Sappy_6794
Bluelighter
So I decided to celebrate Thanksgiving like the Indians did and drop some cid. I did this with two of my friends,(we'll call them A and B) and my fiance in our friends basement. This was my first time and I didnt think that it would be that monumental of an experience but I was wrong. We had music and a blow up mattress and couches, a pretty comfortable setting... I came into this wanting to get rid of a lot of bad issues in my life and come out a whole new better person. I felt like it'd be a late coming of age vision quest. I suffer from anxiety and insecurity and was hoping to rid myself of that this night.
6pm: Took one hit of great quality cid and drank some orange juice to help it take effect faster. Fiance took one as well and friends A and B took two a piece I believe as they are experienced trippers and we were not.
Around 6:45pm: Fiance and A were starting to feel it and I still wasn't so I was beginning to get agitated. Around 7, I started to feel like I had a hit of pot and was just a little mellow, but still, nothing was really happening.
Around 7:30pm: Fiance was climbing the peak as was A and B and I was still just a little buzzed, so I got angry as they started giggling and twitching because I was still pretty sober. I decided that now (I believe it was around maybe 8 )that it was time to drop another hit. So fiance and myself took one more and I believe A took two more. B decided not to, i think.
8:30-9:30ishpm?: Fiance was getting closer to peaking and started drawing on the walls and getting super animated and A was like a cat, everything felt good to him. B was just chilling as usual. Unexpected friends came over and thats when I figured out that it was starting to kick in. My vocal chords were tightened and all I could do was giggle because I sounded like a 60 year old chain smoker. Everything was just a little disorientating and starting to be really funny. Giggling insued with me. EVERYTHING was funny.
Around maybe 10:30pm: I became really incapacitated and felt the urge to urinate but was afraid to go upstairs because A's parents were up there, did not want to make fool of myself in front of everyone because my anxiety was fighting hard against the lsd. So, I decided to do like my friends and be a hard ass and pee outside, and prove I was not afraid. As soon as I walk outside I decide to keep walking towards the back of A's property, I just couldnt stop. Then the atmosphere changed and everything became scary and menacing and a Tiki man emerged from a tractor tire and scared me to death, so I ran back to the porch. Then I remembered why I came out and turned around and all my visuals became really intense at that moment. I looked at all the tree limbs and leaves and they seemed ALIVE and GROWING, like stop motion photography, but in real life happening all at once. Everything was so entrancing and the trees became like Kaliediscope vision, everything was moving around and it was so beautiful. I kept remembering and forgetting what I needed to do all at once, my thinking began to be cyclical. I looked in the garage door windows of the house and it looked like the storefront of a christmas shop, it was so mezmerizing. Everything began to have a life of its own and I was brought inside for fear that I become lost. I was sat down on the couch and began looking at the walls, they were moving and breathing and the blow up mattress seemed to hover around on the floor. There was an aluminum looking vent pipe thing all around the ceiling and the colors from the TV made it look like a giant rainbow dragon water fish flying creature that was just swimming/flying in place. That was the most amazing thing ive ever seen. Then I got lost in the TV and my thoughts for quite some time. A was acting like a light switch cord was his moustache and he accidentally pulled it so it turned the lights off and I thought the whole house was connected to his moustache and that he was God of this house. Hysterical laughter ensued.
Around 11:30pm: I was thinking of everything in my life that I had issues with and was becoming less and less myself. Reality shattered and I was afraid that id never come down. This was what I was expecting to happen and kept trying to tell myself that it was all ok and its just a drug, and A helped me by saying I was just percieving things differently, reality was still there. I was severly mindfucked at that time. We put in Dead Leaves(a very trippy movie) and it helped me calm down, I was peaking at that moment. The lights were being turned on and off because we kept losing things and everytime the shift would change the atmosphere of the room and my life. I began to need to go to the bathroom again and I kept getting hot and sort of sick, but it kepy cycling through. Good and Bad. Right and Wrong. All thinking was still cyclical. I was fighting everyone as they tried to make me go upstairs, I was afraid but then A said it was ok and the atmosphere shifted again and everything was exciting again. I started bouncing on the mattress and saying bouncy bouncy like a 5 year old. The world was my playground. Time slowed down and 10 minutes seemed like weeks. After a long time me and my fiance decided sleep would be good because we were getting tired of this altered state. I believe we started peaking again with our second hit anywhere from 12:30 to 2:00. I really lost all sense of time and everything was just funny and great and I felt free of all my problems. Life was not scary anymore, I found myself and was happy. I wanted to experience everything.
Around 2:30-5:00am: Fiance and I went to a bedroom to sleep but found that we couldnt so we layed there and shared all our fears and love and everything. We worked out all of our issues that we've had over the years and just felt so in love. We understood each other with the smallest fragments of sentences. Like we were one person. Fiance started to get scared and I kept reassuring him that everything would be ok, what goes up must come down. I felt like I knew all the answers to the universe, it was very spiritual for me which was weird because I dont feel that way normally. So we kept laying there and holding each other and feeling like we were combined into one being. I knew that he was mine and that he will never go away. All my fears about life were gone and I felt the highest sense of joy ever in my life. We kept rolling around in bed because we were twitching and feeling so uncomfortable. Like I said, everything was cyclical and undecisive. I was here and there, yin and yang. I finally understood so much in my life, like the music I listen to and movies and everything. Life made sense. I couldnt fall asleep though, I felt like more things needed to be experienced, I was crazed. It was a whole new level of hyper.
5:00-9:00am We decided to go back downstairs and be around A and B, we were finally coming down and it was just entertaining to sit there and talk forever. A took more and was still coming down and peaking. I started to think I was never coming down because the comedown was taking forever. We decided to go home finally and the walk outside was so peaceful and amazing. We got in the car and it felt like we were gone forever since the last time we were in it. We felt so dirty and it dampened our mood. We just wanted to sleep and be clean
9:00am to 4:00pm: We took showers and I have to say that was the best feeling in the world. We layed in bed and kept saying how much we love each other and how exciting that night was. We ended up having sex and that was a whole new experience as well. After that we finally layed down and slept.
Afterglow: I feel freed of all my previous worries and issues, Things are so important and scary anymore. I felt like Ive conquered countries and slayed dragons, that night was the most productive night ive ever had, although I feel really tired and drained right now. I really feel so happy and excited about life and my next trip. Me and Uncle Cid will be seeing each other soon again. Ive found my DOC
Tagged by bindingaffinity
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substancecode_lysergamides
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6pm: Took one hit of great quality cid and drank some orange juice to help it take effect faster. Fiance took one as well and friends A and B took two a piece I believe as they are experienced trippers and we were not.
Around 6:45pm: Fiance and A were starting to feel it and I still wasn't so I was beginning to get agitated. Around 7, I started to feel like I had a hit of pot and was just a little mellow, but still, nothing was really happening.
Around 7:30pm: Fiance was climbing the peak as was A and B and I was still just a little buzzed, so I got angry as they started giggling and twitching because I was still pretty sober. I decided that now (I believe it was around maybe 8 )that it was time to drop another hit. So fiance and myself took one more and I believe A took two more. B decided not to, i think.
8:30-9:30ishpm?: Fiance was getting closer to peaking and started drawing on the walls and getting super animated and A was like a cat, everything felt good to him. B was just chilling as usual. Unexpected friends came over and thats when I figured out that it was starting to kick in. My vocal chords were tightened and all I could do was giggle because I sounded like a 60 year old chain smoker. Everything was just a little disorientating and starting to be really funny. Giggling insued with me. EVERYTHING was funny.
Around maybe 10:30pm: I became really incapacitated and felt the urge to urinate but was afraid to go upstairs because A's parents were up there, did not want to make fool of myself in front of everyone because my anxiety was fighting hard against the lsd. So, I decided to do like my friends and be a hard ass and pee outside, and prove I was not afraid. As soon as I walk outside I decide to keep walking towards the back of A's property, I just couldnt stop. Then the atmosphere changed and everything became scary and menacing and a Tiki man emerged from a tractor tire and scared me to death, so I ran back to the porch. Then I remembered why I came out and turned around and all my visuals became really intense at that moment. I looked at all the tree limbs and leaves and they seemed ALIVE and GROWING, like stop motion photography, but in real life happening all at once. Everything was so entrancing and the trees became like Kaliediscope vision, everything was moving around and it was so beautiful. I kept remembering and forgetting what I needed to do all at once, my thinking began to be cyclical. I looked in the garage door windows of the house and it looked like the storefront of a christmas shop, it was so mezmerizing. Everything began to have a life of its own and I was brought inside for fear that I become lost. I was sat down on the couch and began looking at the walls, they were moving and breathing and the blow up mattress seemed to hover around on the floor. There was an aluminum looking vent pipe thing all around the ceiling and the colors from the TV made it look like a giant rainbow dragon water fish flying creature that was just swimming/flying in place. That was the most amazing thing ive ever seen. Then I got lost in the TV and my thoughts for quite some time. A was acting like a light switch cord was his moustache and he accidentally pulled it so it turned the lights off and I thought the whole house was connected to his moustache and that he was God of this house. Hysterical laughter ensued.
Around 11:30pm: I was thinking of everything in my life that I had issues with and was becoming less and less myself. Reality shattered and I was afraid that id never come down. This was what I was expecting to happen and kept trying to tell myself that it was all ok and its just a drug, and A helped me by saying I was just percieving things differently, reality was still there. I was severly mindfucked at that time. We put in Dead Leaves(a very trippy movie) and it helped me calm down, I was peaking at that moment. The lights were being turned on and off because we kept losing things and everytime the shift would change the atmosphere of the room and my life. I began to need to go to the bathroom again and I kept getting hot and sort of sick, but it kepy cycling through. Good and Bad. Right and Wrong. All thinking was still cyclical. I was fighting everyone as they tried to make me go upstairs, I was afraid but then A said it was ok and the atmosphere shifted again and everything was exciting again. I started bouncing on the mattress and saying bouncy bouncy like a 5 year old. The world was my playground. Time slowed down and 10 minutes seemed like weeks. After a long time me and my fiance decided sleep would be good because we were getting tired of this altered state. I believe we started peaking again with our second hit anywhere from 12:30 to 2:00. I really lost all sense of time and everything was just funny and great and I felt free of all my problems. Life was not scary anymore, I found myself and was happy. I wanted to experience everything.
Around 2:30-5:00am: Fiance and I went to a bedroom to sleep but found that we couldnt so we layed there and shared all our fears and love and everything. We worked out all of our issues that we've had over the years and just felt so in love. We understood each other with the smallest fragments of sentences. Like we were one person. Fiance started to get scared and I kept reassuring him that everything would be ok, what goes up must come down. I felt like I knew all the answers to the universe, it was very spiritual for me which was weird because I dont feel that way normally. So we kept laying there and holding each other and feeling like we were combined into one being. I knew that he was mine and that he will never go away. All my fears about life were gone and I felt the highest sense of joy ever in my life. We kept rolling around in bed because we were twitching and feeling so uncomfortable. Like I said, everything was cyclical and undecisive. I was here and there, yin and yang. I finally understood so much in my life, like the music I listen to and movies and everything. Life made sense. I couldnt fall asleep though, I felt like more things needed to be experienced, I was crazed. It was a whole new level of hyper.
5:00-9:00am We decided to go back downstairs and be around A and B, we were finally coming down and it was just entertaining to sit there and talk forever. A took more and was still coming down and peaking. I started to think I was never coming down because the comedown was taking forever. We decided to go home finally and the walk outside was so peaceful and amazing. We got in the car and it felt like we were gone forever since the last time we were in it. We felt so dirty and it dampened our mood. We just wanted to sleep and be clean
9:00am to 4:00pm: We took showers and I have to say that was the best feeling in the world. We layed in bed and kept saying how much we love each other and how exciting that night was. We ended up having sex and that was a whole new experience as well. After that we finally layed down and slept.
Afterglow: I feel freed of all my previous worries and issues, Things are so important and scary anymore. I felt like Ive conquered countries and slayed dragons, that night was the most productive night ive ever had, although I feel really tired and drained right now. I really feel so happy and excited about life and my next trip. Me and Uncle Cid will be seeing each other soon again. Ive found my DOC
Tagged by bindingaffinity
substancecode_lsd
substancecode_lysergamides
explevel_firsttime
exptype_positive
exptype_glowing
exptype_spiritual
roacode_sublingual
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