Flowingbeyond
Bluelighter
LSD & Pot - A meeting with god
Drugs: 3 hits of clean medium high strength LSD and a joint of decent cannabis. I seldomly smoke and the last time Id taken LSD was on the 14th. Before then. Months...
Setting: My good friends house, sitting on a couch trippy posters/moodmusic (greatful dead, tool, guitar)
Preparation: Performed yoga, ate noodles and cottage cheese before hand
, took a multi vitamin, and a good shower.
Health: Good physiological health, my mental state was very inhibited by my spirit.
Duration: 9-30pm - 4:30am(I went to bed)
This is an experience about thought and awareness. I feel like I'm posessed by something good, however I am still human.
I feel that for the past 4 months. Ive been speaking from a higher frequency.... It's asif its no longer me speaking, not unlike it is now. I dont know wheither its true or not, you can be the judge. However - last night I took LSD and the divine gift that serves us, served me. Showed me who I was. I lost consciousness, while high - time and space no longer existed. Neither did saliva for example. I then dropped into the etheric realm. My friends and I fully experienced eachother. We became a symbol that was 3 shapes within a circle, 3 different colors red purple and me which was a rainbow gold mix. I became the Muse and they became my disciples. During this time aswell, Im still suffering withdrawl from pot, which entitles linear thought disruption, loss of self in certain situations, paranoia, and loss in experience in pleasure during 6-8 week cessation of use. This in turn transferred over to my experience which began causing a serious disturbance, because then - I dropped even lower into consciousness and became somewhat of a high being. I had a strong body buzz, almost ethereal.
Next it felt, almost asif I "posessed" my friends to a point where they were dictating my thoughts. Ive always believed I had some kindof significance, asif I were able to send my emotions and thoughts into someone elses being. Almost asif I have a stronger sense of Reiki. I have become very connected to the universe through experiencing drugs, having a very interesting childhood, unique parents. I feel this regardless of drug use, keep in mind I am a very light drug user at this stage in my life.
Now here I am, at the deepest point of my trip where I feel that I became one. That I am dictating the universe, that I have the option of either making things better or worse, and simply dictating what people are capable of... I am in control of my friends, and aslong as I accept my responsibility I fuel the energy within the room. At the time I didnt know what to make of it and was rather confused - shocked by its awesome importance. Thus paranoia set in, this is where things began to shake and rumble. I began to effect my friends, and i felt like the music was fluctuating, maybe it was acid induced. I'm not sure, but this experience was too powerful to explain, I felt the eternal thought chain, and I saw the symbol that is one. I drew it aswell. Ontop of this, one of my friends with us was not on the drug and simply got effected by it - he was connected by us two. He felt the exact same energy. I cant say this is false, or a ruse put on for attention.
I felt that this was the place to explain myself. This is a group of extremely intelligent individuals where some, in cases. Have experienced their own spiritual awakening. If you want philosophy come and get it. I can show you a page you havent read before...
Drugs: 3 hits of clean medium high strength LSD and a joint of decent cannabis. I seldomly smoke and the last time Id taken LSD was on the 14th. Before then. Months...
Setting: My good friends house, sitting on a couch trippy posters/moodmusic (greatful dead, tool, guitar)
Preparation: Performed yoga, ate noodles and cottage cheese before hand
, took a multi vitamin, and a good shower.Health: Good physiological health, my mental state was very inhibited by my spirit.
Duration: 9-30pm - 4:30am(I went to bed)
This is an experience about thought and awareness. I feel like I'm posessed by something good, however I am still human.
I feel that for the past 4 months. Ive been speaking from a higher frequency.... It's asif its no longer me speaking, not unlike it is now. I dont know wheither its true or not, you can be the judge. However - last night I took LSD and the divine gift that serves us, served me. Showed me who I was. I lost consciousness, while high - time and space no longer existed. Neither did saliva for example. I then dropped into the etheric realm. My friends and I fully experienced eachother. We became a symbol that was 3 shapes within a circle, 3 different colors red purple and me which was a rainbow gold mix. I became the Muse and they became my disciples. During this time aswell, Im still suffering withdrawl from pot, which entitles linear thought disruption, loss of self in certain situations, paranoia, and loss in experience in pleasure during 6-8 week cessation of use. This in turn transferred over to my experience which began causing a serious disturbance, because then - I dropped even lower into consciousness and became somewhat of a high being. I had a strong body buzz, almost ethereal.
Next it felt, almost asif I "posessed" my friends to a point where they were dictating my thoughts. Ive always believed I had some kindof significance, asif I were able to send my emotions and thoughts into someone elses being. Almost asif I have a stronger sense of Reiki. I have become very connected to the universe through experiencing drugs, having a very interesting childhood, unique parents. I feel this regardless of drug use, keep in mind I am a very light drug user at this stage in my life.
Now here I am, at the deepest point of my trip where I feel that I became one. That I am dictating the universe, that I have the option of either making things better or worse, and simply dictating what people are capable of... I am in control of my friends, and aslong as I accept my responsibility I fuel the energy within the room. At the time I didnt know what to make of it and was rather confused - shocked by its awesome importance. Thus paranoia set in, this is where things began to shake and rumble. I began to effect my friends, and i felt like the music was fluctuating, maybe it was acid induced. I'm not sure, but this experience was too powerful to explain, I felt the eternal thought chain, and I saw the symbol that is one. I drew it aswell. Ontop of this, one of my friends with us was not on the drug and simply got effected by it - he was connected by us two. He felt the exact same energy. I cant say this is false, or a ruse put on for attention.
I felt that this was the place to explain myself. This is a group of extremely intelligent individuals where some, in cases. Have experienced their own spiritual awakening. If you want philosophy come and get it. I can show you a page you havent read before...
