I have had acid a few times before but never REALLY tripped. Sorry if this is all a little confusing but its hard to remember alot of the details.
I had 2 tabs left from the other weekend so i decided sunday night after work to take them as i had no work on monday. I wasnt expecting much as i had already had 2 of these same tabs about a month ago and all i felt was really spaced out... not a typical trip.
Anyways...
Before i could change my mind i put both tabs in my mouth, leaving them there until they fully dissolved.
I knew it was going to take awhile for it to hit me so i got everything organised, music, smokes, chopped up a huge bowl of weed etc.
around 20 minutes after i dropped i could already feel it starting to hit me, my body was feeling relaxed and i was feeling good.
I had a few cones and by the time i'd pulled those cones i was really starting to trip.
My curtains were moving and swaying as if there was a light breeze in my room, i decided to put some music on now.
I put on Eskimo's album Balloonatic Part II, the music sounded so good! i could feel it going all through my body.
45 minutes into the trip and i was tripping hard, there was a geometric overlay over everything i looked at, and it also looked like i was staring at everything through a fishbowl... everything had a sortof round look to it, if you know what i mean.
I started getting a little anxious at this point because my body felt like it was being pulled and twisted in all sorts of directions and the visuals were insane! I didnt feel like keeping my eyes open because it all seemed to be too much for me.
So i lay down on my bed, got comfy and closed my eyes.
As soon as i closed my eyes i was thrown into an alternate world, there were colours and images and patterns so psychedelic, things i've never even seen before.
I felt like the music was speaking to me, all the samples and stuff were all so relative at that point in time, it felt like they were there specifically for me.
Time becomes lost now for the next few hours, i just lay there in my own little world listening to the music and appreciating the beauty of what i was seeing.
I couldnt remember if my eyes were opened or closed, they felt open because everything i was seeing was so real! But of course they werent, i opened my eyes and everything was like WHOA! my room and surroundings were just thrown into my face, the geometric overlay was insane now, i could barely make out what was what, everything was twisting and turning.
I decided to have another cone.
As soon as i breathed out i felt like i was thrown into the next level, everything felt like it was rushing towards me it was confusing, scary, amazing and beautiful at the same time.
I still couldnt handle the open eyes just yet so i laid back down to go back into my little world.
I cant remember much of what i really saw in that little world, everything seemed unrelated, all the images seemed like they were random, and didnt really mean anything. I got the feeling though that there was someone watching me in these dreams, a shadow kept going over my visions, it wasnt a scary shadow though, it was comforting.
I got the feeling that my mind was going to war. There were evil spirits and good spirits. The evil spirits being all the negative and bad in my mind and the good spirits being the positive and good. I didnt get to see this battle but i knew it was going on somewhere.
At some point i'd gotten myself into a loop. The images would play around in my mind for awhile and then my perspective of everything went all sideways and weird, then would go back to normal. It did this quite a few times and i got sick of it. So decided to do something different to get out of this loop.
At this point it was around 4 hours after I'd eaten the tabs. (time had come back, as i'd looked at the clock)
I decided to have another cone and move out to the loungeroom and watch some TV because i had had enough of being inside my head for now.
There was a animation marathon on FOX so i sat down and got comfy, i knew nothing was going to make sense to me but watching the TV seemed a little more real to me then anything else.
I couldnt keep my attention on the TV though, the blanket on the floor was doing amazing things! Inside my geometric patterns on the blanket was a seductive looking woman, all i could see were here lips and part of her face but she was so beautiful and radiated with sexiness.
I was seeing her everywhere. I decided she was a goddess of some kind, beauty perhaps. I sat watching her for ages, appreciating how beautiful she was.
I had enough of the cartoons so i changed to the music channel for awhile, thinking i would like to listen to something other then psy.
I laid down again, on the couch this time and went back into my head.
This time i saw so many beautiful women, possibly goddesses of other things, dancing and being seductive in my head. The women were all different colours, Purple, Green, Blue, and a pinkish colour. I felt like they each represented something.
The purple lady kept changing and deforming into something more evil and sinister, She was beautiful to begin with, then she was evil, armour all over her body and a scary looking face.
The Green lady was beautiful, but i felt like she represented jealousy, She was the most dominant of all the ladies.
The blue lady was free, like air, mystical and magical.
The pink lady was playful and full of fun.
There was also a lighter greenish/blueish lady as well, but everytime i looked into her eyes she changed into a tiger with the same eyes.
There were others but i cant remember them with as much detail, some were good and some were not.
Most of these women seemed to be on the side of good. (remember my mind was battling the good and evil.) And i felt like they were all in separate parts of my mind, battling the evil, and healing and repairing the damage caused.
I was starting to make more sense of everything i was seeing in my head.
I was journeying to all the different parts of my mind. Each part of my mind was a different complex system, all different from eachother but similar. I could see the damage and destruction inside my head.
One part of my mind i went to looked like it was rotting away, everything was all dark and bland colours. There was what seemed to be a branch leading somewhere, possibly to another part of my mind, the branch was rotting and decayed.
In another part everything was all made of some sort of metal, and the major colour was blue, i cant remember what the broken part of my mind here looked like but i know there was one.
I decide to open my eyes again and listen to some more psytrance, so i put eskimo's cd back on.
I sat staring at my lounge for ages. Its leather so theres lots of crinkles and stuff in the lounge. Whoa... It was starting to get really intense staring at this lounge so i looked away to my walls.
My walls are made of stone so they are interesting to look at even when not tripping.
So many patterns and stuff in my walls.
After staring for awhile i could see a different pattern forming. The geometric pattern was still there, but if i didnt focus on that i could see a bigger pattern emerging, this pattern was more playful though, like... cartoonish animations etc.
And then there was yet another pattern! all the stones on my wall seemed to be making a pattern of tribal symbols, this was insane! three different patterns to focus on.
Its now been almost 6 hours and my trip is still going strong, i wonder when its going to end, Its been enjoyable but i want to be able to see things normally again! all the patterns and stuff start getting annoying because i cant see anything properly. So again i delve back into my mind because at least what i see there is normal and not all distorted.
This time when i close my eyes, i journey back into the broken parts of my mind and i can see they are being fixed. The rotting limb appears to be all bandaged up and all the other parts of my mind are in stages of reparation as well.
I float around in my mind for awhile and when i open my eyes again its almost been 8 hours since the trip started.
Inside my geometric patterns are still the seductive goddess, she's everywhere.
I wonder when its going to end. My jaw and head are really sore, it feels like its been stuck in a vice for most of the night, when i open my jaw slighly it feels like its vibrating, so i close it and go back to clenching it, it hurts a little clenching it but it feels better then it vibrating and shaking.
I sit up and watch TV for awhile, as the sun starts to come up i can see that everything is starting to return back to normal. The people on the tv dont appear to be morphing and changing around as much, and the geometric overlay isnt as strong as it was before.
I watch the tv for awhile, around 12 hours after trip started i fell asleep.
I wake a couple of hours later, feeling better, my head and jaw are no longer sore and all i feel is a little tired.
Theres so much more i cant remember now, but probably will after i submit this!
Two days later and i still feel mentally drained from all this, i slept almost 17 hours between monday night and now.
I feel good about myself now though, happier and more at peace
I had 2 tabs left from the other weekend so i decided sunday night after work to take them as i had no work on monday. I wasnt expecting much as i had already had 2 of these same tabs about a month ago and all i felt was really spaced out... not a typical trip.
Anyways...
Before i could change my mind i put both tabs in my mouth, leaving them there until they fully dissolved.
I knew it was going to take awhile for it to hit me so i got everything organised, music, smokes, chopped up a huge bowl of weed etc.
around 20 minutes after i dropped i could already feel it starting to hit me, my body was feeling relaxed and i was feeling good.
I had a few cones and by the time i'd pulled those cones i was really starting to trip.
My curtains were moving and swaying as if there was a light breeze in my room, i decided to put some music on now.
I put on Eskimo's album Balloonatic Part II, the music sounded so good! i could feel it going all through my body.
45 minutes into the trip and i was tripping hard, there was a geometric overlay over everything i looked at, and it also looked like i was staring at everything through a fishbowl... everything had a sortof round look to it, if you know what i mean.
I started getting a little anxious at this point because my body felt like it was being pulled and twisted in all sorts of directions and the visuals were insane! I didnt feel like keeping my eyes open because it all seemed to be too much for me.
So i lay down on my bed, got comfy and closed my eyes.
As soon as i closed my eyes i was thrown into an alternate world, there were colours and images and patterns so psychedelic, things i've never even seen before.
I felt like the music was speaking to me, all the samples and stuff were all so relative at that point in time, it felt like they were there specifically for me.
Time becomes lost now for the next few hours, i just lay there in my own little world listening to the music and appreciating the beauty of what i was seeing.
I couldnt remember if my eyes were opened or closed, they felt open because everything i was seeing was so real! But of course they werent, i opened my eyes and everything was like WHOA! my room and surroundings were just thrown into my face, the geometric overlay was insane now, i could barely make out what was what, everything was twisting and turning.
I decided to have another cone.
As soon as i breathed out i felt like i was thrown into the next level, everything felt like it was rushing towards me it was confusing, scary, amazing and beautiful at the same time.
I still couldnt handle the open eyes just yet so i laid back down to go back into my little world.
I cant remember much of what i really saw in that little world, everything seemed unrelated, all the images seemed like they were random, and didnt really mean anything. I got the feeling though that there was someone watching me in these dreams, a shadow kept going over my visions, it wasnt a scary shadow though, it was comforting.
I got the feeling that my mind was going to war. There were evil spirits and good spirits. The evil spirits being all the negative and bad in my mind and the good spirits being the positive and good. I didnt get to see this battle but i knew it was going on somewhere.
At some point i'd gotten myself into a loop. The images would play around in my mind for awhile and then my perspective of everything went all sideways and weird, then would go back to normal. It did this quite a few times and i got sick of it. So decided to do something different to get out of this loop.
At this point it was around 4 hours after I'd eaten the tabs. (time had come back, as i'd looked at the clock)
I decided to have another cone and move out to the loungeroom and watch some TV because i had had enough of being inside my head for now.
There was a animation marathon on FOX so i sat down and got comfy, i knew nothing was going to make sense to me but watching the TV seemed a little more real to me then anything else.
I couldnt keep my attention on the TV though, the blanket on the floor was doing amazing things! Inside my geometric patterns on the blanket was a seductive looking woman, all i could see were here lips and part of her face but she was so beautiful and radiated with sexiness.
I was seeing her everywhere. I decided she was a goddess of some kind, beauty perhaps. I sat watching her for ages, appreciating how beautiful she was.
I had enough of the cartoons so i changed to the music channel for awhile, thinking i would like to listen to something other then psy.
I laid down again, on the couch this time and went back into my head.
This time i saw so many beautiful women, possibly goddesses of other things, dancing and being seductive in my head. The women were all different colours, Purple, Green, Blue, and a pinkish colour. I felt like they each represented something.
The purple lady kept changing and deforming into something more evil and sinister, She was beautiful to begin with, then she was evil, armour all over her body and a scary looking face.
The Green lady was beautiful, but i felt like she represented jealousy, She was the most dominant of all the ladies.
The blue lady was free, like air, mystical and magical.
The pink lady was playful and full of fun.
There was also a lighter greenish/blueish lady as well, but everytime i looked into her eyes she changed into a tiger with the same eyes.
There were others but i cant remember them with as much detail, some were good and some were not.
Most of these women seemed to be on the side of good. (remember my mind was battling the good and evil.) And i felt like they were all in separate parts of my mind, battling the evil, and healing and repairing the damage caused.
I was starting to make more sense of everything i was seeing in my head.
I was journeying to all the different parts of my mind. Each part of my mind was a different complex system, all different from eachother but similar. I could see the damage and destruction inside my head.
One part of my mind i went to looked like it was rotting away, everything was all dark and bland colours. There was what seemed to be a branch leading somewhere, possibly to another part of my mind, the branch was rotting and decayed.
In another part everything was all made of some sort of metal, and the major colour was blue, i cant remember what the broken part of my mind here looked like but i know there was one.
I decide to open my eyes again and listen to some more psytrance, so i put eskimo's cd back on.
I sat staring at my lounge for ages. Its leather so theres lots of crinkles and stuff in the lounge. Whoa... It was starting to get really intense staring at this lounge so i looked away to my walls.
My walls are made of stone so they are interesting to look at even when not tripping.
So many patterns and stuff in my walls.
After staring for awhile i could see a different pattern forming. The geometric pattern was still there, but if i didnt focus on that i could see a bigger pattern emerging, this pattern was more playful though, like... cartoonish animations etc.
And then there was yet another pattern! all the stones on my wall seemed to be making a pattern of tribal symbols, this was insane! three different patterns to focus on.
Its now been almost 6 hours and my trip is still going strong, i wonder when its going to end, Its been enjoyable but i want to be able to see things normally again! all the patterns and stuff start getting annoying because i cant see anything properly. So again i delve back into my mind because at least what i see there is normal and not all distorted.
This time when i close my eyes, i journey back into the broken parts of my mind and i can see they are being fixed. The rotting limb appears to be all bandaged up and all the other parts of my mind are in stages of reparation as well.
I float around in my mind for awhile and when i open my eyes again its almost been 8 hours since the trip started.
Inside my geometric patterns are still the seductive goddess, she's everywhere.
I wonder when its going to end. My jaw and head are really sore, it feels like its been stuck in a vice for most of the night, when i open my jaw slighly it feels like its vibrating, so i close it and go back to clenching it, it hurts a little clenching it but it feels better then it vibrating and shaking.
I sit up and watch TV for awhile, as the sun starts to come up i can see that everything is starting to return back to normal. The people on the tv dont appear to be morphing and changing around as much, and the geometric overlay isnt as strong as it was before.
I watch the tv for awhile, around 12 hours after trip started i fell asleep.
I wake a couple of hours later, feeling better, my head and jaw are no longer sore and all i feel is a little tired.
Theres so much more i cant remember now, but probably will after i submit this!
Two days later and i still feel mentally drained from all this, i slept almost 17 hours between monday night and now.
I feel good about myself now though, happier and more at peace
