sonic_reality
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OK......... where to start...
I went to a small private doof just outside of Perth. I wasn't planning on taking any drugs at all, but i had some speed to take on the way home. So I really wasn't in the right headspace to be taking acid.
Upon arrival one of my mates informed me that he had acid, which is a very rare thing here in Perth. He gave me a free one, and as acid is very rare in Perth i wasn't expecting it to be any good. boy was i wrong!
The last 6 trips i had before this one were all microdots, so i thought i could easily handle a paper trip. but these were easily the strongest paper trips i've ever had, and were on par with the microdots and liquid that i used to have.
Within an hour I had very noticeable effects. Everything got really bright, started giggling and basically having a good time. about 2 hours into the trip it started pissing down rain, so i decided it was a good time for a dance. I had a dance in the freezing cold rain for bout half an hour, then went to my car to dry off.
That's when things started to get a little strange......
I was sitting in the car having a private little trip out, when one of my mates hopped in the car with me. we started giggling and talking about shit when i all of a sudden remembered that we were actually at a party, and I was meant to be playing. i was meant to be playing in like an hour, and i was certainly in no state to do so. this really started to play on my mind, and i got it in my head that i didn't want to leave the car. my friend talked me into going back to the party, and that's all i can remember.
i woke up out of my trip 5 hours later with no idea where i was, who i was and what had happened. and i still don't really know what went on in those 5 or so hours.
i was in a terrible loop, where everything was repeating itself. my mind was playing over little senarios in my mind, and my body was acting them out. i was not able to tell one person from the next. this was when my friends really started to worry about me, and kept a constant eye on me. i have been told that at one point one of my friends actually started slapping me, and yelling at me to come back because i was just a lifeless body on the floor. i have absolutely no recognition of this, which is really messing with my mind at the moment. i also apparantly vomited nonstop for like 5 minutes on my friends bedroom floor, which i also don't remember.
and then all of a sudden i was fine again. it was like something had clicked inside me, and i was back to my normal self. i had no memory of the past few hours, and thought that everything had been normal.
it was all terribly confusing and scary to have my friends tell me what happened to me. i was having conversations with people, i was dancing, i was vomiting............. but i don't remember any of it.
i have been feeling like shit since this happened. kind of like a depression or something, my mind just doesn't want to let go of it. it keeps digging for answers that i know are not there.
i really have no idea why this happened. i am very experienced with acid, and nothing like this has ever happened before. a few things that i think may have contributed to it are the fact that the weekend before was my first ever time that i had DMT, and i had ALOT. and a few weeks before that i had an earth shattering experience on just 8 hawaiian baby woodrose seeds, enough to scare me off them for life.
i feel that these factors may have contributed to my bad lsd trip, as well as the fact that i was not in the right headspace to take acid at the time.
anyways, just thought i'd share my little story with you. this is the first time anything like this has ever happened to me before, and it has taught me a few things. i have decided to lay off all drugs for a while, and give my mind a rest. maybe it was something in my mind that was waiting to happen for a few years, and finally happened. but it is something i never want to go through again. i also feel so bad for putting my friends through that, as they were all tripping too.
i am going to talk to a few of them and find out exactly what happened to me during those 5 hours of hell. hopefully they can shed some light on it for me, as my mind just won't let go of it.
oh yeah, and i did end up playing. in the morning tho, not the nighttime set i was meant to play.
I went to a small private doof just outside of Perth. I wasn't planning on taking any drugs at all, but i had some speed to take on the way home. So I really wasn't in the right headspace to be taking acid.
Upon arrival one of my mates informed me that he had acid, which is a very rare thing here in Perth. He gave me a free one, and as acid is very rare in Perth i wasn't expecting it to be any good. boy was i wrong!
The last 6 trips i had before this one were all microdots, so i thought i could easily handle a paper trip. but these were easily the strongest paper trips i've ever had, and were on par with the microdots and liquid that i used to have.
Within an hour I had very noticeable effects. Everything got really bright, started giggling and basically having a good time. about 2 hours into the trip it started pissing down rain, so i decided it was a good time for a dance. I had a dance in the freezing cold rain for bout half an hour, then went to my car to dry off.
That's when things started to get a little strange......
I was sitting in the car having a private little trip out, when one of my mates hopped in the car with me. we started giggling and talking about shit when i all of a sudden remembered that we were actually at a party, and I was meant to be playing. i was meant to be playing in like an hour, and i was certainly in no state to do so. this really started to play on my mind, and i got it in my head that i didn't want to leave the car. my friend talked me into going back to the party, and that's all i can remember.
i woke up out of my trip 5 hours later with no idea where i was, who i was and what had happened. and i still don't really know what went on in those 5 or so hours.
i was in a terrible loop, where everything was repeating itself. my mind was playing over little senarios in my mind, and my body was acting them out. i was not able to tell one person from the next. this was when my friends really started to worry about me, and kept a constant eye on me. i have been told that at one point one of my friends actually started slapping me, and yelling at me to come back because i was just a lifeless body on the floor. i have absolutely no recognition of this, which is really messing with my mind at the moment. i also apparantly vomited nonstop for like 5 minutes on my friends bedroom floor, which i also don't remember.
and then all of a sudden i was fine again. it was like something had clicked inside me, and i was back to my normal self. i had no memory of the past few hours, and thought that everything had been normal.
it was all terribly confusing and scary to have my friends tell me what happened to me. i was having conversations with people, i was dancing, i was vomiting............. but i don't remember any of it.
i have been feeling like shit since this happened. kind of like a depression or something, my mind just doesn't want to let go of it. it keeps digging for answers that i know are not there.
i really have no idea why this happened. i am very experienced with acid, and nothing like this has ever happened before. a few things that i think may have contributed to it are the fact that the weekend before was my first ever time that i had DMT, and i had ALOT. and a few weeks before that i had an earth shattering experience on just 8 hawaiian baby woodrose seeds, enough to scare me off them for life.
i feel that these factors may have contributed to my bad lsd trip, as well as the fact that i was not in the right headspace to take acid at the time.
anyways, just thought i'd share my little story with you. this is the first time anything like this has ever happened to me before, and it has taught me a few things. i have decided to lay off all drugs for a while, and give my mind a rest. maybe it was something in my mind that was waiting to happen for a few years, and finally happened. but it is something i never want to go through again. i also feel so bad for putting my friends through that, as they were all tripping too.
i am going to talk to a few of them and find out exactly what happened to me during those 5 hours of hell. hopefully they can shed some light on it for me, as my mind just won't let go of it.
oh yeah, and i did end up playing. in the morning tho, not the nighttime set i was meant to play.
I learned this the hard way too. 