n00bgod
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 11, 2006
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- 98
Start my afternoon off monday calling my L dealer, heard he had just gone to re up and had some of his regular (shitty I admit) L. Its that white on white unperf'd almost watercolor paper like texture shit that has been floating around down South for a while.
After riding with my friends to go get 3 hits for myself, and for them to case the place out (this kid had a lot of dank, almost a QP - and was begging to get his shit taken). After charging me $10 a hit I wasnt necassarily going to stop it, but I had them take me back to my car in hopes of getting some V-Day shopping done so the parents wont hate me too much.
I get a call while im shopping at Target from the kid with L. Apparently my friends had gone back, put a .38 to his head, and tried to clean everyone in the car out. The kids getting set up all managed to haul ass out of the car and get away with only a wallet or 2 getting taken. Needless to say, no more L for me even though I was uninvolved - oh well, his shit sucks anyways and I knew
Its 10 o clock and after cutting off a hit to put in a V-Day card for a girlfriend of mine who had never tripped I eat my 2 hits of L. It usually takes about an hour and a half for 2 hits to kick with this kids shit, and I knew I was in for a night when I was coming up almost harder than I peaked on the shit before within 30 minutes of the L hitting my tongue.
The setting : school night, no homework, parents asleep and at the same house where 1 month ago I had my first bad trip in 3 years of psychadelic useage. An 1/8 of potent ass mushrooms had me freaking out bad, making me rethink my drug use. I wanted to see if I could overcome the vibe this house gave me.
Im watching 24 at about T+ 0:45 and Jacks face is morphing, I am feeling a heavy body buzz (ALMOST ecstasy like without the roll) and my pupils are EXTREMELY dialated. I decide to go lay down after the show and kick back in my bed with some Widespread/String Cheese/Pink Floyds - Pulse. I peak at about 12 and wow, I realize I am stupid as hell. I have a semi important day at school tommorrow, and I realize I will still be tripping. This L was deff. better than all this kids stuff, and I misjudged how long I would be tripping. Whoops.
Its about 4 am and im standing in the mirror looking at myself. Everything is so ugly yet beautiful on acid. When I trip and look at myself I can see every pore of fucking skin, nasty. Everything feels as If I was put here from another world and Im just discovering light, air, mirrors, I cant wipe the smile off my face. I am VERY on edge, I know there is no going to sleep. I lay back down in bed, watching my windows ripple, my hand flowing away, and my carpet pulsate.
When is this going to get weaker? I start to get almost a little tired of tripping, Its not as pronounced as it was, I am almost n a trancending phase (not really coming down, but shifting trip modes). I fight to sleep (its about 6 am now) - nothing happening. At about 6:35 I am dressed, (no shower before school, not good I know, but I fucked off getting into the shower staring at a rug in my bathroom) and scraping ice off my jeep during fucking 30 degree weather. I am pissed. I am late (school starts at 7, I still gotta pick a girl that rides to school with me up, and I am really on edge. My colors still are noticably fucked, everything has kind of a purplish hue to it. Everything is so fucking weird, Im tripping but everything is really weirding me out. I get to school about 10 minutes late and am told to go to homeroom to pick my classes for my senior. Fuck.
Some girl that Ive only talked to motioned for me to come sit down, and right away she sees my eyes and says "your tripping balls, give me your schedule". She fills out my sheet for next year, telling me about how shes always wanted to eat a quarter sheet. She says by the way I look (I look like shit) it looks as if I'd eaten about 5 hits of acid sometime the night before. After talking some more about random shit, a friend comes up to me and shouts "DUDE, YOUR PUPILS ARE DIME SIZE". Im in homeroom with a bunch of kids who dont use and I know some of them are looking at me trying to figure out what the "hippie dude smoked". Everything is really weirding me out, and Im starting to get pissed off at people.
1st period rolls around and, lol, its a movie day. Some Kevin Costner movie about the Cuban Missle Crisis. I have to concentrate to see Costners face blur. The girl I had the L for is in my class and I slip her the card, she lights up and I think its at that moment my trip seems to lose the anxiety really and for the first time I feel like im really coming down. The rest of the day (Up until 5th period, 12 o clock) I spent trying not to make eye contact with the teachers and trying no to look sketch. I go home at 2 o clock and sleep for 2 hours before going to work.
After riding with my friends to go get 3 hits for myself, and for them to case the place out (this kid had a lot of dank, almost a QP - and was begging to get his shit taken). After charging me $10 a hit I wasnt necassarily going to stop it, but I had them take me back to my car in hopes of getting some V-Day shopping done so the parents wont hate me too much.
I get a call while im shopping at Target from the kid with L. Apparently my friends had gone back, put a .38 to his head, and tried to clean everyone in the car out. The kids getting set up all managed to haul ass out of the car and get away with only a wallet or 2 getting taken. Needless to say, no more L for me even though I was uninvolved - oh well, his shit sucks anyways and I knew
Its 10 o clock and after cutting off a hit to put in a V-Day card for a girlfriend of mine who had never tripped I eat my 2 hits of L. It usually takes about an hour and a half for 2 hits to kick with this kids shit, and I knew I was in for a night when I was coming up almost harder than I peaked on the shit before within 30 minutes of the L hitting my tongue.
The setting : school night, no homework, parents asleep and at the same house where 1 month ago I had my first bad trip in 3 years of psychadelic useage. An 1/8 of potent ass mushrooms had me freaking out bad, making me rethink my drug use. I wanted to see if I could overcome the vibe this house gave me.
Im watching 24 at about T+ 0:45 and Jacks face is morphing, I am feeling a heavy body buzz (ALMOST ecstasy like without the roll) and my pupils are EXTREMELY dialated. I decide to go lay down after the show and kick back in my bed with some Widespread/String Cheese/Pink Floyds - Pulse. I peak at about 12 and wow, I realize I am stupid as hell. I have a semi important day at school tommorrow, and I realize I will still be tripping. This L was deff. better than all this kids stuff, and I misjudged how long I would be tripping. Whoops.
Its about 4 am and im standing in the mirror looking at myself. Everything is so ugly yet beautiful on acid. When I trip and look at myself I can see every pore of fucking skin, nasty. Everything feels as If I was put here from another world and Im just discovering light, air, mirrors, I cant wipe the smile off my face. I am VERY on edge, I know there is no going to sleep. I lay back down in bed, watching my windows ripple, my hand flowing away, and my carpet pulsate.
When is this going to get weaker? I start to get almost a little tired of tripping, Its not as pronounced as it was, I am almost n a trancending phase (not really coming down, but shifting trip modes). I fight to sleep (its about 6 am now) - nothing happening. At about 6:35 I am dressed, (no shower before school, not good I know, but I fucked off getting into the shower staring at a rug in my bathroom) and scraping ice off my jeep during fucking 30 degree weather. I am pissed. I am late (school starts at 7, I still gotta pick a girl that rides to school with me up, and I am really on edge. My colors still are noticably fucked, everything has kind of a purplish hue to it. Everything is so fucking weird, Im tripping but everything is really weirding me out. I get to school about 10 minutes late and am told to go to homeroom to pick my classes for my senior. Fuck.
Some girl that Ive only talked to motioned for me to come sit down, and right away she sees my eyes and says "your tripping balls, give me your schedule". She fills out my sheet for next year, telling me about how shes always wanted to eat a quarter sheet. She says by the way I look (I look like shit) it looks as if I'd eaten about 5 hits of acid sometime the night before. After talking some more about random shit, a friend comes up to me and shouts "DUDE, YOUR PUPILS ARE DIME SIZE". Im in homeroom with a bunch of kids who dont use and I know some of them are looking at me trying to figure out what the "hippie dude smoked". Everything is really weirding me out, and Im starting to get pissed off at people.
1st period rolls around and, lol, its a movie day. Some Kevin Costner movie about the Cuban Missle Crisis. I have to concentrate to see Costners face blur. The girl I had the L for is in my class and I slip her the card, she lights up and I think its at that moment my trip seems to lose the anxiety really and for the first time I feel like im really coming down. The rest of the day (Up until 5th period, 12 o clock) I spent trying not to make eye contact with the teachers and trying no to look sketch. I go home at 2 o clock and sleep for 2 hours before going to work.

. You had mentioned your house giving you really bad vibes the last time you tripped there, did any of that happen this time? Your main focus on this report was your worry about school, so i guess that could have overshadowed anything else going on