bikki_muncher69
Bluelighter
LSD/ MDMA/ WEED/ BEER – Surfing the mind!
If some of you are familiar with me you are probably aware with the horrible trip I experienced around 3 months ago at a massive psychedelic event in Melbourne in March. For some reason and possibly because I was not being good to myself or others a discarnate entity (I discovered what it was this trip) attached itself to me and removed me from the love of god, so it sent me insane for around 7 days and I was totally out of sync with reality. I also lost a peace of my mind during that trip and while in the void during this trip I found it. What amazes me the most is, I came out of the trip with my HPPD GONE! I had a very mild case of it but I landed so safely this time and synced back with reality perfectly now everything is crystal clear:D so ill start
6pm – The night was meant to be a quite one, my father had just bought a brand new digital high definition plasma screen TV (which I will talk about later) anyway our plan was to sit in front of the TV chill at my house and get drunk and watch the entire season of the show 24.
8.30pm – After sinking 6 beers I thought to myself WTF are we doing sitting here we need to go out!!!! So after much convincing to get my mate out with me he decided he wanted to try acid for the first time as I knew one of my friends who had supplies on him and said I would guide him through his first trip as I had no idea that I was going to trip that night.
10.30 – After one of those Friday night train journeys into the city we finally arrived. I gave my mate Azz a call asking if I could cruise up to his apartment he said it was all cool but would have to do some convincing to the girlfriend. We finally arrive at his joint for a beer and some ready packed bongs. The weed was just right for my likeing, not too strong not to light just right:D I sucked down 5 cones on top of the 7 beers I had already consumed over the night and somewhere in between taking those cones I ate 6 tabs of this 4 year old acid (id say this was a 150 – 200mic dose) these tabs were the best in their day. After chilling for a little while and smoking countless numbers of cones to ease the come up we headed out.
12.00 – We arrived at the club, I was tripping so hard I could hardly talk, got to the 3rd floor of this club and my god it was good to get into some psychedelicness for the first time in a while. It absolutely blew my mates mind off as it was his first experience and he ate a decent dose of acid.
From this point on I’ve really got no concept of time so ill just explain what happened to me.
After dancing like a mofo I totally synced in with the music, my head was so clear it was incredible, my lower self connected with my higher self and my 3rd eye opened up WIDE I was absolutely on a higher level of consciousness’ which I had never been on before, I saw the entity which had attached itself to me leave me and flow down the mind, in other people I could see it weeping and I think it may have possibly attached itself to another person in the club and if so I feel very sorry for them. Pointing my eyes to my brow and focusing on my 3rd eye while standing right next to the speaker stack I enter the void I am able to interpret everything in the trip this time unlike any others I’ve had. All I see on all sides is me, I realize that I am the universe yet I am nothing at the same time, that I create my own reality and that I am truly infinite amazingly I find a piece of my mind that I lost 3 months ago. Around right after I got into the club I acquired an MDMA pill it was a very good clean dose and helped me to go with the feeling of love rather than fear which seemed to take hold in my last trip. I got this feeling from some of the people I have met in that club before, that are the regulars, I see that some of them are very lost in what they expect out of life, they are confused and are looking for meaning. I did however meet some very very awake individuals in that club who I connect with on the highest level and have some very interesting conversations. Something else that occurred to me at this club was I met my old dealer, he is a nice person and I used to be good friends with him but have lost contact and haven’t talked for the last 3 months, well I saw him again when I was leaving the club and I recognized him, but when I went up to talk to him it was like I didn’t know him at all. I believe this is because I have changed my life path so dramatically for the good I was on a bad path when I knew him but now it’s all changed and I'm sure in heading in the right direction.
After about 3 – 4 hours of craziness’ I decide its time to leave, me and my friend catch a cab home, now this is where stuff starts to get freaky
4am - while in the cab the cab driver asks me which way home I want to take, do I want to take the freeway or the back streets which follow the train line (which we caught into the city) I decided it would be best to catch the long way home for some reason and I’m guessing that’s because it was the path we took to the city in the first place. While in the cab I look back at my friend and he is freaking me out so hard, he had this evil evil smile on his face and it was like I was being tested? I got little bursts of fear thinking “are we really in a cab or have I ridden my mind off to someplace and none of this is real” then I would think “nah that’s impossible! Go with your intuition you will be fine!”
5am -We finally arrive at home and chill on the couch with visuals playing off iTunes on the plasma screen TV. I started getting the most awesome fractals and I find some chocolate that I bought earlier in the night!I give it to my mate and he starts to unwrap it, when I try to grab a piece it keep disappearing out of my hand and my mate starts laughing evil, I start to get abit freaky because of this and decided to retreat to the comfort of my bed where I can be alone and think about myself.
6am – After lying down and relaxing for a while I started to have the most wicked closed eye visuals ever. I enter my mind and see how my conscious works then I start to drift out of what I can only call my pod and start flying around the universal mind and see the souls taking their paths to what I can see as a massive ball of energy I fly around this ball and greet other souls that are free flowing in space, I also pass one of my really good friends and he gives me a shout out TOTALLY COSMIC!!!!. Among all this god talks to me, he said you have been far enough and you know what it’s all about now, your main purpose in life now is to lead people to awaken. Teach people it’s all about LOVE and not FEAR, he said that I should show people that drugs are not the way to enlightenment and that they destroy perfectly healthy minds and to try and stop my friends from falling into the trap of what happened to me before this experience. I was filled with the most overwhelming love of becoming one with the universe I feel that acid is a drug that wasn’t truly meant for human consumption even though it is an awesome drug I feel it has to much potential to corrupt the human mind. I feel that natural psychedelics are the way to go for me now and I doubt that I will ever take LSD again after this much powerful experience.
The burning desire for me to continue to use drugs I think was created by this discarnate entity residing in myself. I also felt as though it was creating a path for me, I saw things getting erased in my life and I believe this was the path this entity was directing me towards.
7am - At about 7am my friend came into my room, he said he was worried he would never be the same again and felt weird, this is the same feeling that I had that time I went crazy 3 months ago, I said everything would be alright and that I was sorry for taking him on such a cosmic journey for his first trip, I gave him some orange juice and some weetbix because I was sure this would help ground him and it did. Now here is one of the coolest parts of the trip, my dad had recently bought a Digital HD plasma screen TV and I was watching normal free to air TV on it. Whenever I synced out of reality for abit I could see the signal stuffing up and when I synced back perfectly it would go crystal clear again and not get all that digital weirdness when you loose the signal.
8 – 10am - On TV it was as if I was watching ONE MIND TV because the hosts on some of the channels were like “welcome back!!!! I see you’ve had a fun time floating around in space for that short while but we see you've landed nicely!!!” Another one of the shows I was watching on TV was called Y? Which is like a kids science show. They were explaining the concept of time and how it came to be through the pendulum mechanism and going through every explanation of what TIME really is! The guy was swinging this weight on a stick and they were talking about it then the woman said randomly “but what if the pendulum doesn’t actually exist”!!! Then gave me that freaky cool look and I pissed myself laughing so hard my friend saw it as well and was like WTFFFF. I was also watching this show called totally wild which I must admit was pretty cool, these people were talking about how something was beautiful and they said “well so is the atmosphere on VENUS! But doesn’t mean you go blasting yourself up into space all the time to have a look!!” At the end of the show this guy came on and he took on this very godly mystical look and said “you know what you should do!” And looked directly at me, he said “you should plant a tree!!! Its good for the environment, have a think about that and how you can make this world a better place!” I thought hmmmm he’s got a point!
All I truly want to do now is try and make this world a better place and I have never felt more happier to be alive in my life, I have the strongest desire to live now and help lead as many people to awaken as possible!!
11.01 - I could pinpoint the exact time the trip ended it was 11.01 because my mate said so when is this trip going to end, and I said, well we took it around 11pm and its 12 hours so should be around 11. At 11.01 I felt it end and his mobile phone rang it was his friend L who asked him what had happened and if he was all right, he said yes but said that he would never be delving into the world of psyches again and said he would be staying away from all drugs which I am happy about.
All in all I think my journey with acid has ended, I feel no need for this drug anymore, I have removed the burning inner desire to trip that had all the time when my life was a mess and now I’m going to focus on what’s truly important to me. It was insanely easy to integrate this trip but as I am typing this is still have a slight one mind hangover type thing which should ease in few days before I’m totally back into reality. People all I can say is go with love not fear, fear can take you to some fucked up places and defiantly corrupts the mind love is so purifying and healing.
I HAVE HARDLY ANY HPPD ANYMORE, my trails are back to normal, I have less static and the patterns on surfaces are far less pronounced!! Also some cognitive functions got worse after that last trip that I had and now they are all back to normal and I’m as sharp as ever!! I hope you enjoyed this report and would love to hear some input maybe some people can explain to me some of the things I experienced.
By bikki_muncher
If some of you are familiar with me you are probably aware with the horrible trip I experienced around 3 months ago at a massive psychedelic event in Melbourne in March. For some reason and possibly because I was not being good to myself or others a discarnate entity (I discovered what it was this trip) attached itself to me and removed me from the love of god, so it sent me insane for around 7 days and I was totally out of sync with reality. I also lost a peace of my mind during that trip and while in the void during this trip I found it. What amazes me the most is, I came out of the trip with my HPPD GONE! I had a very mild case of it but I landed so safely this time and synced back with reality perfectly now everything is crystal clear:D so ill start
6pm – The night was meant to be a quite one, my father had just bought a brand new digital high definition plasma screen TV (which I will talk about later) anyway our plan was to sit in front of the TV chill at my house and get drunk and watch the entire season of the show 24.
8.30pm – After sinking 6 beers I thought to myself WTF are we doing sitting here we need to go out!!!! So after much convincing to get my mate out with me he decided he wanted to try acid for the first time as I knew one of my friends who had supplies on him and said I would guide him through his first trip as I had no idea that I was going to trip that night.
10.30 – After one of those Friday night train journeys into the city we finally arrived. I gave my mate Azz a call asking if I could cruise up to his apartment he said it was all cool but would have to do some convincing to the girlfriend. We finally arrive at his joint for a beer and some ready packed bongs. The weed was just right for my likeing, not too strong not to light just right:D I sucked down 5 cones on top of the 7 beers I had already consumed over the night and somewhere in between taking those cones I ate 6 tabs of this 4 year old acid (id say this was a 150 – 200mic dose) these tabs were the best in their day. After chilling for a little while and smoking countless numbers of cones to ease the come up we headed out.
12.00 – We arrived at the club, I was tripping so hard I could hardly talk, got to the 3rd floor of this club and my god it was good to get into some psychedelicness for the first time in a while. It absolutely blew my mates mind off as it was his first experience and he ate a decent dose of acid.
From this point on I’ve really got no concept of time so ill just explain what happened to me.
After dancing like a mofo I totally synced in with the music, my head was so clear it was incredible, my lower self connected with my higher self and my 3rd eye opened up WIDE I was absolutely on a higher level of consciousness’ which I had never been on before, I saw the entity which had attached itself to me leave me and flow down the mind, in other people I could see it weeping and I think it may have possibly attached itself to another person in the club and if so I feel very sorry for them. Pointing my eyes to my brow and focusing on my 3rd eye while standing right next to the speaker stack I enter the void I am able to interpret everything in the trip this time unlike any others I’ve had. All I see on all sides is me, I realize that I am the universe yet I am nothing at the same time, that I create my own reality and that I am truly infinite amazingly I find a piece of my mind that I lost 3 months ago. Around right after I got into the club I acquired an MDMA pill it was a very good clean dose and helped me to go with the feeling of love rather than fear which seemed to take hold in my last trip. I got this feeling from some of the people I have met in that club before, that are the regulars, I see that some of them are very lost in what they expect out of life, they are confused and are looking for meaning. I did however meet some very very awake individuals in that club who I connect with on the highest level and have some very interesting conversations. Something else that occurred to me at this club was I met my old dealer, he is a nice person and I used to be good friends with him but have lost contact and haven’t talked for the last 3 months, well I saw him again when I was leaving the club and I recognized him, but when I went up to talk to him it was like I didn’t know him at all. I believe this is because I have changed my life path so dramatically for the good I was on a bad path when I knew him but now it’s all changed and I'm sure in heading in the right direction.
After about 3 – 4 hours of craziness’ I decide its time to leave, me and my friend catch a cab home, now this is where stuff starts to get freaky
4am - while in the cab the cab driver asks me which way home I want to take, do I want to take the freeway or the back streets which follow the train line (which we caught into the city) I decided it would be best to catch the long way home for some reason and I’m guessing that’s because it was the path we took to the city in the first place. While in the cab I look back at my friend and he is freaking me out so hard, he had this evil evil smile on his face and it was like I was being tested? I got little bursts of fear thinking “are we really in a cab or have I ridden my mind off to someplace and none of this is real” then I would think “nah that’s impossible! Go with your intuition you will be fine!”
5am -We finally arrive at home and chill on the couch with visuals playing off iTunes on the plasma screen TV. I started getting the most awesome fractals and I find some chocolate that I bought earlier in the night!I give it to my mate and he starts to unwrap it, when I try to grab a piece it keep disappearing out of my hand and my mate starts laughing evil, I start to get abit freaky because of this and decided to retreat to the comfort of my bed where I can be alone and think about myself.
6am – After lying down and relaxing for a while I started to have the most wicked closed eye visuals ever. I enter my mind and see how my conscious works then I start to drift out of what I can only call my pod and start flying around the universal mind and see the souls taking their paths to what I can see as a massive ball of energy I fly around this ball and greet other souls that are free flowing in space, I also pass one of my really good friends and he gives me a shout out TOTALLY COSMIC!!!!. Among all this god talks to me, he said you have been far enough and you know what it’s all about now, your main purpose in life now is to lead people to awaken. Teach people it’s all about LOVE and not FEAR, he said that I should show people that drugs are not the way to enlightenment and that they destroy perfectly healthy minds and to try and stop my friends from falling into the trap of what happened to me before this experience. I was filled with the most overwhelming love of becoming one with the universe I feel that acid is a drug that wasn’t truly meant for human consumption even though it is an awesome drug I feel it has to much potential to corrupt the human mind. I feel that natural psychedelics are the way to go for me now and I doubt that I will ever take LSD again after this much powerful experience.
The burning desire for me to continue to use drugs I think was created by this discarnate entity residing in myself. I also felt as though it was creating a path for me, I saw things getting erased in my life and I believe this was the path this entity was directing me towards.
7am - At about 7am my friend came into my room, he said he was worried he would never be the same again and felt weird, this is the same feeling that I had that time I went crazy 3 months ago, I said everything would be alright and that I was sorry for taking him on such a cosmic journey for his first trip, I gave him some orange juice and some weetbix because I was sure this would help ground him and it did. Now here is one of the coolest parts of the trip, my dad had recently bought a Digital HD plasma screen TV and I was watching normal free to air TV on it. Whenever I synced out of reality for abit I could see the signal stuffing up and when I synced back perfectly it would go crystal clear again and not get all that digital weirdness when you loose the signal.
8 – 10am - On TV it was as if I was watching ONE MIND TV because the hosts on some of the channels were like “welcome back!!!! I see you’ve had a fun time floating around in space for that short while but we see you've landed nicely!!!” Another one of the shows I was watching on TV was called Y? Which is like a kids science show. They were explaining the concept of time and how it came to be through the pendulum mechanism and going through every explanation of what TIME really is! The guy was swinging this weight on a stick and they were talking about it then the woman said randomly “but what if the pendulum doesn’t actually exist”!!! Then gave me that freaky cool look and I pissed myself laughing so hard my friend saw it as well and was like WTFFFF. I was also watching this show called totally wild which I must admit was pretty cool, these people were talking about how something was beautiful and they said “well so is the atmosphere on VENUS! But doesn’t mean you go blasting yourself up into space all the time to have a look!!” At the end of the show this guy came on and he took on this very godly mystical look and said “you know what you should do!” And looked directly at me, he said “you should plant a tree!!! Its good for the environment, have a think about that and how you can make this world a better place!” I thought hmmmm he’s got a point!
All I truly want to do now is try and make this world a better place and I have never felt more happier to be alive in my life, I have the strongest desire to live now and help lead as many people to awaken as possible!!
11.01 - I could pinpoint the exact time the trip ended it was 11.01 because my mate said so when is this trip going to end, and I said, well we took it around 11pm and its 12 hours so should be around 11. At 11.01 I felt it end and his mobile phone rang it was his friend L who asked him what had happened and if he was all right, he said yes but said that he would never be delving into the world of psyches again and said he would be staying away from all drugs which I am happy about.
All in all I think my journey with acid has ended, I feel no need for this drug anymore, I have removed the burning inner desire to trip that had all the time when my life was a mess and now I’m going to focus on what’s truly important to me. It was insanely easy to integrate this trip but as I am typing this is still have a slight one mind hangover type thing which should ease in few days before I’m totally back into reality. People all I can say is go with love not fear, fear can take you to some fucked up places and defiantly corrupts the mind love is so purifying and healing.
I HAVE HARDLY ANY HPPD ANYMORE, my trails are back to normal, I have less static and the patterns on surfaces are far less pronounced!! Also some cognitive functions got worse after that last trip that I had and now they are all back to normal and I’m as sharp as ever!! I hope you enjoyed this report and would love to hear some input maybe some people can explain to me some of the things I experienced.
By bikki_muncher
