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LSD + MDMA - experienced-both, first time combo - Candyflip from Hell

roliepolie

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LSD+MDMA -experienced-both, first time combo- Candyflip from Hell

I'd like to start by saying that I truly believe that all things have a purpose. All people have a purpose. All life experiences can have both positive and negative effects, sometimes not showing themselves for quite sometime.

My mindset hadn't been the best lately: I was slightly depressed for no real reason, but mainly at the fact that I had moved back home to Kansas City and hadn't really gone to get a job, or really even left the house very much. I was feeling pretty worthless, and was becoming bored with life. This is totally out of character for me, as I'm usually a fairly happy person.

I go to a 2-day Electronic music Festival that is being held in a Field in St Joseph, Missouri. I arrive at about 9pm, excited as can be about getting out of the house and going to see some people I hadn't seen in almost a year. I move around the party for quite some time with my girlfriend, saw a LOT of old friends, danced to some very exceptional music.

At about 12:00pm, I ingested a Red Spade. It tasted horrible when I chewed it up. It had a distinct taste of MDxx, but with that all to familiar caffeine taste to it as well. No worries, I thought... maybe it'll be a good one. But by 2am I am not feeling anymore than increased sensitivity to light and some nausea. I decide to pull out all of the stops and head to my girlfriend whose friend has some Molly's. I ingest 150mg of MDMA in a non-gelatin capsule at 2:00am.

2:20am the first hints of a really powerful roll are coming on... jaw is clenching, strong rush of energy, almost like a SHOVE towards being happy... I almost felt angry that I didn't have the choice to be happy. I push that strangely out of place thought to the back of my head and try and enjoy my experience. I dance for a while longer and then go to find my girlfriend who is also rolling, though on different pills. She is having a great time, but by 4:00 the experience is over. I'd attribute that to tolerance, more than anything.

3:30am I take 300ug of LSD. It takes a pretty long time until I get any visual distortions, but they finally come. At around 3:50am I find my friend MAGE and tell him that the LSD is coming on strong and that I would need him to look out for me. He said he would, as did several other people. Great news indeed, this would be a very intense experience. At 4:00am, I somehow snuck away from my friends, following a light that I am seeing on the ground... I start dancing in another tent, when I notice a girl who is also dancing rather intently... I looked up and she had a huge smile on her face. That smile, my friends, is the unmistakable smile of a person having a religious experience. I walk over and introduce myself(somehow) and I invite her to the party tent that my friends have set up, but upon arrival, I find that some of them are sleeping in the tent... so we go and meet her friends.

4:12am I enter the HUGE tent. Upon entering I look up at the roof of the tent and watch in awe as it expands to what appears to be a height of 100 feet. There are probably 20 people piled in various spots of the tent, all rolling, some Candyflipping. We sit and talk for a while about whatever comes to mind, most of which is to personal for me to put here(I know I discussed it with a complete stranger, thus people should be very careful about what they say/do on MDMA/LSD)

Suddenly, she gets up and leaves. No worries, there are plenty of tripping/rolling kids to take care of me. At this point in time I lose all track of time. I smoke some high quality marijuana and that increases the effects of the LSD 10-fold. I can feel my roll creaping back up on me, and I think to myself "wow, all of these people here are absolutely in LOVE with life right now... I wonder how many of them will feel that way in a few hours..."

about that time, a very beautiful girl came over to me and began to talk... at first I had trouble understanding her, but after a few moments, I re-introduced myself to her, and shook her hand. She was also candyflipping for the first time, and was having some difficulty with the intensity and the scope of the experience... I asked her what the problem was, and explained that I would help her in any way possible and that everyone in the tent was her friend, and that I would hold her hand. It was then that I introduced her to the joys of "Handsex"

I borrowed some lotion and rubbed it over her hands, making sure to massage them intently in the hopes that I could take the focus off of the thoughts going through her mind and bring her back down to reality some. She explained to me that she had been having a wonderful time, and that the set I had spun about a year ago that she had seen was really good and that she wanted to watch me play again. I must say that for her to remember my face after playing a 2 hour set over a year previous, well, made me quite happy to say the least... I couldn't help but grin bigger(I have been smiling the widest smile for over 2 hours by now)

I am definately peaking at this point. I find myself looking around and losing track of the conversation, but buckle down hard to focus on our fast growing theoretical conversation. It's at this time that a frantic friend(the one I told to watch me) sticks his head into the tent and says something to the effect of "look at all of these ROLIEPOLIE's" then turns and see's me and says "now that is the Roliepolie in particular that I am looking for."

He is about to spin in 30 minutes, and he wants me to come watch. I agree, and then all of the sudden--ENTER GIRLFRIEND--she had been frantickly*sp* trying to find me since I had disappeared. "I thought you were naked in a tree" which made the entire tent roar with laughter. She had just taken some LSD herself, and was beginning to worry about me. I introdced her to all of my new friends, recalling every name(of over 20 people)... this synergy was absolutely beautiful.

7:00am I bid my new friends fare thee well, and proceed over to my friend who is mixing some very hard trance... it's soooooooo bright outside, and I am having trouble watching my friend play. It looked as if all of the trees around me were a mere transparency that were overlapping the ground, which is also looking like a transparency. I draw from this that all things in nature must come together as one to create something beautiful. Nothing is an accident. This experience has been planned specifically for me by God. I have no doubts.

7:35am someone runs over and cuts the sound to the speakers. Someone has overdosed on something(I'll post more about it as I find out...) This is doubtless the worst news I have ever received on LSD. PARTY SHUT DOWN.

On the ride home, I lose track of time, but watch as the world unfold like a picture book. I see the fog covering the ground and watch as the sun pears through the clouds and say out loud "WOW WOW WOW WOW" for the duration of the ride...

I'm still trying to draw insight from this experience, and I'll update as I find this insight.

Though there are a few things which are quite apparent at the face of this trip:

1. There is a God!
2. Everything is pre-ordained to happen.
3. I love LSD.
4. After this experience, I should NEVER feel sad or depressed about ANYTHING again. I am an amazing person, and I have a lot going for me... as long as I never lose sight of that, I'll be fine.
5. when I say candyflip from hell, I say that because I LEFT hell and regained my life :D
 
Well I'm glad your candy-flip was *from* hell =)

nice report man, I hope your resolve not to be depressed sticks :)
 
almost like a SHOVE towards being happy... I almost felt angry that I didn't have the choice to be happy.

I can relate to this feeling. This is why I stopped being a big fan of molly. The way it seems to force me into happiness by beating down my common sense. I mean, no doubt you are "dumbed down" when rolling. I know I cannot handle money well, I lose stuff, I forget what I'm doing, I give stuff away, I share personal stuff with strangers, etc. I bond with people, but then the bond is gone as soon as we are sober and our innate differences come to light.

The image that comes to my mind nowadays of rolling is like the Ren & Stimpy episode about Stimpy's Invention, where Stimpy iinvents a helmet he puts on Ren to make Ren happy at the push of a button.

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I saw this episode while really high once, and it was one of the most horrifying things I've ever witnessed. Even though Ren is begging Stimpy to take the helmet off (showing real fear), Stimpy starts pushing the button. And pushing it. And pushing it. Making Ren happier and happier until he is ridiculously, uncontrollably happy, even while ironing Stimpy's underwear. Until finally Ren finds a hammer and smashes it into his own head to destroy the helmet he is wearing.

Anyway, I guess some of the drugs I am still fond of (like alcohol and weed) do this to some degree, but it never seems like as forceful a push as with molly. And psychedelics seem to open the mind to new paths of thinking that can be profoundly enjoyable (as much as rolling sometimes) without being as forced.

It's been over 6 months since I've rolled, but I'll probably do it again at some future time, but it definitely is not high on my list of drugs.

~psychoblast~
 
exactly... I'm not the first person that has said that either, which makes me happy.
 
Re: LSD+MDMA -experienced-both, first time combo- Candyflip from Hell

roliepolie said:
t I think to myself "wow, all of these people here are absolutely in LOVE with life right now... I wonder how many of them will feel that way in a few hours..."

It sucks that so many people need drugs to discover the enjoyment of life :\ And like BlueDolphin said, it will be interesting to see how your resolve holds...
 
So far the resolve has held... and without any drugs of any kind... I haven't smoked any pot in 4 days, and as a daily user of a 1/4 OZ a day at LEAST of HIGH grade MJ... that is damned good. I simply haven't needed it not to be bitchy...

I might tonight, just to be social or something... but I'm normally a complete asshole when I don't have it... this is a complete 180 degree turn!!!

Tonight... LAZER TAG!!!
 
1/4oz a day!!!! holy damn
I don't think I could suck down that much pot if I had to!
But I know what you mean by considering a 4 day break a major accomplishment... congrats =)

psychoblast: Thanks for posting those Ren & Stimpy pics. Seriously dude, that cracked me up... and I love the way you related Ren & Stimpy to "real life".
 
Yea, Ren and Stimpy is about as real as it gets anymore... :D

Seriously, I was scared that since I had found perfection when I was on LSD that I would never be happy again with anythjing...

now I have the will to find that perfection without any aids of any kind... I cannot wait!
 
thanks... I had another experience with LSD this weekend, and I must say... NOTHING takes me deeper than LSD... and I am VERY experienced with psychedelics.
 
yea definately... since these recent trips, I've not needed Psychedelics to see beauty in the world... it's just come naturally... I have smoked some pot for anxiety I get still though :\
 
Re: LSD+MDMA -experienced-both, first time combo- Candyflip from Hell

roliepolie said:
1. There is a God!
2. Everything is pre-ordained to happen.

Nothing is pre-ordained to happen. The Great Spirit (or God if you will) gives us choices, roads if you will. But we choose the road or path we wish to follow. We make our own decisions. I do believe everything happens for a reason, but I don't believe the Great Spirit is controlling me like a dog on a leash. There are many paths set up for us to travel on. You just got to pick the right one. But again, the Great Spirit has given us free will. Therefore, nothing is written in stone to happen. This theology discussion is way off topic. Sorry. ;)
 
^^
I've had trippin' "revelations" that seemed to make either side of the argument appear completely obvious.

Saying that everything is pre-ordained to happen can be interpreted the same way as saying that everything happens for a reason. The ends can be pre-ordained without having the means directed at every detail.

Nothing wrong with a little off-topic discussion ;)
 
I experienced a total ego loss (my first ego loss too) in my first candyflipping experience, and I was fighting my personal demons in my mind, but weird thing the next day looking back at the experience I was glad that i experienced the hell I was in, because it was very "character building" experience, and it was just too hard to explain in words.... it was kinda like "re-birth" experience, even I am experienced with MDMA and acid, but it was the combo took my breath away because I think I went into the candyflipping experience with expactations and it turned out to be totally different, and realised I probably took bit too much acid in the first place then hour later took a MDM pill, and hitted me like a freight train.... then tired again 2 times and turned out to be a amazing experience. I Love candyflipping..... its very "different".
 
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