js2k6
Bluelighter
now this is taken directly from my journal. i'm gonna make a few mods here and there to remove any sort of event names etc.
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it's christmas time, and normally when a fat man with a killer beard, and a massive sack is around, he brings cheer and joy to all around him
now, unfortunately for you kiddies, this is not the case, this fat bearded c*** with a massive sack is not here for christmas cheer, hes here to tell you how much of a tripper he's been over the past... well 60 hours or so?
(ps if i was santa claus, i wouldnt give you presents, id shit down your chimney and then throw rocks at your house. and probably steal what presents were already under the tree... cos im just an all round nice guy LOL)
lol the weekend still doesnt appear to be over
i do feel myself returning to normality.. at least just a little bit anyways
hahaha been goin since saturday morning,
had a fuckin rad time at *a nightclub*, pinging off my titties, stayed up all throughout the night, sunday morning kept goin with the last couple of points
waited til the arvo and decided that i should get into the acid
lol wasnt sure how it'd mix with all the speed thought.. fuck it. ill go in halves just to be safe. took a few hours to really kick in
kept going in halves, wound up eating 2 tabs over a fairly long period of time.
soooooo fuckin cartoony, so many overlays and patterns, the colours are all so fuckin vivid.
i'm suprised that two tabs could actually produce hallucinations this strong, its been a great couple of days, bought myself a couple of asianese dvds from jb hifi, one called election (triad movie), the other called reincarnation (creepy fucked up asian horror) lols.
cu@random impulse purchases,
anyways about the acid, it appeared to be the same as the lot we got the week before *a rave in early december*. when i ate it, it was more like paper than cardboard, maybe it took a stronger dose in, or it just absorbed in better, cos this shit was fuckin unreal.
at one point, for about ten minutes, the visuals and audio hallucinations got so intense i could taste colours, this almost made me freakout that i couldnt handle the overstimulation, but then i calmed down a few seconds later when i remembered this is exactly why i took the shit hahahaha
there were some points i felt clear, so i went to the supermarket for cheesecake and drink, i got to the street and the cars goin past looked like they were doing 400kmh... whooshing bubbly noises all around. i get across the road, and as i walk along out the front of the supermarket,
the path in front of me just starts increasing in length, in increments, exactly like a horror movie. lol fuckin creepy shit, but all still rather amusing
lol got back home and kicked back for a bit watching the door melting, and the stove top looking like a dali masterpiece with the pot handles dripping onto the floor.
my room looked as tho it was made of plasma as my green n pink computer case neons cut into the light, the air in there was different, i felt weightless, limbs all felt so floaty.
the futurama poster began moving heaps, looking as tho fry was glaring at me and bender was walking out of the wall with malice intent.
still rather amusing, my friend was also seeing the same sorta shit,
went on a walk watching strange electrified snakelike objects that were bright green flying through the sky at random times, other times it was just green orbs shooting upwards
bubbles or sparkles filled the air, at one point all this electric silver glitter came off my friend and dissapeared into thin air. lol the river looked so pretty at night underneath that sky,
anyways some things happened in the park, then was ever so rudely interrupted by headlights circling the nearby carpark
a divvi van was driving around, quickly move apart, pants up lol
they shine their headlights in our direction, now just sitting there talking they lose interest and drive away hahahah
then i managed to completely headfuck myself in the shower, i was thinking.. what if this shit stopped affecting me, what then?
as i looked down everything stopped moving, everything appeared normal.. i say out loud "youve got to be fucking kidding me.. no way"
i wait a few seconds, time speeds right up and the walls begin dripping down again, lol this was rather amusing.
continued feeling a bit more weightless laid on the couch for a bit lol'ing at how shit all the wankers on "stripsearch" are.
seriously i have never seen a bigger bunch of dickwads, they give the winners on SNTM a run for their money lol
6am monday clicks over... still no sleep since 8am or whenever it was i got up for work on saturday morning.
walk over to the supermarket to grab some v and redbulls to keep awake a bit longer so i dont crash too hard and forget to do other shit today, better get it all done before i pass out.
chill in bed for a bit after this watching some movies, laying down felt so good. i nodded off for about 2 hours, then went off to *a nearby shopping mall*.
took so much effort, could not be fucked whatsoever.. but i forced myself to do it lol.. then as i left the house my skin began tingling and i felt totally reborn,
wandered around, bought a couple of dvd's, got some china bar for lunch, came home.
watched one of the dvds.. now im in here writing a blog.
things are still moving, having some more introspective thoughts,
to others, no doubt from the outset, this behaviour, this complete distortion of reality must seem completely fucked up,
wrong.. weird.. whatever you wanna call it.
but i'm completely happy. after a sleep this will all be worn off and this big blur of saturday, sunday, monday will be a distant memory.
but if this is xmas, then i fuckin like it, its the best one i've had in years hahaha
i look forward to new years day,
and hopefully get some awesome pills and get really warm, munted and loved up.
i've missed that feeling.
almost felt it last night at some points, i was just amazed by how fucking vivid and beautiful it all looked.
overwhelming in a good way yanno
anyways. i cant be fucked writing much more.
im sure i've dribbled enough crap for now. i leave you
[ending removed cos it has a photo of me in it]
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it's christmas time, and normally when a fat man with a killer beard, and a massive sack is around, he brings cheer and joy to all around him
now, unfortunately for you kiddies, this is not the case, this fat bearded c*** with a massive sack is not here for christmas cheer, hes here to tell you how much of a tripper he's been over the past... well 60 hours or so?
(ps if i was santa claus, i wouldnt give you presents, id shit down your chimney and then throw rocks at your house. and probably steal what presents were already under the tree... cos im just an all round nice guy LOL)
lol the weekend still doesnt appear to be over
i do feel myself returning to normality.. at least just a little bit anyways
hahaha been goin since saturday morning,
had a fuckin rad time at *a nightclub*, pinging off my titties, stayed up all throughout the night, sunday morning kept goin with the last couple of points
waited til the arvo and decided that i should get into the acid
lol wasnt sure how it'd mix with all the speed thought.. fuck it. ill go in halves just to be safe. took a few hours to really kick in
kept going in halves, wound up eating 2 tabs over a fairly long period of time.
soooooo fuckin cartoony, so many overlays and patterns, the colours are all so fuckin vivid.
i'm suprised that two tabs could actually produce hallucinations this strong, its been a great couple of days, bought myself a couple of asianese dvds from jb hifi, one called election (triad movie), the other called reincarnation (creepy fucked up asian horror) lols.
cu@random impulse purchases,
anyways about the acid, it appeared to be the same as the lot we got the week before *a rave in early december*. when i ate it, it was more like paper than cardboard, maybe it took a stronger dose in, or it just absorbed in better, cos this shit was fuckin unreal.
at one point, for about ten minutes, the visuals and audio hallucinations got so intense i could taste colours, this almost made me freakout that i couldnt handle the overstimulation, but then i calmed down a few seconds later when i remembered this is exactly why i took the shit hahahaha
there were some points i felt clear, so i went to the supermarket for cheesecake and drink, i got to the street and the cars goin past looked like they were doing 400kmh... whooshing bubbly noises all around. i get across the road, and as i walk along out the front of the supermarket,
the path in front of me just starts increasing in length, in increments, exactly like a horror movie. lol fuckin creepy shit, but all still rather amusing
lol got back home and kicked back for a bit watching the door melting, and the stove top looking like a dali masterpiece with the pot handles dripping onto the floor.
my room looked as tho it was made of plasma as my green n pink computer case neons cut into the light, the air in there was different, i felt weightless, limbs all felt so floaty.
the futurama poster began moving heaps, looking as tho fry was glaring at me and bender was walking out of the wall with malice intent.
still rather amusing, my friend was also seeing the same sorta shit,
went on a walk watching strange electrified snakelike objects that were bright green flying through the sky at random times, other times it was just green orbs shooting upwards
bubbles or sparkles filled the air, at one point all this electric silver glitter came off my friend and dissapeared into thin air. lol the river looked so pretty at night underneath that sky,
anyways some things happened in the park, then was ever so rudely interrupted by headlights circling the nearby carpark
a divvi van was driving around, quickly move apart, pants up lol
they shine their headlights in our direction, now just sitting there talking they lose interest and drive away hahahah
then i managed to completely headfuck myself in the shower, i was thinking.. what if this shit stopped affecting me, what then?
as i looked down everything stopped moving, everything appeared normal.. i say out loud "youve got to be fucking kidding me.. no way"
i wait a few seconds, time speeds right up and the walls begin dripping down again, lol this was rather amusing.
continued feeling a bit more weightless laid on the couch for a bit lol'ing at how shit all the wankers on "stripsearch" are.
seriously i have never seen a bigger bunch of dickwads, they give the winners on SNTM a run for their money lol
6am monday clicks over... still no sleep since 8am or whenever it was i got up for work on saturday morning.
walk over to the supermarket to grab some v and redbulls to keep awake a bit longer so i dont crash too hard and forget to do other shit today, better get it all done before i pass out.
chill in bed for a bit after this watching some movies, laying down felt so good. i nodded off for about 2 hours, then went off to *a nearby shopping mall*.
took so much effort, could not be fucked whatsoever.. but i forced myself to do it lol.. then as i left the house my skin began tingling and i felt totally reborn,
wandered around, bought a couple of dvd's, got some china bar for lunch, came home.
watched one of the dvds.. now im in here writing a blog.
things are still moving, having some more introspective thoughts,
to others, no doubt from the outset, this behaviour, this complete distortion of reality must seem completely fucked up,
wrong.. weird.. whatever you wanna call it.
but i'm completely happy. after a sleep this will all be worn off and this big blur of saturday, sunday, monday will be a distant memory.
but if this is xmas, then i fuckin like it, its the best one i've had in years hahaha
i look forward to new years day,
and hopefully get some awesome pills and get really warm, munted and loved up.
i've missed that feeling.
almost felt it last night at some points, i was just amazed by how fucking vivid and beautiful it all looked.
overwhelming in a good way yanno
anyways. i cant be fucked writing much more.
im sure i've dribbled enough crap for now. i leave you
[ending removed cos it has a photo of me in it]
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