nobody special
Bluelighter
Substance(s): LSD, Nitrous, tobacco
Dose: 2 *potent* hits of blotter, and quite a few bulbs of nitrous.
This was my first experience with blotter. I have had microdots, liquid, and sugarcubes in the past.
Setting: Small town college campus, springtime, sunny warm day.
Set: Very good mood, with 2 very good friends.
I am very experienced with mushrooms, and experienced with lsd, dmt, ketamine, 2ct7, mda (and mdma), dxm, nitrous, amt, - just about any common psychedellic one can think of, and various combinations of them. Ive been meaning to make this trip report for some time
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A day previous to this event, my good friend J called me up and said she was on her way back to school with 6 paper hits of LSD. This pleased me greatly, as I had not had acid in a long time. I am a person of very good health (at least I think so). I work out every day, and eat very healthy. I do drink alchohol/indulge in hard drugs on a regular basis, but am always sure to otherwise maintain a strict healthy life. My body has a very high endurance for drugs, yet I seem to feel effects of most drugs more than most people. The day we were to take the acid, I fasted all morning and afternoon. I couldnt wait to get 3 hits in my mouth all day. J had class untill about 4pm, and I untill about 3. Once she was out of class, she came over to my room with the 'cid, and her good friend A. This was kind of odd, because I had been sleeping with J for some time, and J had been sleeping with A for some time (the two of them like to "experiment"). I had no problem splitting 6 hits between 2 very attractive girls and myself.
0:00 We all dosed. The blotter was a dull grey color, and had the texture of very thick cardboard. Many people say that LSD has no taste - I can most certainly taste lsd, and would call it a cross between a 9 volt battery and blood - yet a hint of warmth like good country cookin' (if that makes sense). I let the papers sit under my tounge for abotu 10 minutes, just sitting and thinking while J and A talked. My roomate, who was not familair with illegal drugs, had no idea. The three of us decided to go for a walk. We walked to a local mini mart so J could get her cigarettes.
0:15 I am allready feeling wierd. I trusted that my fasting all day allowed the chemical to interact with my nervous system much faster than normal. At this time, I am seeing slight pixelated colors in my prehipheral vision. J and A are both dressed up like street hookers because they thought it would be funny. Naturally, people are driving by yelling, "hot lesbos! yeah!" I can see they are slightly uncomforted by these comments.
0:25 We are on our way home, when J and A are reporting the pixelated vision I had. I am getting a very warm, tingly sensation in my stomach area, and have very pixelated vision. I knew then, that this was going to be a wild ride! I had this odd sensation that resembled 5-year-old mischief making.
0:35 At this point I am certainly feeling the onset of a trip. I have a strong thought expansion, similair to that of cannabis, yet more lucid, more rigid. I feel like I am on top of the world, like I am superman. We sit on a bench as J and A have a cigarette. The smoke was amazing to watch! I could see tiny little swirl patterns forming in the smoke. They offered me one. I normally do not care for tobacco, and find it repulsive. I decided to try a cig. The smoke was even cooler when it was right up in my face. I felt extremely lightheaded, and I started to see alot of little dots and spots flutter before my vision. A few random color specrums engulfed my hands and the cigarette, as well as the smoke. The sun is on its way out, and looks utterly AMAZING. I marvel at God's creation.
0:45 We walk up to my room. I feel as though I am out of breath. Again, I do not smoke, and I believe the acid totally amplified my bodies interpretation of lack of oxygen. Soon as we reached my room, I flopped on my bed. I honestly gasped for air as though there were none. My roomate laughs at me, and still has no idea the three of us are tripping (J and A both seemed to be feeling the effects). I thought I passed out, when I realized I diddnt. We chatted like kids on drugs for a few moments, untill my roomate's sobriety wierded us out. We decided to hed to A's house.
0:57 The walk to A's house was incredible. All over I felt like a little kid, running around checking out cool bugs, looking at the grass, watching the trees blow in the wind. A good friend of mine, Ad, drives by. He is a hardcore raver-gangsta type (hard to explain) and asks whats up. I say the three of us are "tripping balls." He says "nice, your eyes look great." He takes a look at J and A, and looks back at me with that expression guys get when they check out hot chicks. I just kinda gave him the same expression back. I said that I was too fucked up to hang out in the road, and he drove off. As he did, his car looked like it stretched out like a limo, then compacted again as it took off. Wierd.
1:00 We go in A's house. We turn off all the lights, and close the curtains so no light can get in. I am having the GREATIST body buzz I have ever felt. I have experienced large doses of MDMA, also drugs like crack and heroin, and I can tell you, this acid gave me the most incredible body high ever. I felt electric, yet smooth. It is hard to describe, almost like one is supercharged with energy, its like, feeling like an immortal. J throws on a winamp plugin and some band I had never heard of. The music was real wierd, almost like breakbeat hardcore mixed with jungle. The sounds were creating real twisted images in my mind.
1:15 My turn to dj, and I throw on some real ambient trance. This stuff was smooth and sweet. I lied on A's satin sheets and just let my mind go. I was tripping pretty hard (or so I thought). In my mind I imagined a vast room with stairs that entered on all walls, the floor and the cieling, and the stairs spiraled in and out of each other, and seemed to go on to infinity. The neato room I was seeing was laced with so many colors and textures I would not be able to put it in words. I imagined going up and down all the stairs, into an infinite amount of rooms. Reminded me of the structure of human neurons. The music is really influencing the imagery of my mind.
1:30 J and A are really giggling at me, because I have the biggest grin in the world on my face. I honestly felt so amazing I couldnt believe it. We all took turns throwing on different music and just tripping out on the winamp plugins (honestly, the images on the back of my eyelids were alot cooler, so I looked at them more).
2:30 I am totally spaced out now. I have a good sense of reality, but in a very twisted, Dr. Suess kind of way. A's satin sheets felt like a beautiful woman caressing my bones and my skin, it was the most incredible texture. She also had several huge pillows which I was having a blast rolling around on slowly. This was truely one of the most care free moments in my life. The two girls were getting mad at me, because I was not active enough. We went outside to watch all the sober people do what they thought was fun (hah!).
3:00 we sat on a bench watchin some kids play soccer. I think im peaking now. It was hard to tell, i had never tripped on acid this hard. I have eaten doses of 7+ grams of mushrooms, but the mindset of lsd and psilocybin are so incredibly different that this was a whole new experience for me. J and A went to chase after some squirrel. I am totally checking the two of them out, and they are HOT! At one point, it looked as though a tree nearby grew a huge smiley face, and winked at me. The other trees in the area seemed as though their branches were intertwined and moving in and out of each other. I couldn't tell if the sky was blue, or if the sun was setting, or if it was purple, it seemed to be all three at the same time.
3:15 I stared at a mountain real far away. I could have sworn I saw people on it, moving about and whatnot (the mountain was easily 8 miles away). I thought I had superhuman vision and could see distances of like 30 miles in detail. I thought I could read lisence plates on cars several hundred feet away. A guy I know walked up to me and said hi. I diddnt look him in the eye, rather nodded and said whassup hoping he would keep walking. Good thing he did, I was off my rocker on this bench. J and A came back saying we should go inside cuz all the people were freaking them out.
3:45 We went inside and threw on some tool. J decides to change into sweatpants and a sweatshirt. This girl has an incredible body, of which I enjoyed many many times. Seeing her strip down to her underwear on acid was like watching an angel bathe in a natural spring river. A ran over and slapped her on the ass, and the two of them turned to each other and giggled. I totally forgot there were two hot girls in the room, and started tripping out on my eyelids again. I was thinking about how much cooler this drug was than mushrooms (not that they are at ALL bad). I still had a strong presence of energy in my body, and felt like I could float.
4:00 I had my eyes closed for a good 5 mins, and was sitting in a semi-meditative position. The deftones, an AWESOME band were playing and their music was making me feel the very essense of beauty. I had thought that I was flying above an ocean, I literally felt as though I were flying!I opened my eyes and said "whoa" as though I had crash landed onto the most comfortable spot in the world. The mirror on teh wall looked like it bended and became concave, as did the cieling of A's bedroom.
4:10 I look over and J and A are deeply, passionately kissing each other. I said nothing, merely watched with awe. This simply was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen in my life. I watched them slowly kiss each other, their hands sliding across each other's faces and backs. I felt an erotic surge like I had never felt before, and I found this odd. Generally, when on psychedellics, sex is the furthest thing on my mind. Normally, my brain is out exploring the vastness of space, pondering mathematical schemes of science, or just philosophising the meanings of life. Not once has a single sexual thought entered my mind. But right then, wow, I think was the most erotic moment in the world!
4:20 J lifted A's sweater off of her and kissed her neck. I thought holy shit, I am about to watch the most fascinating aspect of human nature (sex!), while I am frying my balls off. A shot me an eye glance, smiled, and said, "I bet your jealous." I replied that with two miracles of creation so blessed as they, I was utterly speechless. J turned her head towards me, and smiled maliciously. They whispered something to each other, and kissed while looking at me. They were messing with me! They started to moan quietly, as they kissed again. The spatial dimensions seemed as though they were miles away, yet I could see them crystal clear. I could see every detail on their skin, their clothes, their jet black and brunette hair. I thought that acid was the coolest thing in creation, and that everyone needed some of this right now!!! I seriously felt like we were in some giant palace, away from the world, away from the fustrations of life, and my only purpose was to witness this act. J ran her hands across A's very busty chest and proceeded to lick inbetween her bra. As every man in the world should have been then, I was rock hard.
4:30 They continued giggling, teasing, and enticing me. I became their plaything as they just fooled with my mind. These two were so sexual, I had never witnessed such intimacy in my life. It almost made me wish I was female! I had been given a whole new perspective on love and relationships, it blew my mind. It was as though I understood the intimate connection they had, that I did not share with J. They were both topless now palming each others chests and sneering at me. I love the way that allthough they are not larger than a B cup, J's breasts are utterly perfectly formed. At that moment, I was almost more intrigued by the near perfect circular shape of her bosom and nipple than what was going on between the two. A had a very full sized chest, and a small waist, wich gave her an extremely sexually attractive figure. J layed A down on a blanket we had on the floor, and slowly kissed her stomach. The deftones rang out loud with "RX Queen," a very fitting song for the moment. With J down on all fours, and A breathing heavily, I simply could not resist watching anymore. My mind was overloaded with sexual thoughts and feelings. It seemed as though I was with them, that I had become both of them, both kissing and recieving kiss. My senses were overloaded.
4:45 Somewhere along the line A's pants were removed, and J down to a thong. They were making out hard, and I asked quite politely to join in. They told me when I was deemed worthy. The room was so warm, and smelled incredible. I felt like I was at a victoria's secret fashion show, except all the models were naked and getting it on with each other. I did not know weather this was torture, or pleasure - I simply stared in amazement. "I bet this sucks for him," said A. I concured. I begged for themto let me play, pleaded as though my life were on the line. They laughed hysterically, and made some comment about men. J, whos amazing backside was towards me, shot me a look like "come on in, if you dare. Immediatly I drew myself to the floor and rubbed my face along her ass.
4:55 I thought the texture of satin was amazing, but lo and behold, warm flesh on my face had to be the most incredible feeling in the universe. I put my face to Js and kissed her as though she had never been kissed before. She tasted like heaven. As my eyes closed images of vast forests and mountains and lakes and tropical paradises flooded my vision. It was as though I was a lost spirit who had finally found his home. A sat up and kissed me as well. The three of us kissed each other as though we were in an "E Puddle."
There was no longer time. There was no longer any world outside this bedroom. The universe consisted of these two angels, and myself (and the Deftones!). I felt as though I tasted them for eternity. A smelled like some sort of intense perfume, it totally overpowered the cigarette smell onboth of them. I thought that I could feel each molecule of her perfume rise into my nose and into my sinuses. For a split second, I then saw each molecule turn into big round smiles that spun out of control toward my head in an incredible wavelength-type pattern. I opened my eyes and laughed. They laughed too, it was as though we all knew what each other was laughing at, but really had no clue. I seemed to be able to read their minds, and the same for each of them. We were on a plane of communication that transcended words. All of the sudden my clothes were off, and I had no idea how that happened...
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J rolled me over, and slid down on me. Her legs are awesome. She slowly massaged my pelvis with hers, and gripped my chest like a cat whom just caught fresh prey. She turned to give A a deep, passionate kiss. She moaned loudly, as did I. A giggled and leaned over to kiss me. Kissing her with J on top of me was the greatist feeling of my life. I felt as though I had several extra senses that did not exist previously. It was as though I could see us from my perspective, and from a perspective from the cieling, simultaneously. A turned to kiss J again, and I slid my hands up the back of her thigh. My tactile sensation was overwhelmed, the head emitted from her crotch seemed to melt my hand, and for a moment I thought it had. I even looked to make sure. A stated that I had had enough, and she bekoned J to come to her. I think I may have orgasmed, but I honestly did not know. I was feeling surges of power running from head to toe the entire time, and had finally understood the bhuddist saying of, "enlightenment lies within the vagina."
This continued on for some time, untill the three of us were satisfied.
We layed on A's bed as they both snuggled up with me. Naturally, the two of them smoked a cigarette. I declined. J said that she had forgotton two packages of whippits in A's closed. I laughed loud and asked her to fetch them. We had a cracker, a baloon, and about 25 whippets it looked. I couldnt tell because my vision wasnt registering amounts of grouped objects well.
6:20? J took the first hit. She gets REAL fucked up from nitrous, and her head spasmed back and forth like she was having a tiny siezure. I diddnt wanna laugh, cuz she nearly kicked my ass the last time I did when I first saw her take a whippit a few days previously. A inhaled the next baloon, and just stared at me with a goofy smile. It was my turn.
I took it all in one breath, exhaled into the baloon, inhaled again, exhaled again, and inhaled again. I let the baloon fly away. I remember hearing J and A yell at me for that, but their voices were allready fuzzy. I got the familair wawawawa auditory effect, and headspace of nitrous, but there was something else there. The acid. The acid took this to another dimension! It was very similair to a K hole; I was completely unaware of my natural surroundings, totally did not know what was goin on. I thought for a moment I was a sound particle marching in line with other sound particles in a movie. I bobbed my head back and forth like some wierd animated villan from super mario brothers. I snapped back to reality some time later (Seemed like a million years), to see J and A giggling at me again.
They were both still naked, and still really sexy. I told J I would pleasure her orally while she took a whippet. She inhaled, and I engulfed her clitoris with my mouth. It seemed as though she orgasmed while on the nitrous (I know how her vagina feels when she cums, and im almost certain she did). She claimed to have no memory of what happened on the bed, but that she had the most amazing whippet of her life nonetheless. She was quite out of breath! A asked me to do the same, and I heartily agreed. It seemed not nearly as intense for her as J, but she definetly enjoyed it!
7:00 I felt the acid less and less with each passing minute, but those bulbs really brought the effects back. I was tripping hard, but it felt as though it were slipping away, that I was slowly sliding back into reality. The movie "Armageddon" was on television, and let me tell you that movie is cool as anything, when combined with acid, nitrous, and two hot bi girls. The asteroid effects were mind boggling; while watching the small one impact with earth I thought I could feel the shockwave. A commercial for some new version of mortal kombat, or some such game, came on tv. It depicted pictures and images of bones being broken, muscles being ripped, and other undesireable pains. I felt every one of them. I even closed my eyes because I honestly felt my bones being shattered. It sucked.
7:30 The effects are definetly subsiding, but I definetly do not feel sober. I am no longer having any form of open eyed visuals. I feel like I am gently being laid down from the most intense roller coaster ride modern science has to offer. We dressed, and went outside. It was dark out now, and I felt like I could handle myself in front of a large number of people. We walked to the local park and played with the ducks. I was having lots of cool ideas and thoughts about animal consciousness, and animal psychology. It was interesting to see the ducks slowly adapt to our presense, learn we are a "food source," and slowly loose some of their initial fear of our presence. Animals are cool. You notice so many things about your world when on acid, that you would never think of sober. It is truley a wonderful drug.
8:00 I still feel a bit odd, but my sense of reality is coming back. I am no longer having closed eye visuals, but my vision is very pixelated. The three of us decide to call it a night, and I ask J where she is staying. She looks sadly at A, kisses her strongly, and decides to bed with me.
8:45 We make it home with snacks from a mini mart. I eat them and break my day long fast. I told my roomate I tripped my balls off, and he said that he thought I was just stoned. LOL! What a day I had.
9:00 To my surprise, J passed right out. I layed in my bed, staring at the cieling for hours. I was still thinking intensly, allthough quite sober. Id love to meditate alone on LSD some time (allthough in this case, company was GREATLY appreciated!). I imagine the potential for thought expansion to reach porportions unreachable in sober mindsets. This seemed to be a true drug for the scientific mind! I just imagine if the likes of Einstein, or the Wright Brothers, or Edison, or some other great inventors, got ahold of lovely acid!
After many hours, I fell asleep after what was the greatist day of my entire life!
(i apologize for length and spelling errors)
Dose: 2 *potent* hits of blotter, and quite a few bulbs of nitrous.
This was my first experience with blotter. I have had microdots, liquid, and sugarcubes in the past.
Setting: Small town college campus, springtime, sunny warm day.
Set: Very good mood, with 2 very good friends.
I am very experienced with mushrooms, and experienced with lsd, dmt, ketamine, 2ct7, mda (and mdma), dxm, nitrous, amt, - just about any common psychedellic one can think of, and various combinations of them. Ive been meaning to make this trip report for some time
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A day previous to this event, my good friend J called me up and said she was on her way back to school with 6 paper hits of LSD. This pleased me greatly, as I had not had acid in a long time. I am a person of very good health (at least I think so). I work out every day, and eat very healthy. I do drink alchohol/indulge in hard drugs on a regular basis, but am always sure to otherwise maintain a strict healthy life. My body has a very high endurance for drugs, yet I seem to feel effects of most drugs more than most people. The day we were to take the acid, I fasted all morning and afternoon. I couldnt wait to get 3 hits in my mouth all day. J had class untill about 4pm, and I untill about 3. Once she was out of class, she came over to my room with the 'cid, and her good friend A. This was kind of odd, because I had been sleeping with J for some time, and J had been sleeping with A for some time (the two of them like to "experiment"). I had no problem splitting 6 hits between 2 very attractive girls and myself.
0:00 We all dosed. The blotter was a dull grey color, and had the texture of very thick cardboard. Many people say that LSD has no taste - I can most certainly taste lsd, and would call it a cross between a 9 volt battery and blood - yet a hint of warmth like good country cookin' (if that makes sense). I let the papers sit under my tounge for abotu 10 minutes, just sitting and thinking while J and A talked. My roomate, who was not familair with illegal drugs, had no idea. The three of us decided to go for a walk. We walked to a local mini mart so J could get her cigarettes.
0:15 I am allready feeling wierd. I trusted that my fasting all day allowed the chemical to interact with my nervous system much faster than normal. At this time, I am seeing slight pixelated colors in my prehipheral vision. J and A are both dressed up like street hookers because they thought it would be funny. Naturally, people are driving by yelling, "hot lesbos! yeah!" I can see they are slightly uncomforted by these comments.
0:25 We are on our way home, when J and A are reporting the pixelated vision I had. I am getting a very warm, tingly sensation in my stomach area, and have very pixelated vision. I knew then, that this was going to be a wild ride! I had this odd sensation that resembled 5-year-old mischief making.
0:35 At this point I am certainly feeling the onset of a trip. I have a strong thought expansion, similair to that of cannabis, yet more lucid, more rigid. I feel like I am on top of the world, like I am superman. We sit on a bench as J and A have a cigarette. The smoke was amazing to watch! I could see tiny little swirl patterns forming in the smoke. They offered me one. I normally do not care for tobacco, and find it repulsive. I decided to try a cig. The smoke was even cooler when it was right up in my face. I felt extremely lightheaded, and I started to see alot of little dots and spots flutter before my vision. A few random color specrums engulfed my hands and the cigarette, as well as the smoke. The sun is on its way out, and looks utterly AMAZING. I marvel at God's creation.
0:45 We walk up to my room. I feel as though I am out of breath. Again, I do not smoke, and I believe the acid totally amplified my bodies interpretation of lack of oxygen. Soon as we reached my room, I flopped on my bed. I honestly gasped for air as though there were none. My roomate laughs at me, and still has no idea the three of us are tripping (J and A both seemed to be feeling the effects). I thought I passed out, when I realized I diddnt. We chatted like kids on drugs for a few moments, untill my roomate's sobriety wierded us out. We decided to hed to A's house.
0:57 The walk to A's house was incredible. All over I felt like a little kid, running around checking out cool bugs, looking at the grass, watching the trees blow in the wind. A good friend of mine, Ad, drives by. He is a hardcore raver-gangsta type (hard to explain) and asks whats up. I say the three of us are "tripping balls." He says "nice, your eyes look great." He takes a look at J and A, and looks back at me with that expression guys get when they check out hot chicks. I just kinda gave him the same expression back. I said that I was too fucked up to hang out in the road, and he drove off. As he did, his car looked like it stretched out like a limo, then compacted again as it took off. Wierd.
1:00 We go in A's house. We turn off all the lights, and close the curtains so no light can get in. I am having the GREATIST body buzz I have ever felt. I have experienced large doses of MDMA, also drugs like crack and heroin, and I can tell you, this acid gave me the most incredible body high ever. I felt electric, yet smooth. It is hard to describe, almost like one is supercharged with energy, its like, feeling like an immortal. J throws on a winamp plugin and some band I had never heard of. The music was real wierd, almost like breakbeat hardcore mixed with jungle. The sounds were creating real twisted images in my mind.
1:15 My turn to dj, and I throw on some real ambient trance. This stuff was smooth and sweet. I lied on A's satin sheets and just let my mind go. I was tripping pretty hard (or so I thought). In my mind I imagined a vast room with stairs that entered on all walls, the floor and the cieling, and the stairs spiraled in and out of each other, and seemed to go on to infinity. The neato room I was seeing was laced with so many colors and textures I would not be able to put it in words. I imagined going up and down all the stairs, into an infinite amount of rooms. Reminded me of the structure of human neurons. The music is really influencing the imagery of my mind.
1:30 J and A are really giggling at me, because I have the biggest grin in the world on my face. I honestly felt so amazing I couldnt believe it. We all took turns throwing on different music and just tripping out on the winamp plugins (honestly, the images on the back of my eyelids were alot cooler, so I looked at them more).
2:30 I am totally spaced out now. I have a good sense of reality, but in a very twisted, Dr. Suess kind of way. A's satin sheets felt like a beautiful woman caressing my bones and my skin, it was the most incredible texture. She also had several huge pillows which I was having a blast rolling around on slowly. This was truely one of the most care free moments in my life. The two girls were getting mad at me, because I was not active enough. We went outside to watch all the sober people do what they thought was fun (hah!).
3:00 we sat on a bench watchin some kids play soccer. I think im peaking now. It was hard to tell, i had never tripped on acid this hard. I have eaten doses of 7+ grams of mushrooms, but the mindset of lsd and psilocybin are so incredibly different that this was a whole new experience for me. J and A went to chase after some squirrel. I am totally checking the two of them out, and they are HOT! At one point, it looked as though a tree nearby grew a huge smiley face, and winked at me. The other trees in the area seemed as though their branches were intertwined and moving in and out of each other. I couldn't tell if the sky was blue, or if the sun was setting, or if it was purple, it seemed to be all three at the same time.
3:15 I stared at a mountain real far away. I could have sworn I saw people on it, moving about and whatnot (the mountain was easily 8 miles away). I thought I had superhuman vision and could see distances of like 30 miles in detail. I thought I could read lisence plates on cars several hundred feet away. A guy I know walked up to me and said hi. I diddnt look him in the eye, rather nodded and said whassup hoping he would keep walking. Good thing he did, I was off my rocker on this bench. J and A came back saying we should go inside cuz all the people were freaking them out.
3:45 We went inside and threw on some tool. J decides to change into sweatpants and a sweatshirt. This girl has an incredible body, of which I enjoyed many many times. Seeing her strip down to her underwear on acid was like watching an angel bathe in a natural spring river. A ran over and slapped her on the ass, and the two of them turned to each other and giggled. I totally forgot there were two hot girls in the room, and started tripping out on my eyelids again. I was thinking about how much cooler this drug was than mushrooms (not that they are at ALL bad). I still had a strong presence of energy in my body, and felt like I could float.
4:00 I had my eyes closed for a good 5 mins, and was sitting in a semi-meditative position. The deftones, an AWESOME band were playing and their music was making me feel the very essense of beauty. I had thought that I was flying above an ocean, I literally felt as though I were flying!I opened my eyes and said "whoa" as though I had crash landed onto the most comfortable spot in the world. The mirror on teh wall looked like it bended and became concave, as did the cieling of A's bedroom.
4:10 I look over and J and A are deeply, passionately kissing each other. I said nothing, merely watched with awe. This simply was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen in my life. I watched them slowly kiss each other, their hands sliding across each other's faces and backs. I felt an erotic surge like I had never felt before, and I found this odd. Generally, when on psychedellics, sex is the furthest thing on my mind. Normally, my brain is out exploring the vastness of space, pondering mathematical schemes of science, or just philosophising the meanings of life. Not once has a single sexual thought entered my mind. But right then, wow, I think was the most erotic moment in the world!
4:20 J lifted A's sweater off of her and kissed her neck. I thought holy shit, I am about to watch the most fascinating aspect of human nature (sex!), while I am frying my balls off. A shot me an eye glance, smiled, and said, "I bet your jealous." I replied that with two miracles of creation so blessed as they, I was utterly speechless. J turned her head towards me, and smiled maliciously. They whispered something to each other, and kissed while looking at me. They were messing with me! They started to moan quietly, as they kissed again. The spatial dimensions seemed as though they were miles away, yet I could see them crystal clear. I could see every detail on their skin, their clothes, their jet black and brunette hair. I thought that acid was the coolest thing in creation, and that everyone needed some of this right now!!! I seriously felt like we were in some giant palace, away from the world, away from the fustrations of life, and my only purpose was to witness this act. J ran her hands across A's very busty chest and proceeded to lick inbetween her bra. As every man in the world should have been then, I was rock hard.
4:30 They continued giggling, teasing, and enticing me. I became their plaything as they just fooled with my mind. These two were so sexual, I had never witnessed such intimacy in my life. It almost made me wish I was female! I had been given a whole new perspective on love and relationships, it blew my mind. It was as though I understood the intimate connection they had, that I did not share with J. They were both topless now palming each others chests and sneering at me. I love the way that allthough they are not larger than a B cup, J's breasts are utterly perfectly formed. At that moment, I was almost more intrigued by the near perfect circular shape of her bosom and nipple than what was going on between the two. A had a very full sized chest, and a small waist, wich gave her an extremely sexually attractive figure. J layed A down on a blanket we had on the floor, and slowly kissed her stomach. The deftones rang out loud with "RX Queen," a very fitting song for the moment. With J down on all fours, and A breathing heavily, I simply could not resist watching anymore. My mind was overloaded with sexual thoughts and feelings. It seemed as though I was with them, that I had become both of them, both kissing and recieving kiss. My senses were overloaded.
4:45 Somewhere along the line A's pants were removed, and J down to a thong. They were making out hard, and I asked quite politely to join in. They told me when I was deemed worthy. The room was so warm, and smelled incredible. I felt like I was at a victoria's secret fashion show, except all the models were naked and getting it on with each other. I did not know weather this was torture, or pleasure - I simply stared in amazement. "I bet this sucks for him," said A. I concured. I begged for themto let me play, pleaded as though my life were on the line. They laughed hysterically, and made some comment about men. J, whos amazing backside was towards me, shot me a look like "come on in, if you dare. Immediatly I drew myself to the floor and rubbed my face along her ass.
4:55 I thought the texture of satin was amazing, but lo and behold, warm flesh on my face had to be the most incredible feeling in the universe. I put my face to Js and kissed her as though she had never been kissed before. She tasted like heaven. As my eyes closed images of vast forests and mountains and lakes and tropical paradises flooded my vision. It was as though I was a lost spirit who had finally found his home. A sat up and kissed me as well. The three of us kissed each other as though we were in an "E Puddle."
There was no longer time. There was no longer any world outside this bedroom. The universe consisted of these two angels, and myself (and the Deftones!). I felt as though I tasted them for eternity. A smelled like some sort of intense perfume, it totally overpowered the cigarette smell onboth of them. I thought that I could feel each molecule of her perfume rise into my nose and into my sinuses. For a split second, I then saw each molecule turn into big round smiles that spun out of control toward my head in an incredible wavelength-type pattern. I opened my eyes and laughed. They laughed too, it was as though we all knew what each other was laughing at, but really had no clue. I seemed to be able to read their minds, and the same for each of them. We were on a plane of communication that transcended words. All of the sudden my clothes were off, and I had no idea how that happened...
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J rolled me over, and slid down on me. Her legs are awesome. She slowly massaged my pelvis with hers, and gripped my chest like a cat whom just caught fresh prey. She turned to give A a deep, passionate kiss. She moaned loudly, as did I. A giggled and leaned over to kiss me. Kissing her with J on top of me was the greatist feeling of my life. I felt as though I had several extra senses that did not exist previously. It was as though I could see us from my perspective, and from a perspective from the cieling, simultaneously. A turned to kiss J again, and I slid my hands up the back of her thigh. My tactile sensation was overwhelmed, the head emitted from her crotch seemed to melt my hand, and for a moment I thought it had. I even looked to make sure. A stated that I had had enough, and she bekoned J to come to her. I think I may have orgasmed, but I honestly did not know. I was feeling surges of power running from head to toe the entire time, and had finally understood the bhuddist saying of, "enlightenment lies within the vagina."
This continued on for some time, untill the three of us were satisfied.
We layed on A's bed as they both snuggled up with me. Naturally, the two of them smoked a cigarette. I declined. J said that she had forgotton two packages of whippits in A's closed. I laughed loud and asked her to fetch them. We had a cracker, a baloon, and about 25 whippets it looked. I couldnt tell because my vision wasnt registering amounts of grouped objects well.
6:20? J took the first hit. She gets REAL fucked up from nitrous, and her head spasmed back and forth like she was having a tiny siezure. I diddnt wanna laugh, cuz she nearly kicked my ass the last time I did when I first saw her take a whippit a few days previously. A inhaled the next baloon, and just stared at me with a goofy smile. It was my turn.
I took it all in one breath, exhaled into the baloon, inhaled again, exhaled again, and inhaled again. I let the baloon fly away. I remember hearing J and A yell at me for that, but their voices were allready fuzzy. I got the familair wawawawa auditory effect, and headspace of nitrous, but there was something else there. The acid. The acid took this to another dimension! It was very similair to a K hole; I was completely unaware of my natural surroundings, totally did not know what was goin on. I thought for a moment I was a sound particle marching in line with other sound particles in a movie. I bobbed my head back and forth like some wierd animated villan from super mario brothers. I snapped back to reality some time later (Seemed like a million years), to see J and A giggling at me again.
They were both still naked, and still really sexy. I told J I would pleasure her orally while she took a whippet. She inhaled, and I engulfed her clitoris with my mouth. It seemed as though she orgasmed while on the nitrous (I know how her vagina feels when she cums, and im almost certain she did). She claimed to have no memory of what happened on the bed, but that she had the most amazing whippet of her life nonetheless. She was quite out of breath! A asked me to do the same, and I heartily agreed. It seemed not nearly as intense for her as J, but she definetly enjoyed it!
7:00 I felt the acid less and less with each passing minute, but those bulbs really brought the effects back. I was tripping hard, but it felt as though it were slipping away, that I was slowly sliding back into reality. The movie "Armageddon" was on television, and let me tell you that movie is cool as anything, when combined with acid, nitrous, and two hot bi girls. The asteroid effects were mind boggling; while watching the small one impact with earth I thought I could feel the shockwave. A commercial for some new version of mortal kombat, or some such game, came on tv. It depicted pictures and images of bones being broken, muscles being ripped, and other undesireable pains. I felt every one of them. I even closed my eyes because I honestly felt my bones being shattered. It sucked.
7:30 The effects are definetly subsiding, but I definetly do not feel sober. I am no longer having any form of open eyed visuals. I feel like I am gently being laid down from the most intense roller coaster ride modern science has to offer. We dressed, and went outside. It was dark out now, and I felt like I could handle myself in front of a large number of people. We walked to the local park and played with the ducks. I was having lots of cool ideas and thoughts about animal consciousness, and animal psychology. It was interesting to see the ducks slowly adapt to our presense, learn we are a "food source," and slowly loose some of their initial fear of our presence. Animals are cool. You notice so many things about your world when on acid, that you would never think of sober. It is truley a wonderful drug.
8:00 I still feel a bit odd, but my sense of reality is coming back. I am no longer having closed eye visuals, but my vision is very pixelated. The three of us decide to call it a night, and I ask J where she is staying. She looks sadly at A, kisses her strongly, and decides to bed with me.
8:45 We make it home with snacks from a mini mart. I eat them and break my day long fast. I told my roomate I tripped my balls off, and he said that he thought I was just stoned. LOL! What a day I had.
9:00 To my surprise, J passed right out. I layed in my bed, staring at the cieling for hours. I was still thinking intensly, allthough quite sober. Id love to meditate alone on LSD some time (allthough in this case, company was GREATLY appreciated!). I imagine the potential for thought expansion to reach porportions unreachable in sober mindsets. This seemed to be a true drug for the scientific mind! I just imagine if the likes of Einstein, or the Wright Brothers, or Edison, or some other great inventors, got ahold of lovely acid!
After many hours, I fell asleep after what was the greatist day of my entire life!
(i apologize for length and spelling errors)
