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LSD - experienced - 6hits = Hectic valentines day

chugs said:
It's called post traumatic stress syndrome (read up on it) and you can recover from it as long as you do the right things. Nothing difficult to overcome as long as you can see it for what it is.

the first time i had acid i went through 6 months of, every 30mins, being completely detached and anaylsing the situation, TV was especially depressing, thinking about all those people and how terrible it must be for them to fake themselves to make such stupid, cheap and nasty programming.



Yeah that is so true - i hate the medical establishment, especially the front line. Fine if they're burned out and fucked off but that is no excuse for treating the clientele like shit, irrespective of how they caused they're problems.

I hate customer service, i dislike stupid ones but i never treat them with anything but i won't treat a customer like how frontline medical crews treat patients - ever. I won't even treat a mongrel dog like they do.

From breaking several limbs to Od'ing i have been constantly been given insufficient medication (1 broken leg and all the fuckers could give me after it had been reset was half a panediene forte 15mg of codeine). For people who's injuries weren't even they're fault the nurses and DR are brusque, rude and just indifferent.

Od'ing in the waiting room of a hospital the triage nurse completely ignored me and left me until a passing nurse noticed me passing out, compulsing uncontrollably. fuckers.



ignore this - you're just stressed by the mental base jump you did -
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Man i hope you're right, since i was diagnosed with bi polar schizo whatever, and my mum also has it, but you defiently seem to grasp the exacty situation that im in, and i definetly get that thing about TV ( not just tv, practically everything, just shits me.) Glad it turned out good for you though, so maybe i got some hope ^_^

Both my parents are also doctors, and they agree how fucked the system is. Its like everysingle deparment or section in a hospital is understaffed, underun, unequipped, its completely fucking ridiculous.
 
ArtoS said:
Man i hope you're right, since i was diagnosed with bi polar schizo whatever, and my mum also has it, but you defiently seem to grasp the exacty situation that im in, and i definetly get that thing about TV ( not just tv, practically everything, just shits me.) Glad it turned out good for you though, so maybe i got some hope ^_^
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You seem to enjoy the occasional (or maybe a daily) smoke of cannabis.

Definitely stop smoking - it will exacerbate anxiety and further your belief that you have a psychosis - also it won't mingle well with the trauma you went through with the LSD.

a very short course of benzos could help

i think human beings will from time to time feel crazy - i know i definately do - especially after some heavy tripping.

It's is a warning from your mind to moderate a bit, slow down a tad and just chill out. You would be surprised that you can actually have days where you don't have to drink/smoke/pop.

but definately think positively, you'll be alright as long as you do the right thing
 
*sigh* yeah i know =(
But when i stop recreatinoally taking drugs (and i definetly do) the bi polar part cranks down, but the depersonalisation cranks up and so does my general bordom with life, so i try to keep it reasonable but not excessive.
 
ArtoS said:
Bullshit, it dosnt give them squat.
Please understand i dont regret anything that happened to me, or that will happen to me. The way i think, nothing is good/bad and both are necessary to fully experience life. I happen to like the extremes of both. So if i want to have 6 tabs and push myself headlong in a car thats my choice.
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Sure it's your choice - but how foolish is that?

Suppose the media get their hand on this.

"A man on LSD steals and walks into moving traffic, thinking he's in a dream"

The sad thing about it is: polliticians won't blame you for your mindless actions - they'll blame the drug. Stories like this give ammo to the anti-drug cause.

Read newspapers leading up to when the US government made psychedelic drugs illegal (c. 1970). I bet there were many hyped up stories similar to this.
 
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I dont think its foolish at all. I dont codem any acts, they all have a learning purpose. Though i will agree if the media SOMEHOW got their hands on it, they would blame the drug outright...but its old news, and this shit happens everyday. Whats more LSD isnt really in the crosshair of the government/anti-drug whoever. Around 90% of people that i talk to still believe all the urban legends surrounding LSD. I know guys that do meth, coke on a habitual basis but will never touch acid.
 
^^ That's because meth and coke may be harder on the body, but acid and psychedelics are harder to handle, especially if your goal is to just feel good and get fucked up. Sadly, most people would do meth and coke before acid, I think (although most would do none of the above), because you don't have to put any work into those experiences.
 
Dyno_oz said:
Sure it's your choice - but how foolish is that?

Suppose the media get their hand on this.

"A man on LSD steals and walks into moving traffic, thinking he's in a dream"

The sad thing about it is: polliticians won't blame you for your mindless actions - they'll blame the drug. Stories like this give ammo to the anti-drug cause.

Read newspapers leading up to when the US government made psychedelic drugs illegal (c. 1970). I bet there were many hyped up stories similar to this.
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Who really cares what the media has to say? LSD is never going to change its image.
 
Xorkoth said:
^^ That's because meth and coke may be harder on the body, but acid and psychedelics are harder to handle, especially if your goal is to just feel good and get fucked up. Sadly, most people would do meth and coke before acid, I think (although most would do none of the above), because you don't have to put any work into those experiences.
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Though this is true, their more just scared of it for the wrong reasons, like someone who didnt do drugs would be scared of drugs. ie tabs make you jump out windows.
 
pin said:
Who really cares what the media has to say? LSD is never going to change its image.
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If users have an attitude like that - of course it won't.

It amazes me how some people are so narrow-minded, thinking reckless actions like that only affect themselves.

Anyway.. I'm over it..
 
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Xorkoth said:
Amazingly bitter tabs? My friend, you may not have gotten LSD, as LSD is not amazingly bitter. Sometimes a slight bitter taste can be detected, mostly due to the paper it's put on, but amazingly bitter sounds like a DOx.

I like your report, though. I hope you were able to come to some sort of peace about it. It sounds difficult but amazing, and I hope that you can one day see it as rewarding in some way.
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personally on my 3 blotters experience also felt them blotters overwhelming bitter.. pretty sure it was lsd though as it started kicking in at around 15 minutes...
 
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