Symmetrical Daze
Bluelighter
4 years ago, I got a vial of liquid acid. It was traded to me as 30 hits from a semi-trusted person. I was given a warning to take it easy with it but thats what they always say. It was a school night, but I wanted to sample it. I wrote a report of this night but I am going to rewrite some of it as my grammar skills have improved since then.
Around 8pm I placed 1 drop under my tongue. I waited 2 hours, nothing happened. I took liquid before this once and remember it started working in only about 20 minutes. This person wasn't trusted well so I thought I got ripped off, although I did write "feeling speedy, I think it is anticipation?".
I got pissed off and squirted the whole vial in my mouth at 10pm. I was sitting on the toilet 10 minutes later when I knew I may have made a "cool" mistake(and potentially dangerous but I didn't think that way when I was this age). Colors were bursting and sliding and sliming all over the walls and floor of the bathroom. It came on so fast all at once. I did fear the intensity at first but it was very euphoric also. I went to my room and laid on my bed and the rest of what happened was a little too extreme to describe well.
My TV and other objects in the room were alive and excited. They were floating and melting around and very bright with color. My ego was being lost quite quickly. Soon, I was not completely conscious, or maybe I was but my short term memory was so fucked up I didn't know what was going on. I looked at my hand and it was the strangest sight. It was a flipper or something, or no, 'what the hell is it?' I thought. Soon I wasn't thinking in words, things were just things, everything was itself and I had no emotional connection to it, and I couldn't identify anything. Then I began the transition of not knowing who I was to not knowing what I was...
I must have closed my eyes. I became a bacteria, I figured that is what I was. Bacteria in a lake, although I didn't think this in words I just knew it. Floating blissfully with no thoughts, my visionary image at this point consisted of surroundings to confirm I was a bacteria. Crazy and abstract. I remember a vision of the water that was all around. I don't remember much else.
Sometime during the night I 'woke up' and had no memory of what happened to me the last 5 hours. It was disturbing, but the pieces slowly came together. It was 5:30am. I was still tripping with colorful visuals swirling everywhere. I stayed awake and went to school. All concepts of 'school' and 'bus', a 'classroom' were severely distorted. These concepts seemed almost comical but absurd. I was tripping when I went to school at 7:30. I almost couldn't find my locker and homeroom as the concepts of my everyday life were blown off track. My ego had still not come together yet, or maybe it just came together but wasn't like it used to be, it was wrong.
I went to my classes not talking to anyone, maybe just saying hi to a few people. Everyone seemed weird, not for any particular reason, just for following and being content with this weird 'system' of talking to people, getting these objects called books and these people that stand up and try to teach subjects that had absolutely no relevancy at the time. I was in a weird world, it wasn't me that was weird at this time.
I did go up to the person that got me the stuff and told him what I did. He was shocked and laughing and told his friends. He said "I can't believe you survived to come to school today! Your eyes are still all black dude. That was so much fucking acid, you are our hero!"
His weird face was dirty looking and him and his friends had evil appearences but I was still piecing together the concept of these other life forms called humans.
My mom told me she heard noise during the night in my room and asked if I was up all night. I don't know what I did, I thought I was on my bed all night but during the chaos of an acid trip its hard to tell what a person will do.
I think it took me a good 3 days to start to accept the weird system of living everyday life. I had trouble adjusting, hell maybe I never quite returned to normal after this. Sometimes I think of those same ideas that everything is weird and absurd although I have gotten over most of this way of thinking.
It was a great experience and I don't regret doing that much acid, but will avoid that amount if I ever come across the stuff again. Maybe if I was in a padded room I would.
Around 8pm I placed 1 drop under my tongue. I waited 2 hours, nothing happened. I took liquid before this once and remember it started working in only about 20 minutes. This person wasn't trusted well so I thought I got ripped off, although I did write "feeling speedy, I think it is anticipation?".
I got pissed off and squirted the whole vial in my mouth at 10pm. I was sitting on the toilet 10 minutes later when I knew I may have made a "cool" mistake(and potentially dangerous but I didn't think that way when I was this age). Colors were bursting and sliding and sliming all over the walls and floor of the bathroom. It came on so fast all at once. I did fear the intensity at first but it was very euphoric also. I went to my room and laid on my bed and the rest of what happened was a little too extreme to describe well.
My TV and other objects in the room were alive and excited. They were floating and melting around and very bright with color. My ego was being lost quite quickly. Soon, I was not completely conscious, or maybe I was but my short term memory was so fucked up I didn't know what was going on. I looked at my hand and it was the strangest sight. It was a flipper or something, or no, 'what the hell is it?' I thought. Soon I wasn't thinking in words, things were just things, everything was itself and I had no emotional connection to it, and I couldn't identify anything. Then I began the transition of not knowing who I was to not knowing what I was...
I must have closed my eyes. I became a bacteria, I figured that is what I was. Bacteria in a lake, although I didn't think this in words I just knew it. Floating blissfully with no thoughts, my visionary image at this point consisted of surroundings to confirm I was a bacteria. Crazy and abstract. I remember a vision of the water that was all around. I don't remember much else.
Sometime during the night I 'woke up' and had no memory of what happened to me the last 5 hours. It was disturbing, but the pieces slowly came together. It was 5:30am. I was still tripping with colorful visuals swirling everywhere. I stayed awake and went to school. All concepts of 'school' and 'bus', a 'classroom' were severely distorted. These concepts seemed almost comical but absurd. I was tripping when I went to school at 7:30. I almost couldn't find my locker and homeroom as the concepts of my everyday life were blown off track. My ego had still not come together yet, or maybe it just came together but wasn't like it used to be, it was wrong.
I went to my classes not talking to anyone, maybe just saying hi to a few people. Everyone seemed weird, not for any particular reason, just for following and being content with this weird 'system' of talking to people, getting these objects called books and these people that stand up and try to teach subjects that had absolutely no relevancy at the time. I was in a weird world, it wasn't me that was weird at this time.
I did go up to the person that got me the stuff and told him what I did. He was shocked and laughing and told his friends. He said "I can't believe you survived to come to school today! Your eyes are still all black dude. That was so much fucking acid, you are our hero!"
His weird face was dirty looking and him and his friends had evil appearences but I was still piecing together the concept of these other life forms called humans.
My mom told me she heard noise during the night in my room and asked if I was up all night. I don't know what I did, I thought I was on my bed all night but during the chaos of an acid trip its hard to tell what a person will do.
I think it took me a good 3 days to start to accept the weird system of living everyday life. I had trouble adjusting, hell maybe I never quite returned to normal after this. Sometimes I think of those same ideas that everything is weird and absurd although I have gotten over most of this way of thinking.
It was a great experience and I don't regret doing that much acid, but will avoid that amount if I ever come across the stuff again. Maybe if I was in a padded room I would.
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