Triglav
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Apr 26, 2006
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- 318
I was feeling depressed and anxious for the last two months, mostly because of severe MDMA abuse. I started eating healthy, doing sports etc. but found out that i also need something to snap me out of it. MDMA was out of the question - LSD the only tryptamine at hand . . . I was warned to be careful, so i shared one blotter with my GF. Because we ate not long before it took quite some time for the LSD to kick in. In the mean time i started to think that we took too little, so when it hit me i almost lost control over myself, my heart started racing and the anxiety was unbearable. I sat on the bed and calmed myself . . . Zang . . . I was in bliss . . . We started watching national geographic channel, something about deep sea lifeforms and i was awed by all the beauty that existed. It made my "problems" look like nothing compared to nature and life. Everythig was so clear. . . Half a blotter . . . Amazing . . . I took more and never felt like this . . . A full blown +++. Today the problems are still here, but are less threatning. True, the answer was already in me, but LSD helped.
