Okay so I've tripped about 20 or so times and I've never really enjoyed it but I keep doing it because my best friend seems to like it. I usually trip with him and did so this time as well, I'm gonna call him Tom. This is by far the worst experience I have ever had on LSD.
This was about a week ago but I can't stop thinking about it so I decided to write it all out and share it. We both took two tabs and we felt it almost immediately. It started off feeling as if I was choking and nauseous. I felt like I was drowning and for a while in the beginning I thought we were gonna die. Things started to get better (at least the way I physically felt) but then I started feeling an impending doom. I knew it was the LSD so I just tried to ignore it and talk to Tom about random things but whenever I looked at the TV (which was getting more and more ominous looking) I felt as if he was staring at me and when I looked back he was. He wouldn't stop and I kept brushing it off but it kept happening so I asked why he was. He just said he wasn't or something but he clearly was.
I eventually started trying to distract myself by walking around and talking about random stuff. Tom is still watching me and I feel as if I'm going insane. I keep going from hearing too many things to hearing almost nothing.
Eventually we both take a restroom break but when I'm done (which was hard as hell) I get back to the living room and he's nowhere so I'm freaked out and don't want to be alone so I go into his room to see what he's doing. He's just standing in the restroom and looks at me like I'm some kind of monster and honestly he looked scary as well. I ignore it and say he should come sit down with me because I don't want to be alone but he eyes me with suspicion, I can see he doesn't trust me. I try to sound normal and not freak him out but he looks seconds from locking himself away and never coming out. I cannot trip alone because I get scared very easily while tripping so I really needed him. I was panicking so much, I just wanted him to trust me and hangout.
I finally get him to come out but he's still watching me and things feel incredibly awkward. He's obviously freaking out so I tell him to relax and that I'm freaking out too but he needs to find something to keep him grounded. To try to focus on what's happening in the show. He says he can't even watch it and that it's scaring him. It's scaring me too and it feels like all the characters are looking at me so we decide to just put on some music. I do it all because he can't really do anything and I put on what he asks me to. Everything we put on looks and sounds evil, like demon music and I start to feel like I'm in hell. I know I'm not and I cling to that idea and manage to calm down but my friend keeps saying we're in hell and we're dead. I keep trying to calm him down and remind him that it will come to an end after a while but I can tell he doesn't believe a word I'm saying.
Everything negative Tom's saying is starting to get to me and I feel like crying and the room starts falling apart. I start tell him how I feel and he's giving me this insane look and starts laughing and saying that he wants to kill someone too. I immediately feel more terrified than I have ever been before and tell him that wasn't what I was talking about and he looks disappointed. This is the point when I start feeling even more doom. I think my friend is going to kill me. He keeps talking about blood and laughing about people dying and I keep asking him to please stop but he won't. At one point he even puts on a scary mask and starts laughing and acting crazy! I just feel like my best friend is going to try to kill me on LSD and wonder if I could even protect myself without hurting him. I have terrible control of my body and bump into everything. Everything is moving and Tom's face is starting to become disfigured. I go to the restroom to try to relax but I can't and looking at myself in the mirror I feel like I'm looking at a demon. Everything I see is looking this way and I'm seeing insects crawling everywhere.
When I come back and Tom is messing with his face and saying he wants to rip it off and I tell him not to and have to talk him down from attempting to. Time is barely passing and I just want the trip to be over so I can stop worrying about what Tom is doing. He keeps talking about being stuck in a loop that we keep doing the same thing and I sort of feel the same so I say we should try doing something different, but even though we do he still thinks things are repeating itself. After a few hours of hell it seems to be going down and I feel exhausted and I ache all over my body. Things are better from then on and then it's mostly over.
That was it, idk if this is normal while tripping or why it was so bad this time but I don't feel like doing it for awhile. I need a mental break.
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This was about a week ago but I can't stop thinking about it so I decided to write it all out and share it. We both took two tabs and we felt it almost immediately. It started off feeling as if I was choking and nauseous. I felt like I was drowning and for a while in the beginning I thought we were gonna die. Things started to get better (at least the way I physically felt) but then I started feeling an impending doom. I knew it was the LSD so I just tried to ignore it and talk to Tom about random things but whenever I looked at the TV (which was getting more and more ominous looking) I felt as if he was staring at me and when I looked back he was. He wouldn't stop and I kept brushing it off but it kept happening so I asked why he was. He just said he wasn't or something but he clearly was.
I eventually started trying to distract myself by walking around and talking about random stuff. Tom is still watching me and I feel as if I'm going insane. I keep going from hearing too many things to hearing almost nothing.
Eventually we both take a restroom break but when I'm done (which was hard as hell) I get back to the living room and he's nowhere so I'm freaked out and don't want to be alone so I go into his room to see what he's doing. He's just standing in the restroom and looks at me like I'm some kind of monster and honestly he looked scary as well. I ignore it and say he should come sit down with me because I don't want to be alone but he eyes me with suspicion, I can see he doesn't trust me. I try to sound normal and not freak him out but he looks seconds from locking himself away and never coming out. I cannot trip alone because I get scared very easily while tripping so I really needed him. I was panicking so much, I just wanted him to trust me and hangout.
I finally get him to come out but he's still watching me and things feel incredibly awkward. He's obviously freaking out so I tell him to relax and that I'm freaking out too but he needs to find something to keep him grounded. To try to focus on what's happening in the show. He says he can't even watch it and that it's scaring him. It's scaring me too and it feels like all the characters are looking at me so we decide to just put on some music. I do it all because he can't really do anything and I put on what he asks me to. Everything we put on looks and sounds evil, like demon music and I start to feel like I'm in hell. I know I'm not and I cling to that idea and manage to calm down but my friend keeps saying we're in hell and we're dead. I keep trying to calm him down and remind him that it will come to an end after a while but I can tell he doesn't believe a word I'm saying.
Everything negative Tom's saying is starting to get to me and I feel like crying and the room starts falling apart. I start tell him how I feel and he's giving me this insane look and starts laughing and saying that he wants to kill someone too. I immediately feel more terrified than I have ever been before and tell him that wasn't what I was talking about and he looks disappointed. This is the point when I start feeling even more doom. I think my friend is going to kill me. He keeps talking about blood and laughing about people dying and I keep asking him to please stop but he won't. At one point he even puts on a scary mask and starts laughing and acting crazy! I just feel like my best friend is going to try to kill me on LSD and wonder if I could even protect myself without hurting him. I have terrible control of my body and bump into everything. Everything is moving and Tom's face is starting to become disfigured. I go to the restroom to try to relax but I can't and looking at myself in the mirror I feel like I'm looking at a demon. Everything I see is looking this way and I'm seeing insects crawling everywhere.
When I come back and Tom is messing with his face and saying he wants to rip it off and I tell him not to and have to talk him down from attempting to. Time is barely passing and I just want the trip to be over so I can stop worrying about what Tom is doing. He keeps talking about being stuck in a loop that we keep doing the same thing and I sort of feel the same so I say we should try doing something different, but even though we do he still thinks things are repeating itself. After a few hours of hell it seems to be going down and I feel exhausted and I ache all over my body. Things are better from then on and then it's mostly over.
That was it, idk if this is normal while tripping or why it was so bad this time but I don't feel like doing it for awhile. I need a mental break.
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