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blode

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Well my friend E and I went to buy two hits of Acid. I met my friends dealer who seemed like a bit of an idiot, he kept bull shitting and saying stuff like "if you take LSD 3 times you're legally insane" and that he had done 100 hits at once before, just crap like that. I let him go on because nobody wants to insult a dealer and eventually we got off a train and bought four tabs of LSD.
My friend and I took 2 each at 8:30 and then we realized the dealer had put another one in the foil. The original plan was to go back to E's house but as soon as we took the Acid he said we couldn't go back to his house and had to sleep in the park.

Then the night got increasingly odd. We were at a park and within twenty minutes I felt unnaturally odd. LSD had never hit me this fast, it felt so much more powerful than two hits. We were sitting on a bench near a playground and my chest felt like it had a sphere of emptiness inside of it. I needed to grab a water but first my friend needed to cut up some bud. I let him and just waited for a while, freaking out in the park and getting scared.

Then another friend came who we'll call W. W was sober and sat with E while I asked if I could get a bottle of water, they said yes so I headed out to a 7/11 and bought a bottle. I noticed my skin felt weird and I knew I was definitely tripping however I was having no visuals. I came back with a bottle of water and then we moved on deeper into the park.

I started to see shadows moving around me and it looked like people were swarming around us. I was terrified but my friend and his friend kept going, then my friend who had taken the LSD started to really trip. He started talking about how he wasn't in this world anymore and could see elephants and he could create things. I thought this wasn't true, he started laughing hysterically and just seemed like he was lying.

I was skeptical and we kept moving on, with him behind us. We were moving to a playground on the other side of the park, when we got to the park though there were 5 guys sitting on the bench all really drunk so we moved back a bit and sat on an empty football field. It was hard getting there, it looked like a fissure was opening up where there was a path and I was frightened to cross it. Eventually I managed to then the ground looked as if it was bubbling. I was amazed at this point.

We sat down and looked into the sky, with all the patterns appearing above us and just tripped out. Then W said he was hungry and we took a walk to McDonalds. My friend E was completely gone and whilst walking on a busy road was acting like a dick, if a cop car had driven past he would have been picked up. We made it to McDonalds and the tiles were twisting around themselves.

I ordered my meal which was a quarter pounder but it was really difficult. My mind kept trailing off and I was forgetting what I needed to order, then the man asked me whether I wanted small medium or large and I forgot what those sizes meant so I just asked for the $2.95 one.

I got my meal and sat down, my friend E got up and asked for an apple pie, the man said it was $2:95 and E kept laughing at him then telling him he only had 80cents.
The man took it well and just told E he couldn't serve him, W and I got annoyed at E and walked out because we were paranoid about 'concerned citizens'.

Then W said he was going back to his house.
E and I went back to the park and found a small shelter. It was about 1:00 at this time and we had a large mental battle. We got incredibly vicious towards each other.
I want to be a writer and on LSD I often think of incredible things so I write them down, he belittled me about this then told me I was his 'investment'. He told me that he had spent $40 of his money tonight because I was his main customer and he'd make more from me later, then he got started to talk about the girls he had 'done'.

I knew he was lying and I would never normally do this but I caught him out on it again and again. Then he said he was "tripping heaps" and couldn't see the normal world for what it was so I was asking him to describe it to me and then kept pointing out flaws until he shut up. We bantered on like this for a while and then it got increasingly aggressive. He took the other LSD tab and then made these weird noises, I told him to shut up because they were annoying and he wouldn't so I hit him which was incredibly stupid. He pulled out a pair of scissors and kept lunging at me, normally it'd be fine and I'd know he was joking but he was just getting a bit too close for me to feel safe.

The whole night was quite miserable and when I awoke from my trip I've come to the realization that I genuinely have never liked this kid. It was awful in some respects and I feel like much less of a person, I feel much pettier and meaner. Acid seems to have stripped me of my ego and made me loathe myself.

I was ashamed of myself after and still am, I guess I have sort of learnt that Acid brings out the best and the worst in everyone.

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The whole night was quite miserable and when I awoke from my trip I've come to the realization that I genuinely have never liked this kid. It was awful in some respects and I feel like much less of a person, I feel much pettier and meaner. Acid seems to have stripped me of my ego and made me loathe myself.

Everyone is petty and mean to some extent. You got a glimpse of a part of yourself you don't like, but it's part of you all the same. It will help you along in life to realize this and may even come in handy. I speak from experience: in the past few years I've seen sides of myself that I was horrified with, but I've also seen that they are there for good reasons.

The second thing is that not everybody is likable and this guy sounds like a real asshole and someone to stay away from. At least you got that out of the trip.

Good report. :)
 
one time i took 6 hits of blotter lsd and i "saw" my grandfather with evil-like snakes, which i had the message that all my mom's side of the family's problems, character-defects, and any other psycological reasons all origionated from my grandfather

an interesting message ive recieved it was
 
cool story how long after you took it did your trip last

I think at around 14 hours I had completely stopped hallucinating and was just feeling really uncomfortable and mentally drained and wanted to get back home to bed.
 
Great story, I think you're a good writer. Sounds like you caught the fear & loathing bus this time. I used to trip a lot with a paranoid schizophrenic and he try to belittle & undermine people like this. It sounds like you were just trying to defend yourself, and if nothing else the acid gave you perspective into a negative dynamic you might have ignored longer otherwise.
 
Yeah, LSD will show U who Ur real friends are & I've had those self-loathing & "emptiness" feelings too but the emptiness (like a hole) was in my transsexual vagina . . . very weird and, no, the V was not longing to be filled.

Doesn't sound like a well-prepared trip.

I used to write stuff down while high but on re-reading the stuff it wasn't as profound as I thought. Now, I figure if my thoughts were really that good, I'd remember them the next day.

Nice, well-written report, I could imagine being there with U & experiencing it!
 
Nice report man. That dude sounds sketchy, I sure as hell wouldn't trip with people like that. I'm surprised you tolerated him the whole way...It bugs me when people say false things like "could see elephants and he could create things" just to try and trip me out, and you always know when they are. It really fucks with the whole vibe of the situation.

I would have ditched him around the walk to mcdonalds. Also, how come you guys couldn't hang at his house?

Don't be to hard on yourself, it's probly a good thing you realized you didn't like this guy. Good luck in the future. :)
 
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