punktuality
Bluelighter
This is the first time I had taken psychs since *this* incident in which I had 10+ hits if liquid lsd. The 10+ experience was mindblowing and overwhelming and changed my perception of lsd (not to mention of the world) dramatically.
I was quite interested to see how lsd effected me after such an event... I knew it would be different and I knew it would not give the same vibe as past experiences.
The night started at a fairly large party at a good friend and neighbors house. At maybe 9:00-9:30 I consumed 2 sugar cubes dosed with liquid lsd. I was interested to explore what a lower dose would do. I apologize to anyone at the party that I seemed a bit distant... I was kind of dealing with this whole re-entry into tripping.
Soon after taking I felt the familiar fuzzy rush and body high that lsd gives. We were chilling at the party which was still fairly small. For the early part of the night there was not anything too significant to note. Except perhaps the fact that I was feeling little to nil effects from the lsd besides a slight fuzziness. There was basically no visuals at all. This was very much what I expected lsd to be now. After the 10+ experience my perception was changed quite dramatically... to a point that I would say it was like I was on low dose lsd all the time. My everyday perception since the event has been amazing, I have been very happy and felt an amazing empathy with others and with the world which was very notable in my everyday world. The 2 cubes of acid did little to change my already well opened third eye. I was slightly disappointed but also content in confirming my suspicions about how I would feel.
The night was largely uneventful trip wise until a bit later on, It was a great party and I had a great time mingling and doing the party thing. I am not sure of the time but it was not until at least 3-4am until I really got something out of the trip. I put the uneventful start of the trip half down to my new mental tolerance, but also partly to being at a very social chatty type party. Whenever in a social situation you can never let yourself go completely.
Later in the evening I walked back to my place and chilled with another mate. He was just sitting and playing the guitar and started to play some great songs he had written. As he played and as I relaxed the trip started to kick into gear a lot more. I still had very little visuals but I found a mental headspace which was amazing. On the 10+ trip it was so overwhelming that I did forget a lot of what went on in the ego-death phase... but now some of the ideas and concepts I dealt with started to come back. It gave me an amazing opportunity to cognitively examine ideas I discovered while not cognitive in my last trip. I could "see" (for want of a better word) the connections between everything. The balance. Everything was linked in this amazingly simple way...the world was not a complex array of people and events...it was a simple balance. Like yin and yang... the forces of true and false... the forces of good and evil... the forced of light and dark...the forces of noise and quiet. All balanced to create the moment in time known as now. I had experienced these ideas before on trips...but now it seemed "simple"...it was right in front of me, like an answer that had been staring me in the face all along. The feeling of being balanced and being part of and a result of this balance was overwhelming. As my friend played guitar the notes were also part of this balance. It is so frustrating trying to put this into words...because it cannot be...
I guess the point of this report was just that I wanted to explain that after an overwhelming 10+ ego-death experience it wass possible to see and understand parts of that trip that I never thought possible. I thought ideas like what I saw were incomprehensible... but I was able to very consciously observe it happening and understand it. I just wish there was words to convey it...
lsd had definitely changed for me... I dont think I would take it at a big party again as it is largely pointless for me now as a fun party drug. It has a lot to teach and I have learned more than I ever could have dreamed from it.
I was quite interested to see how lsd effected me after such an event... I knew it would be different and I knew it would not give the same vibe as past experiences.
The night started at a fairly large party at a good friend and neighbors house. At maybe 9:00-9:30 I consumed 2 sugar cubes dosed with liquid lsd. I was interested to explore what a lower dose would do. I apologize to anyone at the party that I seemed a bit distant... I was kind of dealing with this whole re-entry into tripping.
Soon after taking I felt the familiar fuzzy rush and body high that lsd gives. We were chilling at the party which was still fairly small. For the early part of the night there was not anything too significant to note. Except perhaps the fact that I was feeling little to nil effects from the lsd besides a slight fuzziness. There was basically no visuals at all. This was very much what I expected lsd to be now. After the 10+ experience my perception was changed quite dramatically... to a point that I would say it was like I was on low dose lsd all the time. My everyday perception since the event has been amazing, I have been very happy and felt an amazing empathy with others and with the world which was very notable in my everyday world. The 2 cubes of acid did little to change my already well opened third eye. I was slightly disappointed but also content in confirming my suspicions about how I would feel.
The night was largely uneventful trip wise until a bit later on, It was a great party and I had a great time mingling and doing the party thing. I am not sure of the time but it was not until at least 3-4am until I really got something out of the trip. I put the uneventful start of the trip half down to my new mental tolerance, but also partly to being at a very social chatty type party. Whenever in a social situation you can never let yourself go completely.
Later in the evening I walked back to my place and chilled with another mate. He was just sitting and playing the guitar and started to play some great songs he had written. As he played and as I relaxed the trip started to kick into gear a lot more. I still had very little visuals but I found a mental headspace which was amazing. On the 10+ trip it was so overwhelming that I did forget a lot of what went on in the ego-death phase... but now some of the ideas and concepts I dealt with started to come back. It gave me an amazing opportunity to cognitively examine ideas I discovered while not cognitive in my last trip. I could "see" (for want of a better word) the connections between everything. The balance. Everything was linked in this amazingly simple way...the world was not a complex array of people and events...it was a simple balance. Like yin and yang... the forces of true and false... the forces of good and evil... the forced of light and dark...the forces of noise and quiet. All balanced to create the moment in time known as now. I had experienced these ideas before on trips...but now it seemed "simple"...it was right in front of me, like an answer that had been staring me in the face all along. The feeling of being balanced and being part of and a result of this balance was overwhelming. As my friend played guitar the notes were also part of this balance. It is so frustrating trying to put this into words...because it cannot be...
I guess the point of this report was just that I wanted to explain that after an overwhelming 10+ ego-death experience it wass possible to see and understand parts of that trip that I never thought possible. I thought ideas like what I saw were incomprehensible... but I was able to very consciously observe it happening and understand it. I just wish there was words to convey it...
lsd had definitely changed for me... I dont think I would take it at a big party again as it is largely pointless for me now as a fun party drug. It has a lot to teach and I have learned more than I ever could have dreamed from it.
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