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LSD Blotter First time, From Utopia to Distopia

TrickmA

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Had a blotter (rainbow dolphin) at around 11pm at a sydney rave, approximately 10,000 people at the superdome.

11:05 pm - The taste of lsd was overwhelming, a somewhat metallic cider taste which floated around my mouth.

11:50 - Wandering around the outside chillout area all the people start seeming diffrent in some way, funnier, more stupid, more intricate and meaningful. I notice im not very social at this point, just keeping my thoughts to myself.

12:15 i wander past the vast main room and upstairs into a white corridor where everything seems to flash and seem more understanding and amazing. I enter another dancefloor where i see people dancing, its a marvelous sight. As they move so perfectly to the music the lasers move into the figures and create the atmosphere which was unexplainable.
i feel abit dehydrated so i line up for a bottle of water, when the shop attendent asked me what i wanted, i found it funny that he would want to know that.. (it made sense at the time :p )
I could feel the cold water go down my throat, i saw the clear liquid in my mind and felt it go all througout my body

1:00 am - I wander into the breaks room where i find some friends chillin out at the seated area, i sit and watch the psychadelic video display on the large screens.
It all seems alot more abnormal yet understanding at the same time, everything made sense, and the tab started to hit its peak.

2:00 at around this time i was throughlly enjoying myself, that all started to change..

As i walked around by myself (exploring) i started getting extremely annoyed with having to wait to get through door ways (due to the venue being overcrowded) .. then i started getting somewhat scared of overwhelming thoughts from to many random people,

3:00 at around this time i had been sitting with friends for about 1 hour quiet and just paranoid, scared of everything around me..
My friend asked me if i was having a bad trip, then i finaly realised what was happening. As soon as possible she rushed me to her friend who was good at probing the mind in an event of a bad trip.

4:00 - we had been sitting for an hour, he told me all about lsd and how it was a psychological drug etc, how nothing was real.
Every time i saw someone i would somehow see their thoughts and think they were trying to somehow hurt me or try to scare me. (exactly like a nightmare) I kept thinking that i would never get out of this trip, it felt so strong i could feel it all inside my body. I thought i was going to die.
A friend of mine recommended candy flipping (LSD/MDMA) in bringing out happiness,

But then another told me that it would provoke paranoia. So i only dumped a half , waited 30 mins, nothing happened.

5:00 - Trip was getting worse, at one point i saw a friends face melting as he was frowning, it was making me extremely scared, felt like it wouldnt get any better, pil had no effect, Dumped another whole pill. Waited around with few friends who were all rolling.

5:30 - Finally the 1.5 pills kicked in and i started feeling slightly more confident, thats when i told myself.. thats it im going to have to beat this. I walked onto the dancefloor with a few friends and then realised it was my favourite international Dj, this brought my peak on throughlly. The candy flip had begun and my bad trip was gone.

6:00am - I finished off the night with extreme euphoric energy and a smile on my face, the bad trip had gone and i was enjoying the candy flipping experience throughlly. Everything around me was so open and flowing, i felt so free and liberated. The music was so perfect, every single beat sounded unique and i could feel the music in all its presence float through my body and expand my mind to a point where i was emotionally in a utopia.


~ that night is one i will never forget, experiencing the 'bad trip' was like a journey, in discovering who was there for me when these things happen and how i overcame this state of mind with my own psychological power. It's also given me an extreme understanding on how reality is a state of mind and the ways in which it can be bent, and how feelings, thoughts and emotions are all elements of the mind which can be altered psychologically.
 
really cool report, I enjoyed reading it. too bad about the downside of the trip.
and who is that "favourite international Dj"??
 
Haven't you ever heard the rule known by almost every drug user: LSD isn't MDMA, you can have a bad trip and being around a lot of people (like, 20 non-trippers) can definately make a trip turn sour. Set and setting...
 
Nice report! :)

Those tabs did taste weird. Like the hearts and ohms tabs that circulated all around Australia. It cannot be the acid, although, both those tabs were about the same potency. Maybe it was the blotter paper, or some impurity.. Anyone have any idea?
 
amnesia, i had some preety strong pills, i was peaking yet still having the bad trip. it was only then (yes with the extreme help of Mdma) i was able to get the confidence etc to get out of it.

and mind movie - at the time it was K Energy feat. mc sharkey
 
dude i know where your coming from, i candy flipped at that same utopia too... i was just as fucked as you but i didnt have a bad trip, i just dance something cronic it was amazing... passed out twice though! ;)
 
I know where your coming from man.

i became one with nature one time, long story

Have you ever been able to make things, (like plants, grass, flowers, vines, etc), grow on your command?????

LIFE CHANGING EXPERIENCE!!!!
 
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