LSD experienced.
People everywhere in the world try and solve mysteries of life, most live throughout their entire existence without questioning any and all concepts incrusted in our society. Before last night, i believed these people just were ignorant, or couldn't graspt the concept that there is no point to their existence. The idea can be spirit crushing, although in the long run i believe a better way to live your life fully.
By knowing that there is no bigger purpose, in a search for a higher power or some reason for our petty existence as human beings. We would never know how far ahead we've gotten, or how far behind we've gotten. Because of the human's mind's natural limits we've learned to live with, most are unable to fathom or even begin to discuss how much more we are capable of.
History has been unwinding and rewinding itself in an endless cycle for greed, seek for power, bettering society and making your and my own life safe while hoping for a better living of all our lives. This to me seems now impossible. Problems in the world are sprouting like weeds, we fix one problem and as soon as that is fixed another arises. you cannot fix one side of the equation without fixing the other, they will automatically unbalance each other and in the end destroy the perfect balance you were originally trying to achieve. what i'm trying to say is you cannot isolate the problems and fix them one by one, you need to fix them all at once, which is impossible, hence we are doomed to keep struggling for a very long time.
Everything has been done before somewhere, every word or sentence as unique as it sounds, someone has done something similar at some point in history. We are here unraveling concepts to no end, but all doing the same, we are bouncing off each other's ideals and in that way, we are all connected.
It takes 2 or more theory's to entertwine, in order to solve the deeper mysteries of life as we do NOT know it. All we know is fake in some way, our brain, as useful a tool as it is, is deceiving. Sensory perceptions are all made up in your brain. What is real? what is not? on hallucinogens you cannot tell. On a sober level, you're completely lost and do not even question the norm because that is what your brain tells you and you have accepted that consciousness as yourself, well you shouldn't. You are not your brain. Even if it may be true on a clinical level that you cannot survive without it, it is still only a tool, you are your consciousness, whereever it may reside.
i could right more, i need to think more. in conclusion i like the thoughts provoked on LSD, a dangerous drug(my friend i was with became schizofrenic [sp?] and delusional. me and my father had to call his parents and...he threw a glass onto floor out of nowhere in front of my dad and i. his personality had completely been altered. he thought he was more capable of sustaining sanity with that much lsd in him than he able of handling.) once he had left i was starting to peak, he had taken it earlier, i spent two or three hours talking to my father about meditation purposes and what i just told all of you. a very enlightening experience to say the least. these concepts were not alien to me beforehand, i feel this trip helped me organize and understand them better.
i hope i have explained my rambling in a comprehensive manner. Mods please feel free to move this whereever(thoughts and awareness? i wasnt sure.)
My name is thomas and i'm 16 years old.
People everywhere in the world try and solve mysteries of life, most live throughout their entire existence without questioning any and all concepts incrusted in our society. Before last night, i believed these people just were ignorant, or couldn't graspt the concept that there is no point to their existence. The idea can be spirit crushing, although in the long run i believe a better way to live your life fully.
By knowing that there is no bigger purpose, in a search for a higher power or some reason for our petty existence as human beings. We would never know how far ahead we've gotten, or how far behind we've gotten. Because of the human's mind's natural limits we've learned to live with, most are unable to fathom or even begin to discuss how much more we are capable of.
History has been unwinding and rewinding itself in an endless cycle for greed, seek for power, bettering society and making your and my own life safe while hoping for a better living of all our lives. This to me seems now impossible. Problems in the world are sprouting like weeds, we fix one problem and as soon as that is fixed another arises. you cannot fix one side of the equation without fixing the other, they will automatically unbalance each other and in the end destroy the perfect balance you were originally trying to achieve. what i'm trying to say is you cannot isolate the problems and fix them one by one, you need to fix them all at once, which is impossible, hence we are doomed to keep struggling for a very long time.
Everything has been done before somewhere, every word or sentence as unique as it sounds, someone has done something similar at some point in history. We are here unraveling concepts to no end, but all doing the same, we are bouncing off each other's ideals and in that way, we are all connected.
It takes 2 or more theory's to entertwine, in order to solve the deeper mysteries of life as we do NOT know it. All we know is fake in some way, our brain, as useful a tool as it is, is deceiving. Sensory perceptions are all made up in your brain. What is real? what is not? on hallucinogens you cannot tell. On a sober level, you're completely lost and do not even question the norm because that is what your brain tells you and you have accepted that consciousness as yourself, well you shouldn't. You are not your brain. Even if it may be true on a clinical level that you cannot survive without it, it is still only a tool, you are your consciousness, whereever it may reside.
i could right more, i need to think more. in conclusion i like the thoughts provoked on LSD, a dangerous drug(my friend i was with became schizofrenic [sp?] and delusional. me and my father had to call his parents and...he threw a glass onto floor out of nowhere in front of my dad and i. his personality had completely been altered. he thought he was more capable of sustaining sanity with that much lsd in him than he able of handling.) once he had left i was starting to peak, he had taken it earlier, i spent two or three hours talking to my father about meditation purposes and what i just told all of you. a very enlightening experience to say the least. these concepts were not alien to me beforehand, i feel this trip helped me organize and understand them better.
i hope i have explained my rambling in a comprehensive manner. Mods please feel free to move this whereever(thoughts and awareness? i wasnt sure.)
My name is thomas and i'm 16 years old.
