LSD (4 hits) -- Experienced -- Life is this beautiful existence.

[GlassShatters]

LSD Experienced - 4 hits. Life is this beautiful existence.

I went into this evening pessimistically. 2 hits of acid were dosed 3 days previously, and that experience was the idea that life is a silly joke, and that all things in and around it were just monotonous, and the harmony didn't exist. I believed the "acid world" was a constant, and that the chemical brought you to this place, and you came back. I had gained much insight my first time around, but that time, felt it was all faux, and that the idea behind the insight through psychadelics was a joke. I was wrong.

At approximately 12:40am, E and I each dosed 2 paper hits(dwarf print, lavender crystal), and met up with 2 friends, for which I had only met twice previously, and who were tempted to dose with us, but upon not knowing us too well, decided against it.

We drove around, listening to the beatles, and the trip began to onset itself peacefully, along with the help of 2 bowls of some tasty pot. The two friends brought us back to one of their dorms, and we began our journey, with sealab 2021 on the tv, and some nice peaceful music, the visuals began to onset themselves subtly. I took 2 more hits at this point(2am)

I realized within 10 minutes, that I was in beautiful harmony of everything around me. E was focused closely on the little things, laughing hysterically at the lava lamp, which L(one of the friends) and I sat in the bed talking.

Life, existence, beauty, love, it all was in perfect harmony. Nothing else in the world existed except for her and I lying next to eachother on the bed, the problems of the world didn't matter. I felt as if I wanted to just smile, and give everyone a beautiful harmonius hug.

I've had many experiences with my thoughts being very scattered on lsd, this time, It was clarity, and beauty. I came to many realizations about myself, and the world, removing the superficiality from all of it, and becoming pure with myself, and finding the true beauty that this world holds.

I've never felt the "trip connection", and tonight, L and I both felt the trip connection, she did not take, but she could have fooled me, she followed me step by step through this journey.

I looked at her, and I saw this enchanting beauty, unlike anything I've ever seen in my life, she is this pure person, with love radiating out from her. I had only met her twice before, but both her and I both shared a very special connection.

We roamed the house, taking pictures of the craziest things we could see, I am thoroughly convinced I captured some of the visuals in the pictures I took(I will post them at some point), along with the beauty that I saw in this entire journey.

As she fell asleep on the couch, I sat curled into a ball next to her, just feeling the harmony that our minds had created.

Visually, was this trip strong? Yes and No, I didn't go into the "acid world" as I had previously mentioned, but I realized, the acid world has many many many states, I just happened to find the harmonious state in it. I saw many tracers, and many cev's and light open eyed visuals.

Mentally, was this trip strong? Quite. I never lost control, or touch of myself, I realized that when you are in control of this psychadelic, it will teach you, and run in perfect harmony with you, the entire time.

This day has changed my life, for the best. And the knowledge I gained on this beautiful occasion, I wish to take with me forever down the path towards finding myself, and the beauty that this life has to offer.

 

[punktuality]

Excelent report!
Many people see LSD as an out of control crazy drug and admitedly my first few trips were "scattered" as you described.

But once you get over that you can obtain the most amazing sense of purity and clarity. The world shows itself as an amazing harmonious place, and indeed it is...

I believed the "acid world" was a constant, and that the chemical brought you to this place, and you came back.

I think that lsd shows you the real world.... your mind, your ego and your brain "valve" filter and distort the real world to what we see every day. It is the everyday world which we do not see correctly.

Nice work.

 

[nickthecheese]

bzzzt

Lovely report !
Sounds like you had a good trip and fround a good trip buddy
Many times after an LSD experience have I found myself in complete awe of the world, sometimes overwhelmed by the beauty of simple things. The clarity and direction of a good acid trip can leave you feeling very positive.

Thanks for sharing

 

[bluedolphin]

Re: LSD Experienced - 4 hits. Life is this beautiful existence.

I've had many experiences with my thoughts being very scattered on lsd, this time, It was clarity, and beauty . . . I realized that when you are in control of this psychadelic, it will teach you, and run in perfect harmony with you, the entire time.

Well said, my friend!

LSD can be like a angel holding your hand as you walk through the gates of heaven or a tiger shredding you apart from the inside out.

I'm not sure if "control" is the key to a harmonious trip. LSD had tought me that my intentions will determine the outcome of the trip. You are one of the most well-intentioned trippers I know, so I'm not surprised this one turned out so well for you.

peace

 

[GlassShatters]

I'm really glad it went well, I mean, after my recent experience, I had almost given up hope on lsd. I think I just needed to approach it with a new light. It was probably one of the best experiences I've ever had too.

 

[VictorBorge]

I think that lsd shows you the real world.... your mind, your ego and your brain "valve" filter and distort the real world to what we see every day. It is the everyday world which we do not see correctly.

I'm a pretty open-minded guy, but until recently I always took statements like this with a grain of salt. But on a recent acid trip I finally had that "flash" of insight that showed me that all perception -- visual, aural, tactile, etc -- really is an illusion constructed by our brains to help deal with the vast competitive game that is human existence.

This happened while I was riding a subway car, watching in fascination as the dirt-stains on the floor turned into insects that crawled up the walls and out the window, and everyone around me was completely oblivious, concerned only with their business magazine or cell phone conversation or depressed overworked staring out the window. I knew that they just couldn't see what I was seeing, but I also knew this was due only to an arbitrary arrangement of chemicals and neurons in their brains that continued to intermediate between "self" and "world" in a way that mine no longer were.

There are many ways to see, hear, and experience, and psychedelics are great for reminding you that the "normal" everyday mode of perception is but one possibility.

Also on this most recent trip, I had an interesting experience with language. Quite suddenly, I found myself irresistibly fascinated with a particular aspect of English phonetics, namely the voiced consonant stops (b, d, v, etc). I literally could not stop repeating these sounds to myself in my head, or obsessing over phrases like "believed to be weird" and "about to be a heated debate". This went on for a few days, with those consonant sounds seeming both alien and disgusting, and endlessly meaningful. It was as though the acid attacked a particular set of receptors in my language center and did some major rewiring there, unlike anything I've experienced on a trip before.

 

[tokey]

^^^I try not thinking of language so critically while I'm high on ANYTHING. I fear that I will permanently taint or change the meaning of words in my head or as you did, obsess over them. That's why George Carlin is so wild, he's a huge language analyst.

 

[psilosara]

I loved that report. It gets me pumped for a microdot I've been saving and reminded me of the harmony and clarity I felt on my last trip. Many psychedelics have lost their magic for me, or maybe the other way around, but I remain respectful and hopeful about acid, because of the richness and depth of what I have learned during and in reflection of the trip. I hope your reflection stregthens what you took in during your trip and that your experiences to come will be marked with similar harmony and beauty. Thank you for writing that!

peace

 

[Splatt]

Great