom is. He tells me that it is upstairs and I confess that I don't remember ever walking downstairs. He leads me up to the bathroom as my visuals become more and more intense. I enter the bathroom and can not stand. Suddenly I find myself staring up at the house owner as I'm laying on the bathroom floor. I blacked out and smashed my head on the bathroom door as soon as I closed the door behind myself. He carries me downstairs and I sit back down on the couch, trying to remember what just happened. I feel bad that I'm in a condition where I can't take care of myself as I overhear T being told that I just blacked out. I am at this point unaware that I am still within my physical body. I suddenly find myself considering that i may be overdosing on shrooms and I see visions of the things that I love most in life. Although it does not sound pleasant to think that I may be dying, I am quite at peace.
T+ 6:00? I glance at my cell phone and notice that it stopped working and the clock is frozen at about 4:30 a.m. I know that this is not the actual time. At this point though, time may as well be standing still. I close my eyes and Become more aware of myself. I feel enlightened, I feel closer and more connected to myself than ever before. I decide to try to sleep.
T+ 6:30? Sleep is impossible. My mind is on overdrive and I can't force myself to stop thinking. I come to the conclusion that this is quite possibly the most meaningful trip I have ever had. I cover up my face and continue to delve into my own thoughts for some time. I hear conversations about 9/11, politics, foozball, and many other things going on in the room, but I am still so disconnected from my physical body that I find it difficult to be able to formulate sentences and carry on a conversation.
T+ 8:00 I look up again and find that everyone seems to be getting ready to leave. I decide to attempt standing again and am pleased when I make it to T's car without blacking out. The trip is mostly over, although I am still slightly out of it. After an hour of driving we return to C's house and I am now sober.
In retrospect I should not have eaten such a large dose of mushrooms during my first experience with lsd-25. If I were to change something about the night it would be the setting, I would have much rather had this experience at home than at a greenhouse or at a house that I didn't even know what city it is located in.
I intend to repeat this experience with lower doses of both chemicals and do it in the comfort of my own home, but not for some time. I just want to reflect on everything that occurred during this experience for some time.
--MA
