GlassShatters
Bluelighter
lsd -4th time- 3 microdots - "12 hours of beautiful insanity"
As fate would have it, a substantial amount of black microdots came to be in the posession of myself on a fateful monday afternoon. My girlfriend's parents decide to go out of town monday, and a beautiful disaster of insanity occured. This is how it all begins.....
I receive a call at work, 3pm, from L, "THEY ARE HERE!", and so I inform the wonderful individual who made it all happen, he gets directions, says he will be here at 7:30. I am feeling really sick, but, I feel some form of fate here. Here are the reasons
a) her parents randomly went out of town
b) it happens to arrive the day her parents go out of town(3 days early)
So, I leave work early, because I feel utterly disgusting, which means I take the next morning off, so the time is now cleared for the insanity to occur.
L invites J, G, D(my best friends in the world), JS, and A(his birthday) over. I arrive home at 5:30. We count out our's, and count out the wonderful individual who helped us out's.
6:00 L D JS A, and I all dose 1 a piece. We smoke a small bit of some herbal goodness and hang around.
7:00 G and J are fighting because they want to take it(both of them), but are scared of it. No noticeable effects.
7:30 J2 arrives, to pick up his wonderful goodness, verifies the number, and we hang out, listen to music, smoke some bowls. I don't know J2 so well in person, so this is a good chance for him to see how my life is, and he gets to see my friends, and the time we have. We feel it coming, not too intensely, but it's there. We feel love, all around, and it's beautiful.
8:00 J2 and I go get some more of that green goodness, on the other side of town. I decide to dose a 2nd one before we go, J and G decide to dose their first. I feel scattered, almost lethargic, but at peace with everything. My thoughts are becoming less clear, and the world is beginning to feel like there is something special to it.
8:30 we arrive back at the house, and everyone is starting to feel good, L takes a 2nd, and, I take a 3rd, still not feeling too much. We decide to smoke some more, and hang out, and talk. I didn't mention this, but everyone except for 2 of us were first timers, so, well, it was a very enlightening experience for them. We sat around, talked about life, and meditation, and all sorts of wonderful things.
9:00 J2 heads back home, everyone who hasn't had a 2nd takes a 2nd, except for L and I, who have both consumed 3(L's first time). Things are starting to become a little crazy....we suddenly realize that nobody is sober, we are all going insane, and the sun is down, and we are in a 3 bedroom apartment. The doors swing open, and the insanity heads towards the park down the road. I am feeling utterly horrible, so I head to the restroom to throw up. I dispose of my wastes into the lavatory, and go lay down. I suddenly get hit by a blood sugar attack(had eaten nothing all day). I quickly spiral into oblivion, feeling scared, sick, helpless.
Then the next reality hits...these once thought of as weak microdots become full blast, and we estimate that they were close to 175ug a piece.
Everyone except for me is having an amazing time, drawing in the sand at the park, laying in the grass, playing basketball. Being little children.
10:00 We decide to smoke some more, and I can't pull myself out, I need L to focus on me, I'm scared, I feel like time has slipped away, I watch the universe create itself, I feel life being born. I remove myself from everything, I forget where I am, who I am, what I am. I never before have seen so much beauty, and been so scared of it. Everyone else is feeling love, and tries their best to pull me out, but all I need is L, and she is too lost to know that I am feeling like this.
This continues on well into 6am, I don't need to focus on the hour by hour details. I will say, I walked thru 7 hours of ego death, on my own, and it was scary, but I feel like I know that everything will be okay if I make it so.
Every other person involved had a life changing beautiful experience, they all saw the door of perception swing wide open, they went into the magic land, played for hours, lived their lives in one evening. We laid in the room together as the sun was rising, and, felt connected to eachother.
After about 7am, as the acid is wearing off, we all cry, we all cry so much that it's wonderful and beautiful and sad all in one. My best friend D finally understands me, he has a grasp on the person I am, because he saw how much beauty there is in life.
It was all a journey of our own, to me, my perception of it was scary, I went thru a journey with no support that most people could not handle doing on their own, and I was scared, and I will be shaken up for a little bit, but I know I am stronger because of it.
LSD is the most beautifully insane chemical to ever exist. I am almost 21, I feel like my days of this are coming to an end, but I will cherish every experience I have had, and will have, because they have helped shape who I am as a person.
As fate would have it, a substantial amount of black microdots came to be in the posession of myself on a fateful monday afternoon. My girlfriend's parents decide to go out of town monday, and a beautiful disaster of insanity occured. This is how it all begins.....
I receive a call at work, 3pm, from L, "THEY ARE HERE!", and so I inform the wonderful individual who made it all happen, he gets directions, says he will be here at 7:30. I am feeling really sick, but, I feel some form of fate here. Here are the reasons
a) her parents randomly went out of town
b) it happens to arrive the day her parents go out of town(3 days early)
So, I leave work early, because I feel utterly disgusting, which means I take the next morning off, so the time is now cleared for the insanity to occur.
L invites J, G, D(my best friends in the world), JS, and A(his birthday) over. I arrive home at 5:30. We count out our's, and count out the wonderful individual who helped us out's.
6:00 L D JS A, and I all dose 1 a piece. We smoke a small bit of some herbal goodness and hang around.
7:00 G and J are fighting because they want to take it(both of them), but are scared of it. No noticeable effects.
7:30 J2 arrives, to pick up his wonderful goodness, verifies the number, and we hang out, listen to music, smoke some bowls. I don't know J2 so well in person, so this is a good chance for him to see how my life is, and he gets to see my friends, and the time we have. We feel it coming, not too intensely, but it's there. We feel love, all around, and it's beautiful.
8:00 J2 and I go get some more of that green goodness, on the other side of town. I decide to dose a 2nd one before we go, J and G decide to dose their first. I feel scattered, almost lethargic, but at peace with everything. My thoughts are becoming less clear, and the world is beginning to feel like there is something special to it.
8:30 we arrive back at the house, and everyone is starting to feel good, L takes a 2nd, and, I take a 3rd, still not feeling too much. We decide to smoke some more, and hang out, and talk. I didn't mention this, but everyone except for 2 of us were first timers, so, well, it was a very enlightening experience for them. We sat around, talked about life, and meditation, and all sorts of wonderful things.
9:00 J2 heads back home, everyone who hasn't had a 2nd takes a 2nd, except for L and I, who have both consumed 3(L's first time). Things are starting to become a little crazy....we suddenly realize that nobody is sober, we are all going insane, and the sun is down, and we are in a 3 bedroom apartment. The doors swing open, and the insanity heads towards the park down the road. I am feeling utterly horrible, so I head to the restroom to throw up. I dispose of my wastes into the lavatory, and go lay down. I suddenly get hit by a blood sugar attack(had eaten nothing all day). I quickly spiral into oblivion, feeling scared, sick, helpless.
Then the next reality hits...these once thought of as weak microdots become full blast, and we estimate that they were close to 175ug a piece.
Everyone except for me is having an amazing time, drawing in the sand at the park, laying in the grass, playing basketball. Being little children.
10:00 We decide to smoke some more, and I can't pull myself out, I need L to focus on me, I'm scared, I feel like time has slipped away, I watch the universe create itself, I feel life being born. I remove myself from everything, I forget where I am, who I am, what I am. I never before have seen so much beauty, and been so scared of it. Everyone else is feeling love, and tries their best to pull me out, but all I need is L, and she is too lost to know that I am feeling like this.
This continues on well into 6am, I don't need to focus on the hour by hour details. I will say, I walked thru 7 hours of ego death, on my own, and it was scary, but I feel like I know that everything will be okay if I make it so.
Every other person involved had a life changing beautiful experience, they all saw the door of perception swing wide open, they went into the magic land, played for hours, lived their lives in one evening. We laid in the room together as the sun was rising, and, felt connected to eachother.
After about 7am, as the acid is wearing off, we all cry, we all cry so much that it's wonderful and beautiful and sad all in one. My best friend D finally understands me, he has a grasp on the person I am, because he saw how much beauty there is in life.
It was all a journey of our own, to me, my perception of it was scary, I went thru a journey with no support that most people could not handle doing on their own, and I was scared, and I will be shaken up for a little bit, but I know I am stronger because of it.
LSD is the most beautifully insane chemical to ever exist. I am almost 21, I feel like my days of this are coming to an end, but I will cherish every experience I have had, and will have, because they have helped shape who I am as a person.
