shakawkaw
Bluelighter
I was at a party on +- 330µg yesterday.(other people were on lsd or mdma as well so they don't get pissed when someone's tripping)
I've tripped at over ten parties before and know the chance of going bad is always a possibility but usually I can avoid it by accepting only "love based thoughts"...
anyway, when I got there I took 220µg and had the usual energy/euphoria that makes me in tune with all the energy of the people dancing in there.
So all was going well and I upped the dose only 2 hours after firs dose (I thought already 4 hours had passed) so I was on 330µg tripping good untill another 2 hours later...
All of a sudden I became telepathic and thought I knew what goes around in people's heads. They told me it was my job to save the world and a bunch of other things I don't remember...
So I had this feeling I was god and I thought forward to how the world looked after I changed it, but in a vision I saw that everything would come back to the evil state it is in now because that's just how the earth is meant to be.
This made me enter a thought loop and I started walking around from the same place to the same place, and ask people the same things over again (like what time it is) to check what was real and what wasn't...
I don't know how long this went on (i Suppose only 15-30 minutes) &then
I asked an (imaginary?) person when I could leave and he said "Never ur with your real family now so if you go back to your old family you can never come back again."
Then I thought I was in a psychiatric hospital and my mind was still at the party (evil spirits captured it) and I thought of the possibility that I could have been there for weeks/months and the same story repeated itself over and over... (this was probably because I was walking in and out of the party asking people dumbshit
)
I decided to leave the place and at 6 or 7 am I was walking on huge streets in the country side (i was a long way from home) and decided to ring a couple of homes to ask the way to the trainstation.
Nobody opened the door (they were sleeping but what did I know..) and when I asked a pedestrian the way he spoke "devillanguage", then I thought I was on another planet that looked like our one but with zombies only.
My cellphone had only €8 call time and 2 hours battery life and I thought this was the last money I could use to contact the "normal world" and then I would be stuck on this lonely planet for the rest of my life (as a punishment for leaving my "real family")
So i called a female friend out of bed at 6-7AM and made a fool of myself but she calmed me down and after an hourr I understould it was only a bad trip. I walked 20 km's instead of 10 km's to the trainstation and policemen showed me the way
(unfortunately I threw away 3,5 hits of awesome acid along the way when I was still tripping bad, because "I was never going to trip again" and thought passing cops would find it on me. I also left 2,5 grams of weed at the party...)
I think i'll wait at least 3 weeks until I trip again (lately it's been every week).
I hope I learned somehting from it, and i'm glad I only had a bad trip for 1/3 of the time I was in acidland. I'm also happy I didn't jump in front of a car because the thought entered my mind a couple of times... (risky )
peace
I've tripped at over ten parties before and know the chance of going bad is always a possibility but usually I can avoid it by accepting only "love based thoughts"...
anyway, when I got there I took 220µg and had the usual energy/euphoria that makes me in tune with all the energy of the people dancing in there.
So all was going well and I upped the dose only 2 hours after firs dose (I thought already 4 hours had passed) so I was on 330µg tripping good untill another 2 hours later...
All of a sudden I became telepathic and thought I knew what goes around in people's heads. They told me it was my job to save the world and a bunch of other things I don't remember...
So I had this feeling I was god and I thought forward to how the world looked after I changed it, but in a vision I saw that everything would come back to the evil state it is in now because that's just how the earth is meant to be.
This made me enter a thought loop and I started walking around from the same place to the same place, and ask people the same things over again (like what time it is) to check what was real and what wasn't...
I don't know how long this went on (i Suppose only 15-30 minutes) &then
I asked an (imaginary?) person when I could leave and he said "Never ur with your real family now so if you go back to your old family you can never come back again."
Then I thought I was in a psychiatric hospital and my mind was still at the party (evil spirits captured it) and I thought of the possibility that I could have been there for weeks/months and the same story repeated itself over and over... (this was probably because I was walking in and out of the party asking people dumbshit
)I decided to leave the place and at 6 or 7 am I was walking on huge streets in the country side (i was a long way from home) and decided to ring a couple of homes to ask the way to the trainstation.
Nobody opened the door (they were sleeping but what did I know..) and when I asked a pedestrian the way he spoke "devillanguage", then I thought I was on another planet that looked like our one but with zombies only.
My cellphone had only €8 call time and 2 hours battery life and I thought this was the last money I could use to contact the "normal world" and then I would be stuck on this lonely planet for the rest of my life (as a punishment for leaving my "real family")
So i called a female friend out of bed at 6-7AM and made a fool of myself but she calmed me down and after an hourr I understould it was only a bad trip. I walked 20 km's instead of 10 km's to the trainstation and policemen showed me the way
(unfortunately I threw away 3,5 hits of awesome acid along the way when I was still tripping bad, because "I was never going to trip again" and thought passing cops would find it on me. I also left 2,5 grams of weed at the party...)
I think i'll wait at least 3 weeks until I trip again (lately it's been every week).
I hope I learned somehting from it, and i'm glad I only had a bad trip for 1/3 of the time I was in acidland. I'm also happy I didn't jump in front of a car because the thought entered my mind a couple of times... (risky
)peace
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