THE PERFECT Psychedelic Experience
Age at time of trip: 19
I would like to start off by saying that this LSD trip was one of the most profound experiences in my life. It was a very spiritual journey that was enjoyed immensely.
I'll try to be as descriptive and detailed as possible.
Psychedelic drugs have always interested me for these 'spiritual mind opening trips' and have always wanted to experience a hallucination. Before this experience I have smoked weed pretty much every day, done one gram of mushrooms twice(No hallucinations just intense euphoria), dropped NBOME sold to me as acid and done low doses of weak acid (also not enough to have any hallucinations or psychedelic thoughts). So basically before this trip I had never truly tripped and experienced something and seen so much beauty in my life. I will recount this amazing life changing trip as vividly as possible for you.
In the town where I live Psychedelics are rare but if you know the right people you can get hooked up with some good shit. My buddy and I wanted to trip together and have a real psychedelic experience for a while and have been looking and buying 'acid' from friends and the first 3 times we bought acid it was generally very weak and only brought us to a state of giddyness and laughter. Not any visuals except breathing and rippling etc. and generally the mind trip was very shallow.
Anyway so I ask my buddy's brother if he knows anyone who can get acid. He says "Yeah actually I do" turns out that he was just asked the day before if he knew anyone that wanted to buy some acid. He called the guy and arranged for 2 hits to be picked up. I was immediately very excited and skeptical because I wasn't sure if it was legit. I was assured that this was not NBOME and was tested in front of me at the dealer's house.
I got back to the house to just 'sample' the LSD by taking one hit each with my buddy and seeing where that would take us. We got a mild trip. Nothing special except mild euphoria and words on the screen moving slightly.
I knew I wanted more.
I knew I wanted to go on a spiritual journey through my inner self.
THIS IS THE NEXT DAY - The day I tripped.
DOSE: unknown
Intensity: 10/10
Now my buddy, we'll call him RT and I always like to get high together. He got 4 pain pills that day and got high while I was running errands. I went over around 3 PM and went to hang out at his house and I could tell he was high but was in a good mood and completely coherent to talk to. This made me want to get high and had just run out of weed so we called up a few connects and came up dry.
That's when I realized that the guy had LSD and I could get it right now. So being that I took a hit the day before and barely felt anything I thought that if I bought 4 tabs of it surely something would happen right? Boy was I spot on.
I asked my buddy if he didn't mind if I tripped tonight on 4 tabs of the acid we had yesterday. He said no so we then proceeded to go pick up our psychedelic delicacy.
Me and my buddy went to pick up 4 more tabs of acid from the guy and the plan was for me to drop them all and trip at his house where his parents grew up in the 70's and did not really mind if I was tripping as long as I wasn't acting a fool. I was assured that it was cool before I dropped my acid.
I got back and smoked a cigarette and took a swig of my drink and welcoming a friend who had just arrived named Sion before taking the 4 tab square and dropping it under my tongue at around 8PM. While it was dissolving we were watching videos on youtube and within 20 minutes I knew something was happening. I couldn't place my finger on it but something was definitely up.
We continued watching videos until my hit was completely squishy and swallowed. After it was swallowed all three of us went outside to smoke a cig and get a drink from the fridge outside. As I stepped outside I felt this wave of euphoria roll over me and just thought that the world was so beautiful outside.
Much of the come up was spent watching videos and talking with the two of them. After about an hour, Sion left and I was definitely feeling like I was seeing things through my eyes from deep inside my mind. I started noticing images that were still were rippling and moving and could not be controlled. I was completely fascinated by these slight visuals I was getting. I was in store for something much bigger than these 'tiny' visual hallucinations.
So only an hour and a half passed and we were still watching videos and browsing the internet. I was not even close to peaking yet and I'm gonna be honest I thought that during the comeup was all I was going to get and was a little disappointed. So I thought I knew just the thing to 'spice up' this trip. Weed. Coming up dry earlier bummed me out a little and decided to ask RT to try one more connect and fortunately he anwered and hooked us up with a gram for 10 bucks! I was ecstatic. The dealer came over and sold us our bud and ended up chilling for another 2 or 3 hours. We all smoked and watched videos and as soon as the bud hit me I knew I was deeply satisfied with the sensation. Everything became really warped and I felt like I was looking through a magnifying glass because the distortion around my field of vision was concave and bending inwards.
RT and the dealer decided to go play grand theft auto 5 in the next room over and RT hooked me up with some really good headphones and turned the lights off and gave me a comforting pat on the back and left and closed the door. I was honestly very happy to get some time to myself. I loaded up a bowl for myself and smoked it. I put on a song called "Quitters Raga" by Gold Panda. This is my favorite song and the very first time I saw it performed live I had done shrooms for the first time, so it had a special significance to me. Something is definitely going on here. When I closed my eyes I started to see fast moving, complex geometric patterns. Mild open eyed visuals at this point but I preferred to keep my eyes closed and watch the patterns morph and change.
[Just going to explain something that was crucial to my trip. RT's computer is a gaming computer and his graphics card overheats so he took the side panel off the computer and put a big box fan blowing into it. He also had the ceiling fan on high and the lights were off so I was at a 'command station' in a very windy setting. I lit up a cigarette and while I was smoking my weed in the dark with the screen as the only light I experienced the same thing. When I blew out my smoke all the air in the room mad it look like as I blew my smoke out it would whisp away into nothing as if I were really in some faraway place where the wind carried the smoke as I blew it out]
The song features what I percieved at the time as african vocals (which they aren't I know but I was percieving them that way) As I kept my eyes closed and vibed with the music and took myself through all these exotic places in my mind as if the room were changing with me. The closed eyed visuals were really really intensifying at this point. I was starting to see real thing and real objects. Amazingly random things like a cartoon girl in a bikini, black holes, all sorts of random things that were absolutely amazing. One image that really stands out to me is a picture of the words LSD and MUSHROOMS in real groovy letters like something you would see on a woodstock poster. At this point the visuals looked something like this with my eyes closed.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yI1Wr-mKjT4 (AROUND THE 4-5 MINUTE MARK)
As the song was coming to an end I replayed it because of how amazing the feeling of the music was going so well with my visuals as the song goes on many parts that give me goosebumps while sober. The visuals were so increasingly intense and so beautiful. As I was listening to the music I can remember very vividly becoming so into the music and the visuals that I began weeping with joy at how beautiful the visuals are and how deep my thoughts are. I began to really start feeling who I was and getting a true sense of who I really was deep inside. And I was really very happy with who I was and was very proud of who I grew up to be. I take no shame in telling you that I cried at the sheer beauty of life because I really empathized anyone who could not experience this amazing thing that was happening right now.
I sat and deeply explored my inner mind while listening to music and this is the weirdest and most intense part of my trip. I was having tons of meaningful and spiritual thoughts and realized that all my dreams have come true. This is truly the experience I have always wanted. I was tripping HARD but it's everything I have ever wanted. The visuals were INSANE but I loved every bit of it. I loved beauty. I loved life. I loved nature.
I realized that the visuals persisted when I opened my eyes just as clearly as if they were closed. But the closed eye visuals were a lot more in depth and beautiful.
I could control exactly how I tripped. (not the visuals or anything) I could enter this entheogenic monastery at will and trip hard and have deep meaningful thoughts. I became god. I could control a lot of the tripping and loved going back and forth between this very psychedelic kaleidoscope world with my eyes open and go back to the most beautiful place in the world at will. I felt amazing.
[I am deathly afraid of bugs but I was literally playing with some bug that was crawling on the floor and felt like I was no better than the bug. We were all just experiencing life and he has no reason to die because I don't like crawly things. I deeply empathized with the bug and put it down and went back to music.]
This next thought of my trip was one that completely blew my mind and made me fall in love with LSD. I remember just thinking "This is the most important experience of my life" I realized that this trip was THE ONE. The trip that we're all after. I achieved pure bliss and happiness and have experience the greatest form of beauty known to man. Or the greatest beauty I have ever seen in my entire life. I was completely content if I died that night. Not in a demonic way but I was not afraid to die one bit. I was so happy and to have experienced something as beautiful as this, I was completely contempt with that being the perfect end to my life. It was a beautiful profound experience that was literally all my dreams coming true.
As I was peaking RT came in and turned the lights on. My world completely exploded in a kaleidoscope world and warped and dilated in every way. It was completely fucking AWESOME. I saw intense tracers that were very long and 'pixely' in a way. I told rt to keep moving his hands in my face and just enjoying the tracers as I had always wanted to experience them and didn't think they were real. I could take the image from RT's hands and manipulate it in my mind when I closed my eyes and morph it into anything from a cat with a suit to a face with sunglasses and big lips. It was very amazing. I know the visuals sound stupid and exaggerated but I really can't explain how the most random things were so beautiful.
Quite a bit of time had passed and I had had a lot of time to reflect and explore the true person I am and I was very deeply satisfied. I was ready to just trip on the visuals and relax after a very powerful psychedelic experience. I went with RT downstairs and he started to play GTA 5. I watched him watching the screen and everything in the room kaleidoscope and morph around me. I gradually came down as I watched him play video games and had a bowl of cereal. The come down was not at all hard but very gentle and comforting. I feel completely in awe the next morning as I'm typing this. I can't put into words how amazing this experience with LSD has been.
10/10 Experience. Very very mind opening and life altering. Don't be scared of LSD just let go. I can see very easily where one would have a bad trip on acid because they're not ready, not expecting, or they don't want an experience as intense as this very visual and psychedelic substance. Prepare yourself. Do your research and be ready for intense psychedelia. Just surrender to the LSD and most importantly enjoy it.
Age at time of trip: 19
I would like to start off by saying that this LSD trip was one of the most profound experiences in my life. It was a very spiritual journey that was enjoyed immensely.
I'll try to be as descriptive and detailed as possible.
Psychedelic drugs have always interested me for these 'spiritual mind opening trips' and have always wanted to experience a hallucination. Before this experience I have smoked weed pretty much every day, done one gram of mushrooms twice(No hallucinations just intense euphoria), dropped NBOME sold to me as acid and done low doses of weak acid (also not enough to have any hallucinations or psychedelic thoughts). So basically before this trip I had never truly tripped and experienced something and seen so much beauty in my life. I will recount this amazing life changing trip as vividly as possible for you.
In the town where I live Psychedelics are rare but if you know the right people you can get hooked up with some good shit. My buddy and I wanted to trip together and have a real psychedelic experience for a while and have been looking and buying 'acid' from friends and the first 3 times we bought acid it was generally very weak and only brought us to a state of giddyness and laughter. Not any visuals except breathing and rippling etc. and generally the mind trip was very shallow.
Anyway so I ask my buddy's brother if he knows anyone who can get acid. He says "Yeah actually I do" turns out that he was just asked the day before if he knew anyone that wanted to buy some acid. He called the guy and arranged for 2 hits to be picked up. I was immediately very excited and skeptical because I wasn't sure if it was legit. I was assured that this was not NBOME and was tested in front of me at the dealer's house.
I got back to the house to just 'sample' the LSD by taking one hit each with my buddy and seeing where that would take us. We got a mild trip. Nothing special except mild euphoria and words on the screen moving slightly.
I knew I wanted more.
I knew I wanted to go on a spiritual journey through my inner self.
THIS IS THE NEXT DAY - The day I tripped.
DOSE: unknown
Intensity: 10/10
Now my buddy, we'll call him RT and I always like to get high together. He got 4 pain pills that day and got high while I was running errands. I went over around 3 PM and went to hang out at his house and I could tell he was high but was in a good mood and completely coherent to talk to. This made me want to get high and had just run out of weed so we called up a few connects and came up dry.
That's when I realized that the guy had LSD and I could get it right now. So being that I took a hit the day before and barely felt anything I thought that if I bought 4 tabs of it surely something would happen right? Boy was I spot on.
I asked my buddy if he didn't mind if I tripped tonight on 4 tabs of the acid we had yesterday. He said no so we then proceeded to go pick up our psychedelic delicacy.
Me and my buddy went to pick up 4 more tabs of acid from the guy and the plan was for me to drop them all and trip at his house where his parents grew up in the 70's and did not really mind if I was tripping as long as I wasn't acting a fool. I was assured that it was cool before I dropped my acid.
I got back and smoked a cigarette and took a swig of my drink and welcoming a friend who had just arrived named Sion before taking the 4 tab square and dropping it under my tongue at around 8PM. While it was dissolving we were watching videos on youtube and within 20 minutes I knew something was happening. I couldn't place my finger on it but something was definitely up.
We continued watching videos until my hit was completely squishy and swallowed. After it was swallowed all three of us went outside to smoke a cig and get a drink from the fridge outside. As I stepped outside I felt this wave of euphoria roll over me and just thought that the world was so beautiful outside.
Much of the come up was spent watching videos and talking with the two of them. After about an hour, Sion left and I was definitely feeling like I was seeing things through my eyes from deep inside my mind. I started noticing images that were still were rippling and moving and could not be controlled. I was completely fascinated by these slight visuals I was getting. I was in store for something much bigger than these 'tiny' visual hallucinations.
So only an hour and a half passed and we were still watching videos and browsing the internet. I was not even close to peaking yet and I'm gonna be honest I thought that during the comeup was all I was going to get and was a little disappointed. So I thought I knew just the thing to 'spice up' this trip. Weed. Coming up dry earlier bummed me out a little and decided to ask RT to try one more connect and fortunately he anwered and hooked us up with a gram for 10 bucks! I was ecstatic. The dealer came over and sold us our bud and ended up chilling for another 2 or 3 hours. We all smoked and watched videos and as soon as the bud hit me I knew I was deeply satisfied with the sensation. Everything became really warped and I felt like I was looking through a magnifying glass because the distortion around my field of vision was concave and bending inwards.
RT and the dealer decided to go play grand theft auto 5 in the next room over and RT hooked me up with some really good headphones and turned the lights off and gave me a comforting pat on the back and left and closed the door. I was honestly very happy to get some time to myself. I loaded up a bowl for myself and smoked it. I put on a song called "Quitters Raga" by Gold Panda. This is my favorite song and the very first time I saw it performed live I had done shrooms for the first time, so it had a special significance to me. Something is definitely going on here. When I closed my eyes I started to see fast moving, complex geometric patterns. Mild open eyed visuals at this point but I preferred to keep my eyes closed and watch the patterns morph and change.
[Just going to explain something that was crucial to my trip. RT's computer is a gaming computer and his graphics card overheats so he took the side panel off the computer and put a big box fan blowing into it. He also had the ceiling fan on high and the lights were off so I was at a 'command station' in a very windy setting. I lit up a cigarette and while I was smoking my weed in the dark with the screen as the only light I experienced the same thing. When I blew out my smoke all the air in the room mad it look like as I blew my smoke out it would whisp away into nothing as if I were really in some faraway place where the wind carried the smoke as I blew it out]
The song features what I percieved at the time as african vocals (which they aren't I know but I was percieving them that way) As I kept my eyes closed and vibed with the music and took myself through all these exotic places in my mind as if the room were changing with me. The closed eyed visuals were really really intensifying at this point. I was starting to see real thing and real objects. Amazingly random things like a cartoon girl in a bikini, black holes, all sorts of random things that were absolutely amazing. One image that really stands out to me is a picture of the words LSD and MUSHROOMS in real groovy letters like something you would see on a woodstock poster. At this point the visuals looked something like this with my eyes closed.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yI1Wr-mKjT4 (AROUND THE 4-5 MINUTE MARK)
As the song was coming to an end I replayed it because of how amazing the feeling of the music was going so well with my visuals as the song goes on many parts that give me goosebumps while sober. The visuals were so increasingly intense and so beautiful. As I was listening to the music I can remember very vividly becoming so into the music and the visuals that I began weeping with joy at how beautiful the visuals are and how deep my thoughts are. I began to really start feeling who I was and getting a true sense of who I really was deep inside. And I was really very happy with who I was and was very proud of who I grew up to be. I take no shame in telling you that I cried at the sheer beauty of life because I really empathized anyone who could not experience this amazing thing that was happening right now.
I sat and deeply explored my inner mind while listening to music and this is the weirdest and most intense part of my trip. I was having tons of meaningful and spiritual thoughts and realized that all my dreams have come true. This is truly the experience I have always wanted. I was tripping HARD but it's everything I have ever wanted. The visuals were INSANE but I loved every bit of it. I loved beauty. I loved life. I loved nature.
I realized that the visuals persisted when I opened my eyes just as clearly as if they were closed. But the closed eye visuals were a lot more in depth and beautiful.
I could control exactly how I tripped. (not the visuals or anything) I could enter this entheogenic monastery at will and trip hard and have deep meaningful thoughts. I became god. I could control a lot of the tripping and loved going back and forth between this very psychedelic kaleidoscope world with my eyes open and go back to the most beautiful place in the world at will. I felt amazing.
[I am deathly afraid of bugs but I was literally playing with some bug that was crawling on the floor and felt like I was no better than the bug. We were all just experiencing life and he has no reason to die because I don't like crawly things. I deeply empathized with the bug and put it down and went back to music.]
This next thought of my trip was one that completely blew my mind and made me fall in love with LSD. I remember just thinking "This is the most important experience of my life" I realized that this trip was THE ONE. The trip that we're all after. I achieved pure bliss and happiness and have experience the greatest form of beauty known to man. Or the greatest beauty I have ever seen in my entire life. I was completely content if I died that night. Not in a demonic way but I was not afraid to die one bit. I was so happy and to have experienced something as beautiful as this, I was completely contempt with that being the perfect end to my life. It was a beautiful profound experience that was literally all my dreams coming true.
As I was peaking RT came in and turned the lights on. My world completely exploded in a kaleidoscope world and warped and dilated in every way. It was completely fucking AWESOME. I saw intense tracers that were very long and 'pixely' in a way. I told rt to keep moving his hands in my face and just enjoying the tracers as I had always wanted to experience them and didn't think they were real. I could take the image from RT's hands and manipulate it in my mind when I closed my eyes and morph it into anything from a cat with a suit to a face with sunglasses and big lips. It was very amazing. I know the visuals sound stupid and exaggerated but I really can't explain how the most random things were so beautiful.
Quite a bit of time had passed and I had had a lot of time to reflect and explore the true person I am and I was very deeply satisfied. I was ready to just trip on the visuals and relax after a very powerful psychedelic experience. I went with RT downstairs and he started to play GTA 5. I watched him watching the screen and everything in the room kaleidoscope and morph around me. I gradually came down as I watched him play video games and had a bowl of cereal. The come down was not at all hard but very gentle and comforting. I feel completely in awe the next morning as I'm typing this. I can't put into words how amazing this experience with LSD has been.
10/10 Experience. Very very mind opening and life altering. Don't be scared of LSD just let go. I can see very easily where one would have a bad trip on acid because they're not ready, not expecting, or they don't want an experience as intense as this very visual and psychedelic substance. Prepare yourself. Do your research and be ready for intense psychedelia. Just surrender to the LSD and most importantly enjoy it.
