Searching4truth
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I've ALWAYS wanted to take LSD but as everybody knows, it's pretty hard to come by these days, especially in my area. So when the opportunity presented itself, I couldn't pass it up. I bought 4 tabs and am kicking myself for not buying 400 because it was the greatest experience of my life. (slight exaggeration on the 400, maybe 40 haha)
So after finally having them, I decided to wait until the perfect weekend and it killed me. I ended up waiting over another month after physically having the acid. The day before, we cleaned our house, bought some fresh OJ and tried to go to bed early - didn't really work due to excitement so I took 2 melatonin. I was also on Buspirone at the time due to anxiety issues so I stopped taking them 24 hours before taking the LSD.
That morning, we woke up and made sure the house was in order, checked the weather one more time and waited for my sister to come over. It would be her second time, but my wife and I's first time. Everyone took 1 tab and I took 1.5. I wished I would have taken 2 but I spent so much time reading about bad trips and was really worried about this. But I'm glad I didn't because my wife had a really bad trip. About 30 minutes later and drinking way too much OJ (not sure if this helps or not but I read it advances the trip. I know people say all kinds of things online but I figured what the heck), I started seeing the ceiling moving ever so slightly and was wondering if it might just be placebo.... it wasn't. I got up to go to the restroom and felt slightly drunk - but without the drunkenness if that makes any sense. It was a good feeling and I had it under control by the time I got in the bathroom. I came back out and was sure that it was taking affect but nobody else's was, really.
There was no conception of time beyond this point.
It hit me like a ton of bricks and shortly thereafter, my wife and sister started feeling it too. I was immensely happy and felt like a little kid in a candy store who'd been blind all his life and gained sight- seeing color for the very first time. It was incredible. Everything was moving, shifting, changing colors and form in the most spectacular display I have ever seen in my life. The sun outside seemed to brighten and dim in a way where I kept thinking cars were constantly driving by the house. Not a paranoia but just the way cars impact how light shines in the window - if you know what I mean. There were so many greens and blues. I went outside and the backyard was so huge! The leaves of the trees were all patterns and my dog was leaving trails like crazy. It was insane. A friend of my sister called and wanted to talk to me. I felt like I handled myself well but was a little paranoid about what he might think because it was really hard for me to articulate words and I found myself studdering and saying things I wouldn't normally say. I didn't have this problem with my wife and sister until the bad stuff started happening. After we hung up, I started to get some really intense nausea and we decided to take a trip to the store to get some pepto. ***DO NOT DRIVE WHILE UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF ANY DRUG - ESPECIALLY LSD***
The sunroof was open and the windows were down and I felt like I was flying. It was again the most incredible feeling ever. I didn't drive because I was tripping so hard so I opted for the back seat. Good choice. When we got to the CVS, we went in and I had the hardest time deciding which Pepto I wanted. The only difference was the price of +/- $1.00, lol. I was paying for the Pepto and up until this moment I felt like I had a handle on myself but experienced a little paranoia. If I'd have known how big my pupils were, I probably would have flipped out a little more as I did when we got home and I looked at myself in the mirror. I figured out that the nausea was due to not eating a lot that morning and drinking too much OJ coupled with LSD. I had a duh moment. It was around this time that my wife started having a bad trip. She puked in the driveway when we got home and I had to carry her inside and lay her down on the couch. I was peaking at this time and was worried about her. It didn't create a bad trip for me but I wanted her to be having the time I was having. I remember trying to console her but my words wouldn't come out the way I intended no matter how hard I tried. It was a little frustrating. My sister left at that time to meet a friend and I stayed by my wife's side on the couch. Outside was screaming my name (not literally, I just wanted to be outside) so I coaxed her to come check the mail with me. It was super hilarious. The mailbox is maybe 100 feet from the front door and it was like an adventure. We held hands walking down the driveway and in hindsight, this was something we never do and on the way back to the house, we started cracking up and ran back inside. It was hilarious and we must have laughed about that for 15 minutes... no joke. When my sister got back, I felt a little relieved because I was worried about her being out and about. My wife had another wave of a bad trip and I tried to split my time between catering to her and checking out the backyard. I gave her a pill that relieves anxiety and she felt a little better for a little while but I was still worried. I was having the trip of my life aside from the nausea which wasn't hindered from the Pepto. After she was better, I stepped outside into the backyard and immersed myself in nature. I saw crazy patterns in the leaves like dragons and I felt connected to the trees. I felt like they were spiritual beings or something even though I'm an atheist. It was actually pretty cool. Looking at the grass, I could see it's cycles of life. I saw it grow, get full, die and then recycle over and over in rapid succession for what seemed like hours. It was amazing. I played with my dog and felt a connection to her, also. I was filled with so much love and felt like I absolutely loved living. After what seemed like days, I went back inside and comforted my wife on the couch.
As we were coming down and it was dark outside, we decided to watch some movies. We started with a History channel documentary on DMT but it was a little crazy. We tried Lilo and Stitch but it was a little intense for us all. Funny, right? So we switched to a Disney block of exploring nature and I swear on everything I love that these 20 minute long episodes were made for those tripping on acid. It consisted of easy listening spiritual music and slow motion features of opening flowers, dropping rain and snow, and stars. There were 5 or so and we watched all of them mesmerized. I decided I wanted to spend a little more time outside and went out back and found a huge spider making a web. I had to fight sensations telling myself it wasn't going to get on me but at the same time, I was mesmerized with watching it make a web. I recorded it on my phone and spent some more time 'connecting' with the trees. I went back inside and my sister said she was going to leave a short while later. So I used that as an excuse to spend some more time outside, haha! Even though it was a bit chilly, I couldn't stop 'feeling' the spirit of the trees and the moon and stars. The most incredible feelings I have ever felt. I remember seeing the trees swaying ( there was no wind ) a bit and I felt like they were communicating to each other about what to communicate to me about. I thought about how we tear them down to further industrial profit and felt a sadness. I went back in, not because I wanted to but because I was cold, and my wife and I got in bed. After turning the lights off and settling in, I had the most intense CEV's and heard the sound of the universe humming as I fell asleep. The CEV's were brightly neon colored and were all different kinds of morphing geometric shapes flying at me pretty quickly. I thought about things and the shapes would mold into outlines of things I was thinking, sort of like an outlined story board. It was vague, but I made the connection.
I remember having some vivid dreams but now I don't remember them. The next day or two, I felt a little down. I think it was because I felt so connected to everything in nature and I no longer did. As far as physically, I felt great. I had been experiencing some Shortness of Breath and heavy legs (hence the Buspirone) and this was totally alleviated for like two weeks after. I'm not sure if there was any direct effect from the acid or not.
The second time I did it, my wife just smoked MJ and I took the acid. When I started peaking, I smoked MJ and it didn't really enhance anything except the euphoria. It seemed to cut the experience a little short but it was still fun. I don't think it was as potent of stuff as the first time.
In summary:
It was a blast and I'll do it again in a heartbeat. I don't know how you could have a bad trip but I'm sure it's possible. The visuals are unlike anything I've ever seen and the euphoria was great. I wouldn't recommend smoking MJ while doing it but maybe that's just me. I would just do it by myself and spend a day at the park.
Sorry for the length. Peace to you.
~Namaste~
So after finally having them, I decided to wait until the perfect weekend and it killed me. I ended up waiting over another month after physically having the acid. The day before, we cleaned our house, bought some fresh OJ and tried to go to bed early - didn't really work due to excitement so I took 2 melatonin. I was also on Buspirone at the time due to anxiety issues so I stopped taking them 24 hours before taking the LSD.
That morning, we woke up and made sure the house was in order, checked the weather one more time and waited for my sister to come over. It would be her second time, but my wife and I's first time. Everyone took 1 tab and I took 1.5. I wished I would have taken 2 but I spent so much time reading about bad trips and was really worried about this. But I'm glad I didn't because my wife had a really bad trip. About 30 minutes later and drinking way too much OJ (not sure if this helps or not but I read it advances the trip. I know people say all kinds of things online but I figured what the heck), I started seeing the ceiling moving ever so slightly and was wondering if it might just be placebo.... it wasn't. I got up to go to the restroom and felt slightly drunk - but without the drunkenness if that makes any sense. It was a good feeling and I had it under control by the time I got in the bathroom. I came back out and was sure that it was taking affect but nobody else's was, really.
There was no conception of time beyond this point.
It hit me like a ton of bricks and shortly thereafter, my wife and sister started feeling it too. I was immensely happy and felt like a little kid in a candy store who'd been blind all his life and gained sight- seeing color for the very first time. It was incredible. Everything was moving, shifting, changing colors and form in the most spectacular display I have ever seen in my life. The sun outside seemed to brighten and dim in a way where I kept thinking cars were constantly driving by the house. Not a paranoia but just the way cars impact how light shines in the window - if you know what I mean. There were so many greens and blues. I went outside and the backyard was so huge! The leaves of the trees were all patterns and my dog was leaving trails like crazy. It was insane. A friend of my sister called and wanted to talk to me. I felt like I handled myself well but was a little paranoid about what he might think because it was really hard for me to articulate words and I found myself studdering and saying things I wouldn't normally say. I didn't have this problem with my wife and sister until the bad stuff started happening. After we hung up, I started to get some really intense nausea and we decided to take a trip to the store to get some pepto. ***DO NOT DRIVE WHILE UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF ANY DRUG - ESPECIALLY LSD***
The sunroof was open and the windows were down and I felt like I was flying. It was again the most incredible feeling ever. I didn't drive because I was tripping so hard so I opted for the back seat. Good choice. When we got to the CVS, we went in and I had the hardest time deciding which Pepto I wanted. The only difference was the price of +/- $1.00, lol. I was paying for the Pepto and up until this moment I felt like I had a handle on myself but experienced a little paranoia. If I'd have known how big my pupils were, I probably would have flipped out a little more as I did when we got home and I looked at myself in the mirror. I figured out that the nausea was due to not eating a lot that morning and drinking too much OJ coupled with LSD. I had a duh moment. It was around this time that my wife started having a bad trip. She puked in the driveway when we got home and I had to carry her inside and lay her down on the couch. I was peaking at this time and was worried about her. It didn't create a bad trip for me but I wanted her to be having the time I was having. I remember trying to console her but my words wouldn't come out the way I intended no matter how hard I tried. It was a little frustrating. My sister left at that time to meet a friend and I stayed by my wife's side on the couch. Outside was screaming my name (not literally, I just wanted to be outside) so I coaxed her to come check the mail with me. It was super hilarious. The mailbox is maybe 100 feet from the front door and it was like an adventure. We held hands walking down the driveway and in hindsight, this was something we never do and on the way back to the house, we started cracking up and ran back inside. It was hilarious and we must have laughed about that for 15 minutes... no joke. When my sister got back, I felt a little relieved because I was worried about her being out and about. My wife had another wave of a bad trip and I tried to split my time between catering to her and checking out the backyard. I gave her a pill that relieves anxiety and she felt a little better for a little while but I was still worried. I was having the trip of my life aside from the nausea which wasn't hindered from the Pepto. After she was better, I stepped outside into the backyard and immersed myself in nature. I saw crazy patterns in the leaves like dragons and I felt connected to the trees. I felt like they were spiritual beings or something even though I'm an atheist. It was actually pretty cool. Looking at the grass, I could see it's cycles of life. I saw it grow, get full, die and then recycle over and over in rapid succession for what seemed like hours. It was amazing. I played with my dog and felt a connection to her, also. I was filled with so much love and felt like I absolutely loved living. After what seemed like days, I went back inside and comforted my wife on the couch.
As we were coming down and it was dark outside, we decided to watch some movies. We started with a History channel documentary on DMT but it was a little crazy. We tried Lilo and Stitch but it was a little intense for us all. Funny, right? So we switched to a Disney block of exploring nature and I swear on everything I love that these 20 minute long episodes were made for those tripping on acid. It consisted of easy listening spiritual music and slow motion features of opening flowers, dropping rain and snow, and stars. There were 5 or so and we watched all of them mesmerized. I decided I wanted to spend a little more time outside and went out back and found a huge spider making a web. I had to fight sensations telling myself it wasn't going to get on me but at the same time, I was mesmerized with watching it make a web. I recorded it on my phone and spent some more time 'connecting' with the trees. I went back inside and my sister said she was going to leave a short while later. So I used that as an excuse to spend some more time outside, haha! Even though it was a bit chilly, I couldn't stop 'feeling' the spirit of the trees and the moon and stars. The most incredible feelings I have ever felt. I remember seeing the trees swaying ( there was no wind ) a bit and I felt like they were communicating to each other about what to communicate to me about. I thought about how we tear them down to further industrial profit and felt a sadness. I went back in, not because I wanted to but because I was cold, and my wife and I got in bed. After turning the lights off and settling in, I had the most intense CEV's and heard the sound of the universe humming as I fell asleep. The CEV's were brightly neon colored and were all different kinds of morphing geometric shapes flying at me pretty quickly. I thought about things and the shapes would mold into outlines of things I was thinking, sort of like an outlined story board. It was vague, but I made the connection.
I remember having some vivid dreams but now I don't remember them. The next day or two, I felt a little down. I think it was because I felt so connected to everything in nature and I no longer did. As far as physically, I felt great. I had been experiencing some Shortness of Breath and heavy legs (hence the Buspirone) and this was totally alleviated for like two weeks after. I'm not sure if there was any direct effect from the acid or not.
The second time I did it, my wife just smoked MJ and I took the acid. When I started peaking, I smoked MJ and it didn't really enhance anything except the euphoria. It seemed to cut the experience a little short but it was still fun. I don't think it was as potent of stuff as the first time.
In summary:
It was a blast and I'll do it again in a heartbeat. I don't know how you could have a bad trip but I'm sure it's possible. The visuals are unlike anything I've ever seen and the euphoria was great. I wouldn't recommend smoking MJ while doing it but maybe that's just me. I would just do it by myself and spend a day at the park.
Sorry for the length. Peace to you.
~Namaste~
