malakaix
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Apr 12, 2008
- Messages
- 3,054
So this was my second time on LSD, attended a Bush Doof (Underground Rave). The first time i took a single tab, and mixed it up taking a pill and smoking pot.. which didn't go well for me because most of the time i was just paranoid and anxious.
Arrived at the event, checked out the place.. and then went on the hunt for some tabs, found a guy selling after a few minutes and bought 3 tabs, dropped 2 1/2 and started to just relax myself with friends waiting for the kick in.
Was hanging around around our cars away from the main stage when the drugs began to take hold my friend and i just started laughing about absolutely nothing.. and i became very heavy and overwhelmed, i knew it was coming on at this point and prepared myself.
We sat around a bit still laughing, and then decided to move over towards one of the many bonfires around the place, relaxed there in chairs with our other mates for a bit. This is where the trip started to get quite visual, i was staring at the tree's above me which looked as if the leaves were splitting apart, everything started to become cartoony and it felt like the world around me was breathing in and out, i had mass difficulty communicating with anyone at this point. I just wasn't able to get my words out, along with the fact that anyone i went to speak too.. there face looked some a crazy cartoon and there eyes were massive like anime eyes.. so i would just stare at them. One girl in particular who i managed to ask 'what have you taken?' she replied "some crack, a pill and a tab" i started laughing. And I dunno why but as soon as she mentioned all those drugs, the image of her face changed from a cartoon to a dark, dragged out face.. and i just stared at her in disbelief, she got freaked out i guess and said "Stop IT!", this freaked me out.. and i ran away from that area.
I had an uneasy confrontation with some stranger around now, he came upto me and said "hey, how are you doing" i think i just said "hey" and stared into space off to the side for what seemed like 10mins, but i guess it was just a few seconds cause he then bumps me again and says "i ask you how your doing, but you dont ask me?" and i got really worried around this point, because i had forgotten who he even was or what i had said previously.. all i could reply with was "Uhh aargh man.. im tripping haha" He then started talking about a goblin, but i couldn't keep up and just walked off.
At this point the DJ on at the time was making some of the weirdest sounds i've ever heard in my life, it sounded like twisted garbled alien music, and i kept questioning myself as to weather im really hearing what im hearing or if it's the acid. I was still quite confused at this point and not 'happy'.. just really spaced out by how cartoony everything had become.
I decided to go sit in the car a bit with some of my friends and see if i could warm up a bit and just relax, so i wondered over there, hopped in and became involved in a discussion with one of the chicks about pulsating veins we could both see on my jeans. I also became fascinated that there were small sections of my jeans where it had been magnified by 100x and i could see the little bits of stitching in different areas. People came in and out over time, untill it was just me in the car by myself in the dark.. which surprisingly didn't freak me out.. i was enjoying watching the boarders of the windows create tracers of them selfs.
After a little while i decided to step out of the car and was offered a lollipop by a friend, i sucked on this for a while untill i realized something as i was sucking on it, it was as if i could separate taste inside my mouth. One half of my tongue was tasting watermelon from the lollipop and the other was tasting my own gum/saliva.. this was one of the most intense parts of my trip and i became fascinated by it.
At this point i was feeling pretty good and warmer.. so i wanted to go dance to the acid music at the DJ stage (My friends were still tripping out at the bonfires). I had wanted to try dancing on acid, because i was told it's amazing. And OMG, i've never felt ANYTHING like it before.. you havn't danced untill you've done it on acid. I walked upto the stomping area, and started to dance with the beat.. which quickly turned into the beat controlling me. I didn't even know i was capable of such movements with my body, i had my eyes closed and was letting the music animate me. Whenever the DJ would scratch the disc backwards, it would feel like i was winding back up, he would pause briefly and so would i, and then it would break down into a loud bassy thumping.. in which my body just started moving on its own. I was able to let my body do the work and sync with the beats of the music while i saw patterns behind my eyes. When i did open them.. everyone around me was in the same trance like state with there body's, was an awesome feeling... but it didn't last.
About half way through this dancing, i became extremely worried, my mind came to the conclusion that 'This was life' that life existed as dancing mindlessly to thumping music, that there was nothing outside of it. This became intense for me and i couldn't understand it, as a pause came within the beats.. i escaped the trance like state i was in, and retreated back too the bonfire with my friends, seeing them reminded me of where i was and what was happening, and i felt better. I sat with them for a while.. just staring at the fire contemplating what i just felt.. i saw what looked like snakes just sitting in the fire, lifeless.. burning, i thought nothing of it and just focused on trying to keep warm, i started to get extremely cold, and realized that the only way i was gonna warm up again and not sit here digging deep into my thoughts and been paranoid was to get back to dancing.
I moved back too the stage and got back into a trance like state, and was in pure bliss, didn't have any ego problems, and i just took it in and embraced it. The dancing helped relieve me of any social awquadness or paranoia i was having because it felt 'simple'. This particular part still makes me think however.. because during the dancing i thought to myself 'If i died right now, i wouldn't care' and it wasn't something i just thought because i was feeling good, i literally thought it.
As morning broke i started to slow down because my body was drained, visuals were pretty much gone, my mind was just collecting my thoughts, people came around with fruit baskets, and i was amazed at how good the Apple tasted.
This was really the ending of my trip, and i was just spacing out a lot. But it was definitely one of the most intense experience's of my life, and i still cant get over how amazingly good dancing to Psytrance/Acid Music felt in front of an awesome DJ sound system.
substancecode_LSD
substancecode_acid
substancecode_lollipop
Arrived at the event, checked out the place.. and then went on the hunt for some tabs, found a guy selling after a few minutes and bought 3 tabs, dropped 2 1/2 and started to just relax myself with friends waiting for the kick in.
Was hanging around around our cars away from the main stage when the drugs began to take hold my friend and i just started laughing about absolutely nothing.. and i became very heavy and overwhelmed, i knew it was coming on at this point and prepared myself.
We sat around a bit still laughing, and then decided to move over towards one of the many bonfires around the place, relaxed there in chairs with our other mates for a bit. This is where the trip started to get quite visual, i was staring at the tree's above me which looked as if the leaves were splitting apart, everything started to become cartoony and it felt like the world around me was breathing in and out, i had mass difficulty communicating with anyone at this point. I just wasn't able to get my words out, along with the fact that anyone i went to speak too.. there face looked some a crazy cartoon and there eyes were massive like anime eyes.. so i would just stare at them. One girl in particular who i managed to ask 'what have you taken?' she replied "some crack, a pill and a tab" i started laughing. And I dunno why but as soon as she mentioned all those drugs, the image of her face changed from a cartoon to a dark, dragged out face.. and i just stared at her in disbelief, she got freaked out i guess and said "Stop IT!", this freaked me out.. and i ran away from that area.
I had an uneasy confrontation with some stranger around now, he came upto me and said "hey, how are you doing" i think i just said "hey" and stared into space off to the side for what seemed like 10mins, but i guess it was just a few seconds cause he then bumps me again and says "i ask you how your doing, but you dont ask me?" and i got really worried around this point, because i had forgotten who he even was or what i had said previously.. all i could reply with was "Uhh aargh man.. im tripping haha" He then started talking about a goblin, but i couldn't keep up and just walked off.
At this point the DJ on at the time was making some of the weirdest sounds i've ever heard in my life, it sounded like twisted garbled alien music, and i kept questioning myself as to weather im really hearing what im hearing or if it's the acid. I was still quite confused at this point and not 'happy'.. just really spaced out by how cartoony everything had become.
I decided to go sit in the car a bit with some of my friends and see if i could warm up a bit and just relax, so i wondered over there, hopped in and became involved in a discussion with one of the chicks about pulsating veins we could both see on my jeans. I also became fascinated that there were small sections of my jeans where it had been magnified by 100x and i could see the little bits of stitching in different areas. People came in and out over time, untill it was just me in the car by myself in the dark.. which surprisingly didn't freak me out.. i was enjoying watching the boarders of the windows create tracers of them selfs.
After a little while i decided to step out of the car and was offered a lollipop by a friend, i sucked on this for a while untill i realized something as i was sucking on it, it was as if i could separate taste inside my mouth. One half of my tongue was tasting watermelon from the lollipop and the other was tasting my own gum/saliva.. this was one of the most intense parts of my trip and i became fascinated by it.
At this point i was feeling pretty good and warmer.. so i wanted to go dance to the acid music at the DJ stage (My friends were still tripping out at the bonfires). I had wanted to try dancing on acid, because i was told it's amazing. And OMG, i've never felt ANYTHING like it before.. you havn't danced untill you've done it on acid. I walked upto the stomping area, and started to dance with the beat.. which quickly turned into the beat controlling me. I didn't even know i was capable of such movements with my body, i had my eyes closed and was letting the music animate me. Whenever the DJ would scratch the disc backwards, it would feel like i was winding back up, he would pause briefly and so would i, and then it would break down into a loud bassy thumping.. in which my body just started moving on its own. I was able to let my body do the work and sync with the beats of the music while i saw patterns behind my eyes. When i did open them.. everyone around me was in the same trance like state with there body's, was an awesome feeling... but it didn't last.
About half way through this dancing, i became extremely worried, my mind came to the conclusion that 'This was life' that life existed as dancing mindlessly to thumping music, that there was nothing outside of it. This became intense for me and i couldn't understand it, as a pause came within the beats.. i escaped the trance like state i was in, and retreated back too the bonfire with my friends, seeing them reminded me of where i was and what was happening, and i felt better. I sat with them for a while.. just staring at the fire contemplating what i just felt.. i saw what looked like snakes just sitting in the fire, lifeless.. burning, i thought nothing of it and just focused on trying to keep warm, i started to get extremely cold, and realized that the only way i was gonna warm up again and not sit here digging deep into my thoughts and been paranoid was to get back to dancing.
I moved back too the stage and got back into a trance like state, and was in pure bliss, didn't have any ego problems, and i just took it in and embraced it. The dancing helped relieve me of any social awquadness or paranoia i was having because it felt 'simple'. This particular part still makes me think however.. because during the dancing i thought to myself 'If i died right now, i wouldn't care' and it wasn't something i just thought because i was feeling good, i literally thought it.
As morning broke i started to slow down because my body was drained, visuals were pretty much gone, my mind was just collecting my thoughts, people came around with fruit baskets, and i was amazed at how good the Apple tasted.
This was really the ending of my trip, and i was just spacing out a lot. But it was definitely one of the most intense experience's of my life, and i still cant get over how amazingly good dancing to Psytrance/Acid Music felt in front of an awesome DJ sound system.
substancecode_LSD
substancecode_acid
substancecode_lollipop
Last edited by a moderator:
dancing on acid! Walk around with a permanant smile & ppl will leave U alone. Nice 2 hear 'cid is readily available where U live. Sounds like good stuff too! Were they gel-tabs or paper?
