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LSD and Ecstacy - First Time - So Confused

psykiz

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hey! long time reader, first time poster.

I had been wanting to try acid for awhile, read everything i could about it until i felt i was ready.

So, saturday night, some friends and I went to a doof i was planning on tripping with 2 of my friends J & M, both of who had taken acid before. We had 3 tabs between us (white with a pink/red heart.,,) M was only taking half while J and I were having a whole. Anyway, we werent planning on taking the acid til around 3am because we wanted to be tripping for both part of the night and the day. I wasnt sure if i was going to be able to stay awake until that time (it was like 11pm, plus the hour for daylight savings.. so like 5 hours) so i took half a white crown to get me going.
Not much interesting to report during those hours, basically just dancing and chatting with friends and stuff.
At 3am i dropped the other half of the white crown, sat around and had a few cones then danced for a little while longer. Around 3:30 J, M and I had consumed our acid.
We went back to the dance floor and danced for awhile, J wasnt feeling well so she went back to the car with her boyfriend.
I'm not sure how much time passed but i felt like i was dancing for ages, There was screens behind the DJ's that were playing trippy visualisations and i felt like those visuals were meant for me, and that i understood them better then anyone else, i could feel my body flowing with the music, i was very aware of how my body was moving and how it was feeling, the music and my body felt like one. The sun was starting to come up, i could see the sky getting lighter and actually able to make out things in the surroundings (trees, bushes etc) alternating between dancing and talking to friends for awhile, then the doof got broken up. It would have been around 7am-ish when this happened.
Was standing around with M and our other friends for awhile trying to work out what was going on and what we were going to do, My boyfriend was being really drunk and silly and i couldnt handle it at this point in time (i needed quiet for my head!) so me and M went for a walk. I noticed how crisp and sharp everything seemed, like the trees just seemed so real, but so fake in the way it seemed so real. we walked without a purpose, checking out what everyone else was doing but not wanting to get involved with what they were doing. at about 8:30 i was starting to get annoyed with not having a purpose, i was sick of thinking and being confused.
My head felt like it was being squished down into a small compacted cube, all my thoughts running through at once. My face was hurting from all the smiling/laughing that had happened throughout the night and my jaw was extremely sore from clenching it all night.
I knew i wasnt going to be able to sleep so i had a nice big chop with some friends and went for a walk by myself.
I thought being by myself and being able to reflect on the night would help somehow, but i wasnt really in the right mood for self reflection so i walked around aimlessly for awhile just letting my thoughts wander.
after i came back from my walk we left the doof and went home, car ride was painful (little car full of people, everyone scattered, hot, dusty and dirty). We arrived home at around 11am, i had a nice long shower and went to bed. It took me about an hour but i finally fell asleep, waking up at about 6pm to eat, then back to sleep until 8am this morning.

Feeling fine today, but i'm confused about my trip. I know i had fun on saturday night. and i know i thought some pretty intense thoughts.. but i cant remember what any of them are now!! I think i felt really awkward towards the end of the trip because the doof was cut short. I'm sure if the music was still going i wouldnt have been in such a confused state of mind, although i know there still would have been some confusion anyways. It didnt help that once the music stopped i realised i was fully tripping and everyone else around me was coming down.. i felt like i needed people round who were in the same headspace as me!

I do want to try acid again, maybe not with pills though. I'd like to be able to appreciate it though. I would also like to take it in the same situation but maybe a smaller doof (this one was quite large, one of the best doofs of the year!), one thats hopefully not going to get shut down quite so early :)

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nice report :) i think maybe you took the acid too late . it gets tiring and confusing staying up all night sober, let alone with a head full of psychedelia
 
thanks :) i'm going to try it again this weekend, same situation, but we're going to a beautiful place with a giagantic rock for the doof! will write up a report then
 
^ Also adding to the confusion might have been the feeling of coming down from the ecstasy while still tripping on acid. Some people like to take the acid first since its lasts a lot longer, and then drop a pill 2-3 hours into the acid - then both peaks occur at the same time :)
 
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