Zalo
Bluelighter
After my first use of LSD about 2 weeks ago it seemed to have lifted the majority of my depression and anxiety issues that I had. I honestly have no idea how much I did, the blotters were advertised as 100mcg each but they were no where near that from what I've read, but it was probably the best experience I've ever had on any substance. Unfortunately I did MDMA about a week ago and the comedown was probably the worst I've ever had, as in I've never had a comedown after MDMA use before, and the positive effects of LSD started to diminish.
So two weeks ago I dropped one tab with a friend of mine (it was both our first times, but we had many sober friends with us). After about an hour we both felt nothing, clearly not 100mcg tabs, so we dropped another one. Three hours later since the time that we dropped our first tab was when we started to feel something. At this point we were at a sheesha bar with all our friends and unfortunately we were laughing our asses off when the waitress came to serve us. Nothing has ever been funnier in my life. It felt like I haven't laughed like that in a very long time and it made me put my depression into perspective. Breathing walls were also fun, but continuing on, my other friend and I went back to my place so that we could spend the rest of our trip with music, which I'd have to say was absolutely phenomenal. The way I thought was so abstract, I'm not an abstract thinker, and the CEVs were mind blowing. There was a moment where I felt detached from my physical body, which changed the way I thought about things. I'd go more in depth, but I could go on forever.
Post-trip I've never felt so -- alive in my life. It really made me realize that I was depressed for almost my whole life. I was able to feel things that I've never felt before, and for once I finally understood what it's like to be human. There was a whole side to emotions that I've never experienced or felt, and I was completely ignorant of them. Nature was the most beautiful thing, and I just sat outside for a couple hours everyday just to FEEL it. LSD changed my life.
Anyways, LSD has had a positive effect on me, but I am aware that others have had negative effects post-LSD. I'd like to read some of your stories on how LSD has affected your depression (negative stories are welcome if you're willing to share them).
So two weeks ago I dropped one tab with a friend of mine (it was both our first times, but we had many sober friends with us). After about an hour we both felt nothing, clearly not 100mcg tabs, so we dropped another one. Three hours later since the time that we dropped our first tab was when we started to feel something. At this point we were at a sheesha bar with all our friends and unfortunately we were laughing our asses off when the waitress came to serve us. Nothing has ever been funnier in my life. It felt like I haven't laughed like that in a very long time and it made me put my depression into perspective. Breathing walls were also fun, but continuing on, my other friend and I went back to my place so that we could spend the rest of our trip with music, which I'd have to say was absolutely phenomenal. The way I thought was so abstract, I'm not an abstract thinker, and the CEVs were mind blowing. There was a moment where I felt detached from my physical body, which changed the way I thought about things. I'd go more in depth, but I could go on forever.
Post-trip I've never felt so -- alive in my life. It really made me realize that I was depressed for almost my whole life. I was able to feel things that I've never felt before, and for once I finally understood what it's like to be human. There was a whole side to emotions that I've never experienced or felt, and I was completely ignorant of them. Nature was the most beautiful thing, and I just sat outside for a couple hours everyday just to FEEL it. LSD changed my life.
Anyways, LSD has had a positive effect on me, but I am aware that others have had negative effects post-LSD. I'd like to read some of your stories on how LSD has affected your depression (negative stories are welcome if you're willing to share them).
