reality_check
Bluelighter
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It will be 2 years ago this april since having encountered my 1st psychedelic experience.
Being drunk, stupid and inexperienced i was extremely skeptical of the potential of LSD, unaware of its capability to alter the perspectives of reality. my 1st clash with this material happened at a UV psytrance rave... just me writing that sounds dumb. Hanging from the ceiling were UV green and blue butterflies, on the walls were elaborate UV patterns and pictures (i think i recall one being a purple monkey swinging from a vine but thats irrelevant), the corners of the room were decorated with weird plastic plants and balloons... i havent even got to the trip yet.
me and some mates entered the club at roughly 23:00, we had all (except one trip sitter) dropped 1 medium sized bomb of mdma in the queue, boshing 1 tab of good 250 mite acid 1 hour-ish later, i had never seen a tab look like this before, it was a long, thin strip of cardboard.
the 1st effect of the come-up happened as we were sat down smoking a spliff (yes this was in the club, no one gave a shit that we were smoking ganja, loads of people were doing it) it was other worldly and indescribable, everything seemed so twisted and confusing.
after my confusion shifted we headed over to the dance floor, the weird sound transitions, changing of beats and the dj mixing the different tracks added a whole new dimension to the feeling. the music was being absorbed by my skin, collected and accumulated as a single piece of matter deep inside myself...at the time it was as though this feeling was natural to me and made perfect sence, i had completely forgotten i had taken the acid, i was just so rapped up in the moment. i remember feeling as though there were 2 parts of me in control, the part taking in and tryin to make sense of my feelings and visuals and a subconscious side that was talkin to my mates and controlling my body... this mind set continued throughout most of the night.
we decided to move to the other room, in doing so we had to climb a flight of stairs. the flight was probably 20-30 stairs but it felt like id been climbing them my whole life! it was incredible! i turned to look down at some friends after reaching the top because i was well ahead and i was insanely tall, everything was so small but yet i could still see who everyone was and where we were. weird
entering the second room sent me into a heavy trip, flashing lights and weird clown s on stilts baffled my mind, i was stuck in a trance and my good mate had to pull me out of it. i fought the trip on the way to the dance floor but upon arrival the universe exploded, in a blink of an eye everything went slow-motion, to the extent that people were just noticably moving!! with a very clear headed thought i concluded that this simply could not be real, i looked down to my hand and wiggled my fingers... they seemed perfectly normal in the way they moved, i looked back up but found myself fixated on a bead of sweat on a girls forehead, it felt like it was just inches away from me but in reality it was the other side of the room (like i had super vision lol), sparkling and shining.. it was so incredibly interesting. i drew my attention to someone's clothing, it must have been of thin material, it was gracefully 'warping' with every subtle movement, almost like when a flag blows in the wind, the colour of the garment was so vivid and was greatly contrasted by the shadows of the creases, all moving in slow-mo... everything seemed so peaceful its unreal. i have no idea how long this was going on for as time just completely went out of the window...subconsiously i knew i had to get myself out from this environment. so my 'sober' mind pulled myself away and i headed for the toilet.
for a brief period of time i was fine and thinking clearly, i sat in the toilet cubical for a while, drank some water and had a good talk with a random kid ive never met, i remember him well, i even remember him telling me he was on ketlar.
leaving him and meeting my mates by the bar i light a cigarette and it wrapped itself around my fingers... so weird i even felt the paper texture as it slid around my hand. i sat down with my mates after meeting them, did a couple shots of sambuka and went back to the flashy lights lol. i was focused on something on the wall in the distance (whilst dancing) and it seemed to get further away, then come back into the immediate foreground...very much like a kaleidoscope, very hard to describe :S, one friend left to go to the toilet and when he came back i was submerged into a time warp, it felt like he kept leaving and comming back every few seconds...he'd leave, come back and then everything would go insanely confusing and then he'd leave again and come back again and repeat. at this point my subconscious was lost and i was no longer able to make a shred of sense from anything or anyone. my friends didnt understand anything i was saying and i couldnt understand them, quite a scary situation to be in a suppose but i was too confused to feel emotion :S. time continued to repeat itself and id uncontrollably focus on a different object in each loop of time, very deep.
throughout the night i had a couple more trips and experiences but i just dont know how to describe them :S incredibly out of body!
at the time i was just so confused and everything was so vague but when i look back at the experience i remember the visuals incredibly clear.
for 3 days afterwards i was very scared that i had lost my mind completely, id race around like a had something to do but actually had no clue what it was! everything did eventually fall into place though and 2 years on a really do think i have benefitted immensly from it, making me incredibly creative. Being an artist half way through college at the time i could really see an improvement in my work from the before and after periods and undoubtably wouldnt have got the good grades i got at the end of my course.
as for flashbacks and hppd, then im not so sure.. i havent been placed directly back into a trip when not on acid but i have seen things that remind me of my trip, then again ive seen things that remind me of spain, i would never have noticed if i had never been there :/
for those of you that read this far, thanks
please feel free to tell me any aspects of your trips that you felt were similar to mine, or even if they were completely different im all ears
i love reading different trip stories (Y)
substancecode_LSD
substancecode_MDMA
_combo_
methodcode_oral
Being drunk, stupid and inexperienced i was extremely skeptical of the potential of LSD, unaware of its capability to alter the perspectives of reality. my 1st clash with this material happened at a UV psytrance rave... just me writing that sounds dumb. Hanging from the ceiling were UV green and blue butterflies, on the walls were elaborate UV patterns and pictures (i think i recall one being a purple monkey swinging from a vine but thats irrelevant), the corners of the room were decorated with weird plastic plants and balloons... i havent even got to the trip yet.
me and some mates entered the club at roughly 23:00, we had all (except one trip sitter) dropped 1 medium sized bomb of mdma in the queue, boshing 1 tab of good 250 mite acid 1 hour-ish later, i had never seen a tab look like this before, it was a long, thin strip of cardboard.
the 1st effect of the come-up happened as we were sat down smoking a spliff (yes this was in the club, no one gave a shit that we were smoking ganja, loads of people were doing it) it was other worldly and indescribable, everything seemed so twisted and confusing.
after my confusion shifted we headed over to the dance floor, the weird sound transitions, changing of beats and the dj mixing the different tracks added a whole new dimension to the feeling. the music was being absorbed by my skin, collected and accumulated as a single piece of matter deep inside myself...at the time it was as though this feeling was natural to me and made perfect sence, i had completely forgotten i had taken the acid, i was just so rapped up in the moment. i remember feeling as though there were 2 parts of me in control, the part taking in and tryin to make sense of my feelings and visuals and a subconscious side that was talkin to my mates and controlling my body... this mind set continued throughout most of the night.
we decided to move to the other room, in doing so we had to climb a flight of stairs. the flight was probably 20-30 stairs but it felt like id been climbing them my whole life! it was incredible! i turned to look down at some friends after reaching the top because i was well ahead and i was insanely tall, everything was so small but yet i could still see who everyone was and where we were. weird
entering the second room sent me into a heavy trip, flashing lights and weird clown s on stilts baffled my mind, i was stuck in a trance and my good mate had to pull me out of it. i fought the trip on the way to the dance floor but upon arrival the universe exploded, in a blink of an eye everything went slow-motion, to the extent that people were just noticably moving!! with a very clear headed thought i concluded that this simply could not be real, i looked down to my hand and wiggled my fingers... they seemed perfectly normal in the way they moved, i looked back up but found myself fixated on a bead of sweat on a girls forehead, it felt like it was just inches away from me but in reality it was the other side of the room (like i had super vision lol), sparkling and shining.. it was so incredibly interesting. i drew my attention to someone's clothing, it must have been of thin material, it was gracefully 'warping' with every subtle movement, almost like when a flag blows in the wind, the colour of the garment was so vivid and was greatly contrasted by the shadows of the creases, all moving in slow-mo... everything seemed so peaceful its unreal. i have no idea how long this was going on for as time just completely went out of the window...subconsiously i knew i had to get myself out from this environment. so my 'sober' mind pulled myself away and i headed for the toilet.
for a brief period of time i was fine and thinking clearly, i sat in the toilet cubical for a while, drank some water and had a good talk with a random kid ive never met, i remember him well, i even remember him telling me he was on ketlar.
leaving him and meeting my mates by the bar i light a cigarette and it wrapped itself around my fingers... so weird i even felt the paper texture as it slid around my hand. i sat down with my mates after meeting them, did a couple shots of sambuka and went back to the flashy lights lol. i was focused on something on the wall in the distance (whilst dancing) and it seemed to get further away, then come back into the immediate foreground...very much like a kaleidoscope, very hard to describe :S, one friend left to go to the toilet and when he came back i was submerged into a time warp, it felt like he kept leaving and comming back every few seconds...he'd leave, come back and then everything would go insanely confusing and then he'd leave again and come back again and repeat. at this point my subconscious was lost and i was no longer able to make a shred of sense from anything or anyone. my friends didnt understand anything i was saying and i couldnt understand them, quite a scary situation to be in a suppose but i was too confused to feel emotion :S. time continued to repeat itself and id uncontrollably focus on a different object in each loop of time, very deep.
throughout the night i had a couple more trips and experiences but i just dont know how to describe them :S incredibly out of body!
at the time i was just so confused and everything was so vague but when i look back at the experience i remember the visuals incredibly clear.
for 3 days afterwards i was very scared that i had lost my mind completely, id race around like a had something to do but actually had no clue what it was! everything did eventually fall into place though and 2 years on a really do think i have benefitted immensly from it, making me incredibly creative. Being an artist half way through college at the time i could really see an improvement in my work from the before and after periods and undoubtably wouldnt have got the good grades i got at the end of my course.
as for flashbacks and hppd, then im not so sure.. i havent been placed directly back into a trip when not on acid but i have seen things that remind me of my trip, then again ive seen things that remind me of spain, i would never have noticed if i had never been there :/
for those of you that read this far, thanks
please feel free to tell me any aspects of your trips that you felt were similar to mine, or even if they were completely different im all ears
i love reading different trip stories (Y)
substancecode_LSD
substancecode_MDMA
_combo_
methodcode_oral
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