Alrite so after a wild night last week at a bush doof and an acid trip I realize I was really quite keen to try acid on my own as everyone was quite distracting and I found it really hard to relax with so many people about.
I have been tripping on acid now for about 1.5 years and had probably about 20 - 25 separate trips usually dosing between 1 - 3 tabs in a night (and day and next night) all my trips have been in a large group setting (usually 5 - 12 people)and either at a bush doof or camping trip.
After last weekend i had a few Tab of these yellow sunshine stamps left and was resolved to go bush walking on cid (something I had planned on doing for a while now)
I got up fairly early and packed all the things i though i would need (bong spare jumper towel pens paper Ipod loaded with psytrance poi and a few bits n pieces) and made my way out to Some hiking trails I knew lead to a very nice waterfall and rockpools.
Upon arriving I ate my tab and started walking down there was only 1 other car and a past them on there way out after about 2 mins so I was very comfortable knowing i was alone here.
T:015 As I wander down the path following along the waterside I begin to appreciate the view down the valley light in the early morning sun It was really quite stunning I stop looking at interesting trees and really just enjoying being out in nature.
T:025 I begin climbing over the rockpools looking for a good place to sit I eventually end up on the edge of a cliff over looking the water fall next to me and the whole valley. I didnt much like the idea of staying near the edge so I found a spot hidden away a few meters back and decided to smoke some bud as It always helps the trip come on for me.
T:035 I have my cone and the familer feeling of coming up on lsd takes over my body I always feel strange coming up and just lay back knowing it will pass soon.
T:050 Still feeling pretty bizarre throughout my body So I decide to get up and look around and see how I feel. I start to climb over the rocks and almost immediately feel better soon Im smiling and generally feeling very child like playing on the rocks.
I begin to just watch the flowing water its hypnotizing in the same way fire is but very relaxing and soothing I havent felt this good in a long time.
Time perception gets a lil lost here and i cant be certain on the order of events for the next few hours.
I come back to my stuff to pinch some of the lollies i brought and find some ants roaming about looking for food they are very organized searching in a grid pattern I am fascinated by these creatures I take my bag of lollies and a bottle of water and go find somewhere to sit and think i start having some amazing theories on why we exist and conclude that our existence is probably important but smaller than we like to think much like how the ants are not really aware of the role they play in nature they just do it yet without them whole ecosystems would fail
Somehow I had the theory that we are much the same only on different plans of existence with our thoughts Its all a bit fuzzy now but was very interesting at the time
Often i found myself sitting in the sun just smiling enjoying being out side randomly exploring and just thinking about my life the choices I make and why
Where my life is leading and where I want it to be
I realized Im very happy with my direction at the moment
In previous trips Ive realized things about my life that I didnt like and Ive decided the person i want to be in life and what will make me happy and Ive made steps towards that since
I realized I am doing well now and that if I keep this path I will become the person that I would like to be.
T4:00 ish
I decided I wanted some visuals dammit as not much had been going on visual wise but they acid was deffinatly there for it. So i found a comfy spot put my ipod on and just stared it was long before the trees were melting and bending for me and the sky was filled with fractals with a giant eye of a beautiful lady staring back at me (i quite often see this eye of a lady winking at me its quite interesting) I began to respect the trees for there constant will to reach higher and it wasnt long before i was filled for a vast respect for the trees and the earth
T 5:00 ish
anyway after several hours of this a few other people came poking around the rock pools and I was feeling a bit uncomfortable so I decided to leave.
I didnt really know where I was going to go as I was still to tripped to drive out of there and had already explored all the paths I figured id wander somewhere its a national park.
Anyway on the way out i look past the railing ton the trail and can see where people have climbed down the hillside leading to what looked like a trail so of course i followed it
I found an old trail which had been quite well made but it just started with no connection to other trails and had not been maintained obviously an old trail they had closed off.
I followed it down past the cliff i had sat on earlier and off down the valley.
It was quite an entertaining walk for me as I talked to myself about what i was seeing and passing.
I ended up in a lil clearing next to the last rockpool before the creek turned in to swamp.
I decided to have another cone While i was there I was looking at an old tree and could feel his presence watching me I was very much humbled by this very old tree who was obviously very strong but almost at the end of its life.
I spent quite a bit of time just looking and touching the tress around me feeling a connection with nature I had never felt before
Something I realized that was missing in society these days The ancient peoples had great respect for these trees and by not doing so ourselves we harm ourselves as well as nature
Maybe trees are not life form like ourselves but they are life perhaps we just need a deeper understanding to hear them.
We dont hear them because we dont listen the idea is nonsense to us as a society.
I decided to let the trees be and headed back towards my car which was now a fairly long walk (about 5km) uphill away but I wasnt much fussed I like to walk on acid its just what I do. I remember thinking at one point It would be quite funny if I were to get lost while I was lost on acid It was at this point I relised I had just walked past the path I was supposed to follow Laughing at how my mind works I walked back to the trail.
At the top of the path overlooking the entire area I arrived in the blaring sun huffing and puffing sweating but feeling more alive than I could ever remember It was exhilarating.
I headed back to my car where I laid on my bonnet for about an hour just enjoying the cool breaze and reflecting on the day I just had.
I drove back to civilization (yea dont drive on cid i know but sometimes you just do it and then go I shouldn't of done that)
Arriving amongst all the chaos of town I wandered off to get ice cream and ended up just sort of stumbling around town not really sure what i should do.
I called a friend who was at work and rambled nonsense to her for a bit and then decided to go to a local spot I like to smoke at and smoke what was left of my weed and play with some of my fire toys.
I ended up heading home and relaxing by this point I could still feel its presence but I was able to talk and operate at level considered reasonably normal I relaxed ordered a pizza and got stoned again
Was an awesome day and a good comfy night :D
All in all it was a very good trip wasn't very visual but i think thats mostly because I wasn't letting it happen rather focusing on my thoughts.
It was very relaxing and soothing for me and I have a much greater respect for things and realize we take so much for granted.
For some people the opportunity to research a chemical and my minds interactions like this just simply isn't possible and I am grateful that I have the opportunity.
Anyway that the first trip report ive written not that my trips havnt been significant before just that thsi one stands out as a glowing experience of mine
I have been tripping on acid now for about 1.5 years and had probably about 20 - 25 separate trips usually dosing between 1 - 3 tabs in a night (and day and next night) all my trips have been in a large group setting (usually 5 - 12 people)and either at a bush doof or camping trip.
After last weekend i had a few Tab of these yellow sunshine stamps left and was resolved to go bush walking on cid (something I had planned on doing for a while now)
I got up fairly early and packed all the things i though i would need (bong spare jumper towel pens paper Ipod loaded with psytrance poi and a few bits n pieces) and made my way out to Some hiking trails I knew lead to a very nice waterfall and rockpools.
Upon arriving I ate my tab and started walking down there was only 1 other car and a past them on there way out after about 2 mins so I was very comfortable knowing i was alone here.
T:015 As I wander down the path following along the waterside I begin to appreciate the view down the valley light in the early morning sun It was really quite stunning I stop looking at interesting trees and really just enjoying being out in nature.
T:025 I begin climbing over the rockpools looking for a good place to sit I eventually end up on the edge of a cliff over looking the water fall next to me and the whole valley. I didnt much like the idea of staying near the edge so I found a spot hidden away a few meters back and decided to smoke some bud as It always helps the trip come on for me.
T:035 I have my cone and the familer feeling of coming up on lsd takes over my body I always feel strange coming up and just lay back knowing it will pass soon.
T:050 Still feeling pretty bizarre throughout my body So I decide to get up and look around and see how I feel. I start to climb over the rocks and almost immediately feel better soon Im smiling and generally feeling very child like playing on the rocks.
I begin to just watch the flowing water its hypnotizing in the same way fire is but very relaxing and soothing I havent felt this good in a long time.
Time perception gets a lil lost here and i cant be certain on the order of events for the next few hours.
I come back to my stuff to pinch some of the lollies i brought and find some ants roaming about looking for food they are very organized searching in a grid pattern I am fascinated by these creatures I take my bag of lollies and a bottle of water and go find somewhere to sit and think i start having some amazing theories on why we exist and conclude that our existence is probably important but smaller than we like to think much like how the ants are not really aware of the role they play in nature they just do it yet without them whole ecosystems would fail
Somehow I had the theory that we are much the same only on different plans of existence with our thoughts Its all a bit fuzzy now but was very interesting at the time
Often i found myself sitting in the sun just smiling enjoying being out side randomly exploring and just thinking about my life the choices I make and why
Where my life is leading and where I want it to be
I realized Im very happy with my direction at the moment
In previous trips Ive realized things about my life that I didnt like and Ive decided the person i want to be in life and what will make me happy and Ive made steps towards that since
I realized I am doing well now and that if I keep this path I will become the person that I would like to be.
T4:00 ish
I decided I wanted some visuals dammit as not much had been going on visual wise but they acid was deffinatly there for it. So i found a comfy spot put my ipod on and just stared it was long before the trees were melting and bending for me and the sky was filled with fractals with a giant eye of a beautiful lady staring back at me (i quite often see this eye of a lady winking at me its quite interesting) I began to respect the trees for there constant will to reach higher and it wasnt long before i was filled for a vast respect for the trees and the earth
T 5:00 ish
anyway after several hours of this a few other people came poking around the rock pools and I was feeling a bit uncomfortable so I decided to leave.
I didnt really know where I was going to go as I was still to tripped to drive out of there and had already explored all the paths I figured id wander somewhere its a national park.
Anyway on the way out i look past the railing ton the trail and can see where people have climbed down the hillside leading to what looked like a trail so of course i followed it
I found an old trail which had been quite well made but it just started with no connection to other trails and had not been maintained obviously an old trail they had closed off.
I followed it down past the cliff i had sat on earlier and off down the valley.
It was quite an entertaining walk for me as I talked to myself about what i was seeing and passing.
I ended up in a lil clearing next to the last rockpool before the creek turned in to swamp.
I decided to have another cone While i was there I was looking at an old tree and could feel his presence watching me I was very much humbled by this very old tree who was obviously very strong but almost at the end of its life.
I spent quite a bit of time just looking and touching the tress around me feeling a connection with nature I had never felt before
Something I realized that was missing in society these days The ancient peoples had great respect for these trees and by not doing so ourselves we harm ourselves as well as nature
Maybe trees are not life form like ourselves but they are life perhaps we just need a deeper understanding to hear them.
We dont hear them because we dont listen the idea is nonsense to us as a society.
I decided to let the trees be and headed back towards my car which was now a fairly long walk (about 5km) uphill away but I wasnt much fussed I like to walk on acid its just what I do. I remember thinking at one point It would be quite funny if I were to get lost while I was lost on acid It was at this point I relised I had just walked past the path I was supposed to follow Laughing at how my mind works I walked back to the trail.
At the top of the path overlooking the entire area I arrived in the blaring sun huffing and puffing sweating but feeling more alive than I could ever remember It was exhilarating.
I headed back to my car where I laid on my bonnet for about an hour just enjoying the cool breaze and reflecting on the day I just had.
I drove back to civilization (yea dont drive on cid i know but sometimes you just do it and then go I shouldn't of done that)
Arriving amongst all the chaos of town I wandered off to get ice cream and ended up just sort of stumbling around town not really sure what i should do.
I called a friend who was at work and rambled nonsense to her for a bit and then decided to go to a local spot I like to smoke at and smoke what was left of my weed and play with some of my fire toys.
I ended up heading home and relaxing by this point I could still feel its presence but I was able to talk and operate at level considered reasonably normal I relaxed ordered a pizza and got stoned again
Was an awesome day and a good comfy night :D
All in all it was a very good trip wasn't very visual but i think thats mostly because I wasn't letting it happen rather focusing on my thoughts.
It was very relaxing and soothing for me and I have a much greater respect for things and realize we take so much for granted.
For some people the opportunity to research a chemical and my minds interactions like this just simply isn't possible and I am grateful that I have the opportunity.
Anyway that the first trip report ive written not that my trips havnt been significant before just that thsi one stands out as a glowing experience of mine
