Username_AlphaNiner
Bluelighter
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- Oct 8, 2004
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Well, I haven't taken LSD in quite a while. It started to get to me. I'll admit it, I lost track of why I took acid. It fucked with my head...outside of the trip. I was scared off for a while...but I decided to take a trip that I had been meaning to for a while.
7:30pm - Just bought a CD (DJ Shadow - The Private Press) and began my journey. I take care of everything that is needed, and I'm free for the night to take a visit into psychadelia.
8:00pm - Purchase several hits of blotter and consume on the spot. Chill over at my friend's house for an hour or so....jamming out to my newly purchased CD, when I get a call from another friend that was driving around near the area that I was at...
9:00pm - So, I hop in the car with her and a couple of other girls and we set out to the mall (no one could have been prepared for the trip that these girls took me on) where we purchased god knows what. After the mall, we went to Wal Mart to purchase a few balloons for nitrous (Lots of fun...but intense...Wal Mart, not the balloons.) I got seperated from them as they were checking out, damn cigarettes. Wandered around the Wal Mart parking lot for 10-15 minutes when they finally caught up to me.
10:00pm (Time begins to lose meaning) - We continue our quest to gather the trip necessities (including hallucinagenics for the girlies). I do some nitrous and the visuals kick in very nicely. I decide to part ways, and take a walk outside. (I love the outdoors on drugs).
1111122222200000appam - I decide to go back to my friend's house and we smoke some bud and he drops another hit on my tongue...DJ Shadow playing the entire time, of course. I then have the urge for a really fucking badass piece of gum (bubalicious something or another). I leave him , and venture up to a store to purchase some gum.
13:00am - I start chewing the gum....most insane thing that I have ever partaken in...ego death occured during the peak of the gum experience (I only jest...but I'm sure some of you know what I mean....KILLER GUM!)
1:30 am - I head back home to listen to some music and spin some tracks.
3:30am - I begin to question everything, the inner dialogue getting louder and louder as my music was getting faster and faster. It gets too intense, so I stop and put on some of my favorite trip music and just chill out for a bit. With Modest Mouse playing, and my room actually changing colors, I feel as if I'm losing my mind...yet am keeping it at the same time...bwahaha. Check out Modest Mouse...you'll catch the drift. I tackle some important issues and struggle to keep my sanity (while also struggling to keep my cigarettes....bud long consumed, therefore nothing to worry about).
5TIME, FUCK IT - I start talking to a friend of mine. We have a killer conversation that lasts until sunrise. It felt as if this girl was my saviour. Like I was rescued from chaos and pulled into a state of mind that resembled reality. Thankful, I was....it's good to tackle issues...but, fuck if it doesn't get weird in your room all alone high on LSD. I bid her goodbye, make some tea, and watch the MOTHERFUCKIN SUNRISE! (A common occurance...it's kind of like real life...as opposed to tripped out life is coming out of the darkness and into my world to seemingly slap me in the face and say "hey, idiot...why are you still awake? go to bed! I'm too bright!" With my reply being "fuck you, you're killing my high." ) In all seriousness, I just love the sunrise in general....beautiful. Especially on LSD.
The hours since - Doing shit around the house, munching, listening to wicked music...DJ DJ DJ D D D DJ Shadow.
All in all, it was totally a refreshing trip. I feel like I got a lot out of it and it kind of killed the fear of LSD. It was by no means a 'recreational' trip...total ego trip, but well worth it none-the-less.
Anywho, that's my story. Ego death is a necessity every now and then (whether or not it be drug-induced).
On a side note, I decided that I like blotter a lot more than liquid. And this is why - Liquid is just more of a 'under control' trip. Your dealer can work his way into your head, given the method of consumption, etc. I don't like that. I'd rather experience LSD without some crazy bastard trying to manipulate and play his way into your head by diluting, shorting, or giving you too much. Liquid seems to point out more negative things in people as well, for me at least. Biased opinion, perhaps...but, an opinion only. Blotter just seems more pure (no diluting it, no weasling, etc). I dunno, just figured I should add this...given some of the crazy ass thoughts that went through my head last night.
7:30pm - Just bought a CD (DJ Shadow - The Private Press) and began my journey. I take care of everything that is needed, and I'm free for the night to take a visit into psychadelia.
8:00pm - Purchase several hits of blotter and consume on the spot. Chill over at my friend's house for an hour or so....jamming out to my newly purchased CD, when I get a call from another friend that was driving around near the area that I was at...
9:00pm - So, I hop in the car with her and a couple of other girls and we set out to the mall (no one could have been prepared for the trip that these girls took me on) where we purchased god knows what. After the mall, we went to Wal Mart to purchase a few balloons for nitrous (Lots of fun...but intense...Wal Mart, not the balloons.) I got seperated from them as they were checking out, damn cigarettes. Wandered around the Wal Mart parking lot for 10-15 minutes when they finally caught up to me.
10:00pm (Time begins to lose meaning) - We continue our quest to gather the trip necessities (including hallucinagenics for the girlies). I do some nitrous and the visuals kick in very nicely. I decide to part ways, and take a walk outside. (I love the outdoors on drugs).
1111122222200000appam - I decide to go back to my friend's house and we smoke some bud and he drops another hit on my tongue...DJ Shadow playing the entire time, of course. I then have the urge for a really fucking badass piece of gum (bubalicious something or another). I leave him , and venture up to a store to purchase some gum.
13:00am - I start chewing the gum....most insane thing that I have ever partaken in...ego death occured during the peak of the gum experience (I only jest...but I'm sure some of you know what I mean....KILLER GUM!)
1:30 am - I head back home to listen to some music and spin some tracks.
3:30am - I begin to question everything, the inner dialogue getting louder and louder as my music was getting faster and faster. It gets too intense, so I stop and put on some of my favorite trip music and just chill out for a bit. With Modest Mouse playing, and my room actually changing colors, I feel as if I'm losing my mind...yet am keeping it at the same time...bwahaha. Check out Modest Mouse...you'll catch the drift. I tackle some important issues and struggle to keep my sanity (while also struggling to keep my cigarettes....bud long consumed, therefore nothing to worry about).
5TIME, FUCK IT - I start talking to a friend of mine. We have a killer conversation that lasts until sunrise. It felt as if this girl was my saviour. Like I was rescued from chaos and pulled into a state of mind that resembled reality. Thankful, I was....it's good to tackle issues...but, fuck if it doesn't get weird in your room all alone high on LSD. I bid her goodbye, make some tea, and watch the MOTHERFUCKIN SUNRISE! (A common occurance...it's kind of like real life...as opposed to tripped out life is coming out of the darkness and into my world to seemingly slap me in the face and say "hey, idiot...why are you still awake? go to bed! I'm too bright!" With my reply being "fuck you, you're killing my high." ) In all seriousness, I just love the sunrise in general....beautiful. Especially on LSD.
The hours since - Doing shit around the house, munching, listening to wicked music...DJ DJ DJ D D D DJ Shadow.
All in all, it was totally a refreshing trip. I feel like I got a lot out of it and it kind of killed the fear of LSD. It was by no means a 'recreational' trip...total ego trip, but well worth it none-the-less.
Anywho, that's my story. Ego death is a necessity every now and then (whether or not it be drug-induced).
On a side note, I decided that I like blotter a lot more than liquid. And this is why - Liquid is just more of a 'under control' trip. Your dealer can work his way into your head, given the method of consumption, etc. I don't like that. I'd rather experience LSD without some crazy bastard trying to manipulate and play his way into your head by diluting, shorting, or giving you too much. Liquid seems to point out more negative things in people as well, for me at least. Biased opinion, perhaps...but, an opinion only. Blotter just seems more pure (no diluting it, no weasling, etc). I dunno, just figured I should add this...given some of the crazy ass thoughts that went through my head last night.
