LSD has generally been a difficult but rewarding molecule for me. The first time I ever fried resulted in the motivation to forever quit my opiate abuse. Since then I have had either difficult emotional trips or easy social trips, one or the other. Recently I have experimented with 2c-b 4 times total (including one ~2mg experience) and have loved each experience. It's like LSD with the clearest and most manageable headspace possible. Incredibly mellow, not to mention it adds an extra layer of beauty to intercourse with my love. For me it is as easily sociable as sobriety, though I tend to become ecstatic while under its influence and it is much more visual than I would have gathered from others consensus. Perfectly mellow yet intense as anything, I love it.
Set; Bumming on some recent life issues I don't want to delve into, but wanting an experience to have before I must face my challenges.
Setting; At the beach with my lover J and her four friends who were all on LSD, later at one of said frying friend's house.
We began our journey at T's house. The rest of our friends Ir, M, S were all present and they had all dropped their tabs before we arrived. J and I decided to drop together once we walked to the beach. The walk over was pleasant, the sun was setting and a single cloud was in the sky reflecting its orange purple hues. A very beautiful coastal evening. Once we got to the beach J and I dropped near the bathrooms, the walk over we discovered there was a huge swarm of mosquitoes present which persisted thru the entire evening (the worst facet of the setting). I told her I would drop the 2c-b 2 hours into the fry, in retrospect I could have waited longer and was pretty overwhelmed still coming up on both (though the tab was moderately dosed so alone probably would have been mellow and pleasant).
After the drop we hiked behind the dunes into the forest. There we laid down towels and had a makeshift drum circle and chilled listening to music. It wasn't long until it was too dark to see in the trees however so we then walked back to the very top of a dune to look at the ocean and clear night sky while our fries intensified. Ir began giving lightshows behind the dune so as to not attract attention. I'm honestly not that into lightshows most of the time, it was decent. Ir isn't half as good as my brother, and he agreed, the best lightshow I've ever had was frying at Bassnectar with my brother and J but thats another story.. After tripping on the lights and looking at the sky for a while T wanted to go to the pond a few blocks from the beach, but J and myself wanted some time alone so we parted ways for a moment.
By this time it was almost 2 hours into my tab, so once we found a decent location we laid down our towels and held eachother. I looked at the clock on my phone and on exactly the 2 hour point opened the capsule into my mouth and downed it. Moments later J and I got into it, I began to perform cunnilingus while she gazed at the stars. J told me her visuals intensified as I worked her clitoris. After a while we tried having sex, but I was pretty damn overwhelmed coming up on L and B at the same time and the sex didnt go anywhere but flaccid D: probably the worst moment of the night for me lol. After giving it a few minutes we decided to join the others at the pond as T's phone was dying and we were staying at her house that night. The walk over to the pond was mesmerizing. Me and J were alone walking before we got to the rest of the group and I expressed disappointment in myself. She cheered me up telling me how amazing I make her feel, how I make her know she's beautiful and how my smile brings her so much happiness. I was lost in empathy and visualizations yet I couldn't shake th feeling of disappointment that the sex didnt go anywhere, I resolved to try again further into the trip.
The walk back to the apartment from the beach was interesting. I was heavily expanded, my eyes closed showed a grid of symbols and runes all changing shapes and colors (mostly blues, purples and reds). Communication at this point became shakey, there just wasn't much I needed to get across.. That and I was completely enveloped with color and waves of happiness. For some reason during the evening I kept saying I felt I didnt deserve her, maybe deep down I have my doubts about my worth to her. She is so good to me.. Psychedelics also tend to make me think in the terms of eternity and I kept thinking how terribly I'd feel to lose her; that somewhere down the timeline it is inevitable that I will, to death, scandal, stagnation.. The experience was incredibly intense and my thoughts were dwelling on these kinds of sorrowful notions, I didn't exactly feel like sharing words with those around me.
Once back at the house we went into T's room. There two friends who were only high on weed joined, G and A. This is where the trip began to FUCK my mind hard lol. A for some reason to me was seen as an incarnation of my mother. She was there to watch the proceeding events and to direct the others to design a comatose mindgame for me to watch to keep my dead soul forever sorrowfully entertained. I had died for some reason in my mind, this was the room where my soul would spend eternity. T was on her computer, there were cords from around the room connecting to it and to me she was programming the others, designing their responses and exclamations. Ir, J and M were all incredibly animated and were a source of entertainment to me. For some reason I thought an orgy was occuring the whole time somehow, I guess it was a kind of orgy but not a sexual one but rather an orgy of personality. S was on a psychedelic for her first time and looked like she was properly tripping balls lol. She kept saying "triangles", the word played into my visualiztions. I saw a giant stone triangle in my head, inside of it a swirling pool of digital colors and shapeshifting, geometric patterning and shit.. Outside the triangle there was blackness, and then my mind seemed to pass through the triangle. It was as if when I closed my eyes I entered another realm. The outside world influencing this realm only through sound, the sounds of the action around me manifesting their energies in color and light.
At certain points J and I would leave to the living room or bathroom together. The most visual moment of the night for me was when J and I sat on the couch together in the living room, she sat on my lap and gazed into my eyes. I don't quite remember what she was saying but it was beautiful to hear her voice. At one point she got up and I put my hand on the pillow where she sat. The pillow grew into an enormous size, my arm seemed to drift around as if it weren't connected to my body and there was a painting in the room of the beach, waves crashing and curling, I could almost see the ocean spray drifting out of the frame which beamed with light and energy. I closed my eyes and saw the same kind of grid visual patterning as earlier but this time much brighter and more distinct. There was an incredible amount of energy in my body which I felt I could put to any use. Looking back dancing at this moment would have been appropriate, if I ever take this combination again I want to make sure there is a dancefloor and heavy sub bass present.
After a moment alone in the bathroom J and I went outside and had sex on the concrete in T's backyard. It was beautiful. J's beauty always seems to get me intoxicated further during my recent trips.. Her body was the only thing unaffected in my visual field, all around her was a black sparkling world, alien and cold. In her skin was my only hope of returning to baseline. I closed my eyes after the ejaculation and the imagery was a deep black speckled with blue ethereal hues.. A swarm of psychedelia hit me upon returning inside, my minds eye was alive in a way unique to any experience I have had. Easily the most visual moments of my life.
We went to sleep early in the morning, which came easy but didn't last long as Ir and M stayed up talking all night. The afterglow the next morning was intense. We ate breakfast, I felt derped. Conversation didn't flow from me easily. After we ate J and I drove to her place of employment and I walked home after she had to go to work at 10am.
She got off work a few hours later and came over to hang out. While alone I had thought I was more or less at baseline but once she showed up I realized just how altered I still was. She showered and I sat in my room listening to music waiting for her to join me. I laid down on my brothers bed on my back and faced the ceiling which churned as if it were made of two slightly different colored liquids, then the song Fall in Love by Flying Lotus came on. Suddenly I was thrust into a tangent of emotion. All of my feelings for J were somehow validated, my eyes began to water as I contemplated the thought of losing her. By the time she entered the room I was reduced to a weeping wreck. She asked what was wrong and I said nothing.. Everything at this moment was exactly as it needed to be. I, a fully grown man, was reduced to tears by the beauty and love this world has shown me. We embraced, J began to cry with me. I have never felt closer to her, or anyone else. We talked for a few moments and then made love. There was no hesitation, no fault, no thought, only love.
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I very much enjoyed this combo, my partner J didn't very much like how high I was on it. Low dose LSD or any dose 2c-b tends to have a mellow effect on my perception, the two together is INTENSE (though this is my first time using it so perhaps I just need to learn the high?). I have to recommend this combo, highly. If any of you here have the means please try it. I feel I brought an invaluable lesson with me.
Set; Bumming on some recent life issues I don't want to delve into, but wanting an experience to have before I must face my challenges.
Setting; At the beach with my lover J and her four friends who were all on LSD, later at one of said frying friend's house.
We began our journey at T's house. The rest of our friends Ir, M, S were all present and they had all dropped their tabs before we arrived. J and I decided to drop together once we walked to the beach. The walk over was pleasant, the sun was setting and a single cloud was in the sky reflecting its orange purple hues. A very beautiful coastal evening. Once we got to the beach J and I dropped near the bathrooms, the walk over we discovered there was a huge swarm of mosquitoes present which persisted thru the entire evening (the worst facet of the setting). I told her I would drop the 2c-b 2 hours into the fry, in retrospect I could have waited longer and was pretty overwhelmed still coming up on both (though the tab was moderately dosed so alone probably would have been mellow and pleasant).
After the drop we hiked behind the dunes into the forest. There we laid down towels and had a makeshift drum circle and chilled listening to music. It wasn't long until it was too dark to see in the trees however so we then walked back to the very top of a dune to look at the ocean and clear night sky while our fries intensified. Ir began giving lightshows behind the dune so as to not attract attention. I'm honestly not that into lightshows most of the time, it was decent. Ir isn't half as good as my brother, and he agreed, the best lightshow I've ever had was frying at Bassnectar with my brother and J but thats another story.. After tripping on the lights and looking at the sky for a while T wanted to go to the pond a few blocks from the beach, but J and myself wanted some time alone so we parted ways for a moment.
By this time it was almost 2 hours into my tab, so once we found a decent location we laid down our towels and held eachother. I looked at the clock on my phone and on exactly the 2 hour point opened the capsule into my mouth and downed it. Moments later J and I got into it, I began to perform cunnilingus while she gazed at the stars. J told me her visuals intensified as I worked her clitoris. After a while we tried having sex, but I was pretty damn overwhelmed coming up on L and B at the same time and the sex didnt go anywhere but flaccid D: probably the worst moment of the night for me lol. After giving it a few minutes we decided to join the others at the pond as T's phone was dying and we were staying at her house that night. The walk over to the pond was mesmerizing. Me and J were alone walking before we got to the rest of the group and I expressed disappointment in myself. She cheered me up telling me how amazing I make her feel, how I make her know she's beautiful and how my smile brings her so much happiness. I was lost in empathy and visualizations yet I couldn't shake th feeling of disappointment that the sex didnt go anywhere, I resolved to try again further into the trip.
The walk back to the apartment from the beach was interesting. I was heavily expanded, my eyes closed showed a grid of symbols and runes all changing shapes and colors (mostly blues, purples and reds). Communication at this point became shakey, there just wasn't much I needed to get across.. That and I was completely enveloped with color and waves of happiness. For some reason during the evening I kept saying I felt I didnt deserve her, maybe deep down I have my doubts about my worth to her. She is so good to me.. Psychedelics also tend to make me think in the terms of eternity and I kept thinking how terribly I'd feel to lose her; that somewhere down the timeline it is inevitable that I will, to death, scandal, stagnation.. The experience was incredibly intense and my thoughts were dwelling on these kinds of sorrowful notions, I didn't exactly feel like sharing words with those around me.
Once back at the house we went into T's room. There two friends who were only high on weed joined, G and A. This is where the trip began to FUCK my mind hard lol. A for some reason to me was seen as an incarnation of my mother. She was there to watch the proceeding events and to direct the others to design a comatose mindgame for me to watch to keep my dead soul forever sorrowfully entertained. I had died for some reason in my mind, this was the room where my soul would spend eternity. T was on her computer, there were cords from around the room connecting to it and to me she was programming the others, designing their responses and exclamations. Ir, J and M were all incredibly animated and were a source of entertainment to me. For some reason I thought an orgy was occuring the whole time somehow, I guess it was a kind of orgy but not a sexual one but rather an orgy of personality. S was on a psychedelic for her first time and looked like she was properly tripping balls lol. She kept saying "triangles", the word played into my visualiztions. I saw a giant stone triangle in my head, inside of it a swirling pool of digital colors and shapeshifting, geometric patterning and shit.. Outside the triangle there was blackness, and then my mind seemed to pass through the triangle. It was as if when I closed my eyes I entered another realm. The outside world influencing this realm only through sound, the sounds of the action around me manifesting their energies in color and light.
At certain points J and I would leave to the living room or bathroom together. The most visual moment of the night for me was when J and I sat on the couch together in the living room, she sat on my lap and gazed into my eyes. I don't quite remember what she was saying but it was beautiful to hear her voice. At one point she got up and I put my hand on the pillow where she sat. The pillow grew into an enormous size, my arm seemed to drift around as if it weren't connected to my body and there was a painting in the room of the beach, waves crashing and curling, I could almost see the ocean spray drifting out of the frame which beamed with light and energy. I closed my eyes and saw the same kind of grid visual patterning as earlier but this time much brighter and more distinct. There was an incredible amount of energy in my body which I felt I could put to any use. Looking back dancing at this moment would have been appropriate, if I ever take this combination again I want to make sure there is a dancefloor and heavy sub bass present.
After a moment alone in the bathroom J and I went outside and had sex on the concrete in T's backyard. It was beautiful. J's beauty always seems to get me intoxicated further during my recent trips.. Her body was the only thing unaffected in my visual field, all around her was a black sparkling world, alien and cold. In her skin was my only hope of returning to baseline. I closed my eyes after the ejaculation and the imagery was a deep black speckled with blue ethereal hues.. A swarm of psychedelia hit me upon returning inside, my minds eye was alive in a way unique to any experience I have had. Easily the most visual moments of my life.
We went to sleep early in the morning, which came easy but didn't last long as Ir and M stayed up talking all night. The afterglow the next morning was intense. We ate breakfast, I felt derped. Conversation didn't flow from me easily. After we ate J and I drove to her place of employment and I walked home after she had to go to work at 10am.
She got off work a few hours later and came over to hang out. While alone I had thought I was more or less at baseline but once she showed up I realized just how altered I still was. She showered and I sat in my room listening to music waiting for her to join me. I laid down on my brothers bed on my back and faced the ceiling which churned as if it were made of two slightly different colored liquids, then the song Fall in Love by Flying Lotus came on. Suddenly I was thrust into a tangent of emotion. All of my feelings for J were somehow validated, my eyes began to water as I contemplated the thought of losing her. By the time she entered the room I was reduced to a weeping wreck. She asked what was wrong and I said nothing.. Everything at this moment was exactly as it needed to be. I, a fully grown man, was reduced to tears by the beauty and love this world has shown me. We embraced, J began to cry with me. I have never felt closer to her, or anyone else. We talked for a few moments and then made love. There was no hesitation, no fault, no thought, only love.
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I very much enjoyed this combo, my partner J didn't very much like how high I was on it. Low dose LSD or any dose 2c-b tends to have a mellow effect on my perception, the two together is INTENSE (though this is my first time using it so perhaps I just need to learn the high?). I have to recommend this combo, highly. If any of you here have the means please try it. I feel I brought an invaluable lesson with me.
