NecroTrance
Bluelighter
The Night of 21 Geltabs
One night I decided to do some LSD. Good idea, right? That's what I thought too. I went to my boy's house because I was going to see if he wanted to trip with me. He wasn't there, but his roomates were, so I just chilled with them. I got a neon green geltab after a while for free from one of my other boys and the roomates didn't mind if I tripped at their place. So, I started tripping and it was cool, really visual and really anxious. Now the dillema...
Another friend dropped by looking for me. He wanted me to call up my dealer and get 20 beans. If anyone has ever done drug deals while they're tripping, then they know what I was going through. I couldn't even dial my dealer's number correctly, someone else had to do it. When I did get a hold of him, he informed me that he was tripping balls and didn't want to do any deals, I told him that I was feeling exactly the same way and then he asked me if I wanted to come over to his place and eat some more acid. Well hell yeah was my reply.
So, I make it to my dealers and some people came with me and were gonna buy some gellies. My dealer had just bought something like 3-4 ten strips of red gellies beforehand. The dealer cut out some hits for the people who wanted it and cut me off a hit as well. He put the shit on my fingertip and said there ya' go. Here's what I did...I ate it. When I asked him for another hit for my boys, he looked at me and said, I just gave you four hits! Shit...I just ate 4 red gellies. Well my dealer just started laughing and asked me if I could handle my drugs, so I said yes I can but, prior to this night I had never taken more than two geltabs at a time.
My other friends got pissed that I ate there acid and took off, wouldn't anyone? Okay, now my dealer asked me if I had a pipe or anything which my reply to was...well I got some papers. So we started smoking bud and as we were packing a bowl he gave me another rectangular piece of gellies. What looked to me to be about 6 hits was actually 8. So I took 8 more of those red geltabs. So now I am tripping on 1 neon green gellie and there's 12 red gellies waiting to kick my ass.
This whole tiem I'm feeling normal, just gettin' visuals of everything melting together and changing colors. I'm not really thinking as much as usual and I feel physically fine. My dealer brekas out some sticks and we start doing some battling, which makes my red gellies surface. This is when I realize several things about life, it's meaning, it's purpose, what happens after death, and other things previously unknown. My visuals were everywhere and in such detail...it appeared like everything was moving and everything was changing color. I saw little rocks on the ground turn into swirling color changing mushrooms that moved like smoke on the ground. And the red ones gave me a huge body buzz. I felt little bubbles running up and down my spine and those same bubbles shot through my hallucinations as if my eyes and my central nervous system were both hallucinating the same shit just in different ways. When I heard cars go by the pitch in the engine's noise went in and out, up and down. All night long people were coming and going, looking for drugs through my dealer and all night long I maybe said one phrase to this chick who came with a group of people. She asked me my name and I just replied..."I'm tripping balls." I forgot her name and everyone else's that came over there. Eventually I ate another 4 red gellies and when he thought he was out of cid my dealer remembered that he had a ten strip of purple ones in one of his pockets so he went digging through his hamper and cut me off four more purple gellies. When 5:00 Am came I think I started peaking. I would be looking around his house, watching the doylies on his couch crawl across my face and whenever I touched myself I could see as if I had eyes on my ahnds where I touched myself. I saw a reverse image of myself in the one point that I touched myself. I was fucked up. Anyways, he tells me that I gotta leave...Here I am peaking on 21 geltabs and now I have to drive.
Well kids apparently it was really cold outside, I was wearing pants and short sleeved shirt but felt like I was wrapped in a quilt. my dealer asked me if I had a heater and my reply was, "What the fuck is a heater?" He laughed and told me to drive carefully. I made it back to my friend's house that I was planning on staying at anyways with one thought on my mind...I have to tell them the meaning to life. I got there and blew it...I just was apparently so fucked up that they were all scared of me, but they wouldn't let me go to sleep. I tried to talk to them but I they couldn't understand me, y'know how when you're tripping and you try to explain it, but it comes out all fucked up? Yeah that happened to me so I just wanted to go to bed and wake up sober and forget all about everything that I saw and heard and realized earlier. Finally I snuck into a bedroom and locked the door and fell asleep. The next day I woke up and I was normal again. However, now I can't really trip off of one hit anymore and I sort of am accumulating a lot of undesired effects. I itch all the time, My back hurts, my eyes are always blurry, I get flashbacks, and I pass out when I don't eat. I'm pretty sure this is from those 2 tenstrips plus one and I am now completely entirely through with acid. It is no longer a drug in my glossary. Why? Because it fucked me up too much, it fucked me up so much that I'm was scared of the next approaching second, I hated not knowing what was ahead and well, i would much rather be sober forever than ever do that again.
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"To solve world peace, all we need is like a couple trillion beans."
"The Mind is like a parachute, it only works when it's open."
PLUR - The Meaning of Life.
One night I decided to do some LSD. Good idea, right? That's what I thought too. I went to my boy's house because I was going to see if he wanted to trip with me. He wasn't there, but his roomates were, so I just chilled with them. I got a neon green geltab after a while for free from one of my other boys and the roomates didn't mind if I tripped at their place. So, I started tripping and it was cool, really visual and really anxious. Now the dillema...
Another friend dropped by looking for me. He wanted me to call up my dealer and get 20 beans. If anyone has ever done drug deals while they're tripping, then they know what I was going through. I couldn't even dial my dealer's number correctly, someone else had to do it. When I did get a hold of him, he informed me that he was tripping balls and didn't want to do any deals, I told him that I was feeling exactly the same way and then he asked me if I wanted to come over to his place and eat some more acid. Well hell yeah was my reply.
So, I make it to my dealers and some people came with me and were gonna buy some gellies. My dealer had just bought something like 3-4 ten strips of red gellies beforehand. The dealer cut out some hits for the people who wanted it and cut me off a hit as well. He put the shit on my fingertip and said there ya' go. Here's what I did...I ate it. When I asked him for another hit for my boys, he looked at me and said, I just gave you four hits! Shit...I just ate 4 red gellies. Well my dealer just started laughing and asked me if I could handle my drugs, so I said yes I can but, prior to this night I had never taken more than two geltabs at a time.
My other friends got pissed that I ate there acid and took off, wouldn't anyone? Okay, now my dealer asked me if I had a pipe or anything which my reply to was...well I got some papers. So we started smoking bud and as we were packing a bowl he gave me another rectangular piece of gellies. What looked to me to be about 6 hits was actually 8. So I took 8 more of those red geltabs. So now I am tripping on 1 neon green gellie and there's 12 red gellies waiting to kick my ass.
This whole tiem I'm feeling normal, just gettin' visuals of everything melting together and changing colors. I'm not really thinking as much as usual and I feel physically fine. My dealer brekas out some sticks and we start doing some battling, which makes my red gellies surface. This is when I realize several things about life, it's meaning, it's purpose, what happens after death, and other things previously unknown. My visuals were everywhere and in such detail...it appeared like everything was moving and everything was changing color. I saw little rocks on the ground turn into swirling color changing mushrooms that moved like smoke on the ground. And the red ones gave me a huge body buzz. I felt little bubbles running up and down my spine and those same bubbles shot through my hallucinations as if my eyes and my central nervous system were both hallucinating the same shit just in different ways. When I heard cars go by the pitch in the engine's noise went in and out, up and down. All night long people were coming and going, looking for drugs through my dealer and all night long I maybe said one phrase to this chick who came with a group of people. She asked me my name and I just replied..."I'm tripping balls." I forgot her name and everyone else's that came over there. Eventually I ate another 4 red gellies and when he thought he was out of cid my dealer remembered that he had a ten strip of purple ones in one of his pockets so he went digging through his hamper and cut me off four more purple gellies. When 5:00 Am came I think I started peaking. I would be looking around his house, watching the doylies on his couch crawl across my face and whenever I touched myself I could see as if I had eyes on my ahnds where I touched myself. I saw a reverse image of myself in the one point that I touched myself. I was fucked up. Anyways, he tells me that I gotta leave...Here I am peaking on 21 geltabs and now I have to drive.
Well kids apparently it was really cold outside, I was wearing pants and short sleeved shirt but felt like I was wrapped in a quilt. my dealer asked me if I had a heater and my reply was, "What the fuck is a heater?" He laughed and told me to drive carefully. I made it back to my friend's house that I was planning on staying at anyways with one thought on my mind...I have to tell them the meaning to life. I got there and blew it...I just was apparently so fucked up that they were all scared of me, but they wouldn't let me go to sleep. I tried to talk to them but I they couldn't understand me, y'know how when you're tripping and you try to explain it, but it comes out all fucked up? Yeah that happened to me so I just wanted to go to bed and wake up sober and forget all about everything that I saw and heard and realized earlier. Finally I snuck into a bedroom and locked the door and fell asleep. The next day I woke up and I was normal again. However, now I can't really trip off of one hit anymore and I sort of am accumulating a lot of undesired effects. I itch all the time, My back hurts, my eyes are always blurry, I get flashbacks, and I pass out when I don't eat. I'm pretty sure this is from those 2 tenstrips plus one and I am now completely entirely through with acid. It is no longer a drug in my glossary. Why? Because it fucked me up too much, it fucked me up so much that I'm was scared of the next approaching second, I hated not knowing what was ahead and well, i would much rather be sober forever than ever do that again.
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"To solve world peace, all we need is like a couple trillion beans."
"The Mind is like a parachute, it only works when it's open."
PLUR - The Meaning of Life.
I unknowingly did anywhere from 7-12 hits of liquid...while I was on K and drunk...The thing about the heater, haha, I said the same thing kinda, I kept saying "WHATS GOINGON?!?" and they would say "Mike your on drugs!!" and I'd say "WHAT'S DRUGS?!?!?!?"...oh i regret that night as do you
