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after sussing out this forum alot, i decided to post about a recent experience i had. it began last friday when me and a bunch of friends tried lsd for the first time. this was thoroughly an enjoyable night and none of us seemeed to experience that bad side of trying lsd. the next night we went to another friends house and smoked some weed after having a whole night up and not getting much sleep the night before to relax.
i had two cones of what seemed to be regular hydro, then after about 10 - 15 mins i started getting a really intense feeling, not feeling of being high (im a regular weed smoker). after about 25 mins i was in a state that id never felt before. being very pale, and everything being slower then i could have possibly imagined a drug could do. my heart was beating in my ears at an extremely slow rate and so loud that i felt as if i couldnt hear anything else but the sound of an intense drum beating in my head. this feeling started getting me very paranoid and before i knew it feelings started brewing me making me feel like something terribly bad was happening to me and that i was in a crowd of people being looked down on and everyone pulling weird faces at me.
soon after i couldnt bare this feeling any longer we left to go home, its now about 30 - 40 mins after i smoked the weed, and i began to hallucinate. i was only picking up frames of what i was seeing here and there, and it felt like i was trembling and shaking at such a hard rate that i was practically bouncing and making the car move. every light seemed to be overly intense and crazy shaped. i started hearing weird sounds and bangs in my head and freaking out, feeling that maybe i should be sedated in some way. mouth was getting extremely dry and my throat felt like it was bleeding. i was experience probably the most intense feelings of paranoia ever, the things i was saying to my friends was not normal, stuff like thinking i could be dying, feeling like the world was out to get me and that no one wanted to help me, like i was making everyone panic about my safety.
this paranoia lasted for about 30mins - an hour, but to me felt like it was hours. the rest of the guys left and went inside leaving me in the car, after they left i started feeling more rested and relaxed. but still hallucinating, i thought i could hear someone screaming at me and that there was a person next to the car looking at me. i managed to somehow ignore this and close my eyes and relax myself somehow, talking to myself and mumbling weird things and humming soon commenced. after being in this state for about an hour i began feeling extremely calm and much more relaxed and "normal" then i previously did until i the guys came to check on me.
i could now talk properly and take in what they were saying. they told me that i wasnt shaking at all and in fact i was sitting there completely still, and the things i was saying were crazy. however to me it felt like i could not sit still and trembling was extremely intense.
was this some form of flashback of lsd? and putting me in a so called "bad trip"? has anyone else ever had experiences like this?
substancecode_lsd
substancecode_lysergamides
explevel_firsttime
roacode_sublingual
exptype_negative
exptype_difficult
i had two cones of what seemed to be regular hydro, then after about 10 - 15 mins i started getting a really intense feeling, not feeling of being high (im a regular weed smoker). after about 25 mins i was in a state that id never felt before. being very pale, and everything being slower then i could have possibly imagined a drug could do. my heart was beating in my ears at an extremely slow rate and so loud that i felt as if i couldnt hear anything else but the sound of an intense drum beating in my head. this feeling started getting me very paranoid and before i knew it feelings started brewing me making me feel like something terribly bad was happening to me and that i was in a crowd of people being looked down on and everyone pulling weird faces at me.
soon after i couldnt bare this feeling any longer we left to go home, its now about 30 - 40 mins after i smoked the weed, and i began to hallucinate. i was only picking up frames of what i was seeing here and there, and it felt like i was trembling and shaking at such a hard rate that i was practically bouncing and making the car move. every light seemed to be overly intense and crazy shaped. i started hearing weird sounds and bangs in my head and freaking out, feeling that maybe i should be sedated in some way. mouth was getting extremely dry and my throat felt like it was bleeding. i was experience probably the most intense feelings of paranoia ever, the things i was saying to my friends was not normal, stuff like thinking i could be dying, feeling like the world was out to get me and that no one wanted to help me, like i was making everyone panic about my safety.
this paranoia lasted for about 30mins - an hour, but to me felt like it was hours. the rest of the guys left and went inside leaving me in the car, after they left i started feeling more rested and relaxed. but still hallucinating, i thought i could hear someone screaming at me and that there was a person next to the car looking at me. i managed to somehow ignore this and close my eyes and relax myself somehow, talking to myself and mumbling weird things and humming soon commenced. after being in this state for about an hour i began feeling extremely calm and much more relaxed and "normal" then i previously did until i the guys came to check on me.
i could now talk properly and take in what they were saying. they told me that i wasnt shaking at all and in fact i was sitting there completely still, and the things i was saying were crazy. however to me it felt like i could not sit still and trembling was extremely intense.
was this some form of flashback of lsd? and putting me in a so called "bad trip"? has anyone else ever had experiences like this?
substancecode_lsd
substancecode_lysergamides
explevel_firsttime
roacode_sublingual
exptype_negative
exptype_difficult
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